A foreign city, dear you

Wearing a yellow-green top, a black skirt, a pair of black semi-high-heeled sandals, and her hair tied into a ponytail behind her head.

Ye Lian is trying on clothes.

It would be nice if there was a full-length mirror in the house.

Ye Lian, like other girls, also likes to look in the mirror.

He has a round face, a pair of big double-lidded eyes, a slim figure and a petite stature. The skin is not very fair, but it is not black either.

Ye Lian doesn't think she is very good-looking, but Cao Xueqian always praises her for her beauty.

Cao Xueqian praised her more, and Ye Lian felt that she seemed a little bit better-looking.

She thought, if Qian were by my side now, he would definitely compliment me on my beauty, right?

Thinking of Cao Xueqian's love for herself, Ye Lian couldn't help but smile sweetly.

Even though Ye Lian was so brave and decisive when she resigned, in fact Ye Lian has been timid, has low self-esteem, is introverted since she was a child, doesn't like to talk, and doesn't like to deal with others.

She felt that there was nothing wrong with her. Even if she had all kinds of thoughts in her heart, she would be timid and dull in front of strangers, and she would rarely utter a single word.

But strangely, in front of Cao Xueqian, she felt that her heart was relaxed, free and unrestrained.

She has many shortcomings, but Cao Xueqian can tolerate them and thinks she is cute.

She has low self-esteem and willfulness, Cao Xueqian will coax her, and then slowly encourage or persuade her;

She felt that she was average in appearance, but Cao Xueqian always praised her for her beauty;

She didn't like to talk when there were many people, so Cao Xueqian protected her behind him and became her spokesperson.

……

Slowly, Ye Lian stepped out of herself and was able to speak in front of everyone, although she was still timid and scared in her heart;

Slowly, Ye Lian really felt that she also had a beautiful side and was not completely an ugly duckling.

Later, I found a job, entered school, and stood on the podium. Although she is still not very good at socializing, she is able to cope with it comfortably in the workplace and campus environment that she is familiar with.

Therefore, for Ye Lian, Cao Xueqian is her medicine and her support; her umbrella and her harbor...

Therefore, since meeting Cao Xueqian, the smile on Ye Lian's face has increased.

But when they are in love and after getting married, two people always spend less time together and more time apart.

Ye Lian couldn't bear this separation. She wanted to be with Cao Xueqian day and night, so she followed Cao Xueqian's footsteps regardless.

……

Ye Lian took back her reverie and wanted to look at herself in the mirror.

Ye Lian looked in the mirror today not to look bad, but to check her appearance before going out for an interview to see if her clothes were inappropriate.

If you don't have a big mirror, you'll need a small mirror.

Ye Lian took out a small round mirror she bought a few days ago.

There was no suitable place to place the small round mirror, so she held it with her left hand and looked at it from far to near:

The clothes are dignified and decent, the face is clean and bright, and the hair is smooth and neat;

A pair of glasses on the bridge of the nose looks elegant and intellectual;

Overall, generous and beautiful.

Okay, that's it.

Ye Lian put down the mirror and couldn't help but feel stunned again. A trace of melancholy suddenly flew over her eyebrows: What if the interview still fails today?

*

Ye Lian has been hit hard these days.

From Monday, Ye Lian began to get familiar with the surrounding environment and inquire about the surrounding schools. Whether it's primary school or middle school, as long as she feels there is a glimmer of hope, she will try her luck.

But after searching around, she couldn't help but feel a little discouraged.

Because it is approaching the end of August, many schools have already recruited enough teachers.

At first, she wanted to try public schools, but found that there was no chance at all in public schools; private schools were also very poor, either they were full or they only admitted one or two.

There are always so many people coming for interviews;

And the people who came for interviews were all so good.

Although Ye Lian has been working for several years, and although under the influence of Cao Xueqian, she is no longer so inferior and timid, she is still less open-minded than others.

Therefore, in a situation where there are too many monks and too little rice, Ye Lian often tastes failure.

Seeing that school was about to start soon, Ye Lian felt that hope was getting slimmer.

If you can't teach in school, why don't you go to work in a factory?

In Ye Lian's mind, a factory means the sound of rumbling machines, the pungent smell of paint, and endless assembly line operations... Can she adapt to such an environment?

The most important thing is, what can she do when she goes to the factory?

Ye Lian was surprised that finding a job was so difficult.

The gate of Pingcheng Middle School appeared in her mind again, but she could never go back.

……

Alas, it’s useless to think so much, I have to continue to go out and try my luck.

Ye Lian came back to her senses and reached out to lift a yellow-green plastic bag on the bedside table - which contained her university diploma, CET-[-] English certificate, teacher's certificate, etc.

Returning without success time and time again, shouting for yourself again and again, letting yourself start again.