A foreign city, dear you

After the sharp decline from June to July, Ye Lian's account was reduced to nothing.

Unexpectedly, from mid-July to the first half of August, the stock market had another decent rebound.

Ye Lian's account slowly returned a lot from the lowest value. One day, Ye Lian saw that he had only lost 30,000 yuan.

Ye Lian had hope again in her heart, thinking that her losses would slowly rise back like this, thinking that if the losses would rise again, she would sell them once she had recovered her capital.

However, in the second half of August, the stock market changed suddenly again, and the market began to stage a plummeting script again, and all individual stocks fell again.

Just last Friday, two of Ye Lian's stocks both dropped by the limit!

Ye Lian was so sad, her new hope seemed to come to nothing again!

The market keeps falling every day.

It finally stopped falling in the past two days because these two days are weekends.

But even on the weekend, Ye Lian still thinks about the two stocks in her hands from time to time, thinking that she always has no hope of getting her money back, which makes her irritated, sad, and always distracted.

In those WeChat groups for chatting, people are still complaining every day, and they are miserable and desperate and want to go to the rooftop.

As soon as the stock falls, it will go to the sky.

Fortunately, everyone is just talking about it, otherwise the rooftop would be overwhelmed and not enough.

At this moment, Ye Lian was standing on the window sill of the twelfth floor, and the outside was empty and unobstructed.

Isn't this equivalent to a rooftop?

As long as you lift your heels slightly and stretch your arms slightly, you will...

When this idea came to Ye Lian's mind, she couldn't help but feel excited. She subconsciously stepped on her heels better and grasped the window frame.

Not to mention jumping, even falling accidentally.

Although he was in a daze, his life still mattered.

No matter how much you lose in the stock market, you can't catch this old fate.

Life was so difficult when I first came to Yancheng. I never thought about going to the rooftop. I just moved forward bravely every day.

Now, how could such a terrible idea come up?

This world is so beautiful. How lucky are we to be able to live in this world? How many years of life are not enough? Why should we waste this life in vain?

Those who are struggling in suffering, those who are suffering from illness, are still so reluctant to let go of this world, so what does my little dissatisfaction mean?

……

Ye Lian carefully wiped the window. She gave up on wiping the far places. She couldn't reach them and didn't want to reach them. She didn't dare to stretch her hands too far.

Ye Lian stood on the window sill and looked out. She hadn't stood so high and looked out for a long time.

The house in Jinjinghuayuan is on the third floor, and what you see every day is the nearby gardens and trees.

And here, so high.

It was relatively close to the central area, and what Ye Lian saw was another, more prosperous city scene that was different from Xiangyang Town.

The community opposite is relatively old and the buildings are relatively short. You can see some scenery on their roofs. Some have potted plants; some have sheds and table tennis tables...

Strangely, Ye Lian also saw a group of gray pigeons hovering on the roof of a building from time to time.

How rare are the flocks of pigeons in big cities!

Looking sideways to the left, there is a small park called Shahong Sports Park.

On the left is Anbao Middle School.

School hasn't started yet, so it's still quiet.

Cao Lanshan will spend his three years of high school here.

Three years later, it will be clear whether it is a mule or a horse.

It was getting late, and Ye Lian was going back to her home in Jinjinghuayuan.

As she walked to the subway entrance, Ye Lian couldn't help but think of the stocks in her hands, and the two drops that made her grit her teeth on Friday.

Tomorrow is Monday and the market is about to open again. I wonder what will happen?

Ye Lian always has a bad feeling.

She asked herself, what should she do if it still plummets tomorrow?

Is it still as stubborn as the first round of big slump?

Ye Lian no longer likes chatting about stocks in the group, nor does she like asking those stock trading masters for advice.

She feels that in the face of the catastrophe in the stock market, all stock market gods are false and useless. In the first round of the big plunge, she followed the 10,000-stock god and carried it until the last 100,000 yuan fell and there was not much left.

She didn't mean to blame the stock market god. She was responsible for her own decisions. She just realized that in the stock market, blind following would not work.

If, this time, it is also a big period of slump, will she still hold on to it?

Ye Lian has no answer.

In the stock market, predetermined answers are meaningless. Often the plans and plans made one second don’t work or are completely opposite the next second. What's going on in my heart is completely inconsistent with what I'm doing on my fingers.

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The next day, Monday.

Ye Lian is waiting for the opening of the market and is worried about it.

At 9:25, the bidding came out.

The market is so green that it drips with juice, and its opening is greatly lowered. It makes people tremble when looking at it in summer.

Ye Lian's two stocks opened 8 points lower directly.

Ye Lian struggled in her mind for two seconds and quickly made a decision.

Sell!

Scared! No more carrying it!

Don't fall like last time and lose everything!

Ye Lian immediately commissioned it.

Worried that she would not be able to complete the transaction as she wished, she directly placed orders at the lower limit price and cleared all positions. She was very determined and had no illusions.

As soon as 9:30 arrived, the two orders were quickly completed, and the position became zero.

Ye Lian felt disappointed.

After Ye Lian cleared her position, her two stocks quickly approached the limit.

Ye Lian was secretly rejoicing when she saw that the two stocks had bottomed out and rebounded driven by the market, and then kept rising. At ten o'clock, they turned red!

The stock market is so frustrating and unpredictable.

It falls when you hold it hard,

You sell it and it rebounds.

Ye Lian beat her chest and felt regretful in her heart.

But what can be done?

Once it was sold, it was sold, and she was not going to pursue it anymore.

One hundred thousand yuan, a loss of nearly 60,000 yuan!

Ye Lian felt so distressed that when she walked, she felt as if one foot high and one foot low were softly stepping on cotton.

She was originally a miser, and she felt so distressed that she wanted to cry when she thought about being robbed of 200 yuan by a motorcycle, let alone losing tens of thousands of yuan in the stock market.

The stock is liquidated.

But Ye Lian's heart has not been completely cleared from the stock market.

She shouted in her heart like a gray wolf:

I will come back——

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This is a special day in August.

Ye Lian is happy and sad at the same time.

Happily, this day is her birthday, but sadly, she turns forty years old on this day.

Years fly by. What can I do?

He was not young for two days, but he was no longer young in the blink of an eye. What can I do?

There are white hairs growing on my head. What can I do?

Once upon a time, Ye Lian thought that gray hair was such a distant thing.

Ye Lian likes to look in the mirror so much.

That day, when Ye Lian looked in the mirror, she discovered that there was a white hair in her hair!

Ye Lian couldn't believe her eyes!

She was so shocked inside!

She looked at it repeatedly in front of the mirror and fiddled with it repeatedly. The white hair was so stubbornly rooted in her scalp, as if she was disdainful, as if she was sneering.

Time makes people grow old. I am really old!

In shock, Ye Lian looked at her face carefully. Her skin seemed to have no moisture, the fine lines at the corners of her eyes seemed to be deeper, and her eyes seemed to be less energetic...

There seem to be signs of aging everywhere.

The more Ye Lian watched, the more anxious and depressed she became, and she unconsciously imagined herself like an old lady.

Ye Lian was depressed for several days.

At first, Cao Xueqian thought it was strange that Ye Lian always looked at her with her head bowed and her head slack, but later she laughed out loud when she found out the reason.