After she died, Mr. Bo knelt in front of the tombstone and cried like a dog.

One big and one small, just sitting in the living room.

I don't know how long it took, but Xiao Xiangsi fell asleep leaning on Bao Hanshi's legs.

Bo Hanshi got up and carried her upstairs.

Little Xiangsi lay on his shoulder and murmured unconsciously: "Mom..."

He covered the little one with the quilt and placed the glass jar filled with colorful corals and shells on her bedside table.

This is Qiao Yu's last gift to his children.

Bo Hanshi returned to the study.

I opened the diary again.

On the last page of the diary, there were written last words. The last words were very brief, just a statement.

"I hope that Xiangsi can grow up happily with her father."

Just this sentence, nothing more.

……

During the week after Qiao Yu's accident, Bo Han worked from nine to ten, like a normal person, going to work normally and working overtime.

Emotionally stable, as if nothing happened.

On the night when Qiao Yu jumped into the sea, the search and rescue team searched from midnight to noon the next day.

Later, Bo Hanshi invited a search and rescue team to search for him for a week.

But so far, there is no result.

Lu Zhilu was worried that he was overly depressed, so he said, "How about we go have a few drinks tonight? I'll call Lao Jiang again. It's been a long time since the three of us got together."

He refused without raising his head, "I have to work overtime at night, so I don't have time."

"What about Qiao Yu's funeral? When do you plan to hold it?"

Bo Hanshi turned a deaf ear and said, "Are you still busy? Go out if you have nothing to do. I have a meeting soon."

"Snapped."

Lu Zhilu closed his laptop directly.

He looked at him, "Bo Hanshi, how long do you want to deceive yourself? You have sent a search and rescue team to look for Qiao Yu for a week, but you still haven't found the body. Aren't you going to give up?"

Bo Hanshi raised his eyes, stared at him and said firmly: "I haven't found it, so I keep looking. What's the problem?"

"What crazy nonsense are you talking about? I haven't found it for a week. The body has soaked and rotted, or maybe it was given to by creatures in the sea..."

Bo Hanshi interrupted him directly, "As long as she hasn't been found for a day, it means there is still a possibility. My search for her has not hindered anyone, so why can't I continue to search? Tomorrow is the day she and Xiangsi agreed to meet. I have to find her."

"If you continue to be so persistent, you will go crazy! Qiao Yu is already dead. If you don't calm down, if something happens, how will you let little Xiangsi survive?"

"I'm calm. You don't have to remind me over and over again that Qiao Yu is dead. I just believe what I saw. As long as I don't see the body for a day, there is a chance that she is alive."

The corners of his eyes were red and he stared at Lu Zhilu, seeming angry and sad.

But his deathly cold gaze was unwavering.

He still didn't believe that Qiao Yu died like this.

In other words, he simply did not accept the fact that Qiao Yu died.

Seeing his paranoia, Lu Zhilu sighed softly: "When Qiao Yu was alive, you couldn't let go. Even after Qiao Yu died, you still can't let go. In Baohan, what you are doing now is to draw a wall as a prison, intending to trap yourself for the rest of your life. If Qiao Yu There is a spirit in heaven, and she won’t want you to destroy yourself!”

He still ignored it, turned on the computer, stared at the computer screen intently, and continued working.

Looks extremely numb.

It doesn't look like a normal reaction at all.

Lu Zhilu frowned and asked, "Xiangsi won't see Qiao Yu tomorrow, what are you going to say?"

"This is not the first time Qiao Yu has missed an appointment. It's normal for her to give up."

"..."

Bo Hanshi is really crazy!

His tone sounded as if Qiao Yu had just lost contact temporarily.

Wait until he leaves the office.

Nan Chu's call came in: "When is Bao Hanshi planning to hold Yuyu's funeral?"

"No more."

"What?" Nan Chu was shocked on the phone.

Lu Zhilu said in a very calm tone, "He is no different from a madman now. He does not accept Qiao Yu's death at all. He thinks that the person is not dead, so why should he have a funeral?"

"..."

Nanchu calmed down for a while, but was still angry, "Does he want Yuyu to be unsafe even if he leaves? Without a funeral, not even a tomb, Yuyu has been living in loneliness, and even after leaving, he has to float alone outside. ?"

"I'm afraid that Lao Bo can't think about it. He seems to be fine now, but the calmer he is, the more dangerous he is."

Nan Chu has been dreaming about Qiao Yu these days.

I really don’t know how little Xiangsi will cry when she knows the truth.

……

When Bohan returned to Yujingyuan, it was half past ten in the evening.

Little Xiangsi hadn't slept yet, so she found two small skirts and put them on her body, "Dad, which skirt do you think I should wear to see my mother tomorrow?"

She held a lemon yellow one and a white one in her hands.

Bo Hanshi looked at her and said, "The yellow one."

"Okay, we may have to eat a lot of delicious food tomorrow, and wearing white will get dirty. Dad, will you play with us tomorrow?"

Look at that innocent and young face.

Bo Hanshi was stunned for a few seconds and said, "Xiangsi, mom is not free tomorrow."

"But she promised me duck! She said she wanted to take me to the zoo to see monkeys!"

"She has found a new job and will be quite busy recently. Her boss asked her to work overtime."

There was no special emotion on Bo Hanshi's face, as if he was talking about an ordinary thing.

Little Xiangsi couldn't understand the adults' disguises, so she believed them.

"Did mom call you and tell you?"

He responded quietly, "Yeah."

Little Xiangsi suddenly came over and said with a grin: "Dad, it seems that you and your mother have a good relationship recently?"

He was startled.

Just listen to the little guy say, "Mom used to call me and never dad. Now she calls dad to talk. It shows that mom is slowly accepting dad!"

"Dad, you have to come on!"

Her little milky voice was full of excited anticipation.

He reached out and rubbed her little head, "Well, Dad will help."

"Dad, I can't go to the zoo tomorrow. It's so boring to be alone at home. Can I go to work with you? Hehe, I want to bring the potatoes with me."

Bo Hanshi couldn't bear to refuse her, "Okay, but I'm leaving at nine o'clock, can you get up?"

Qiao Yu said that Xiangsi loves to sleep in and always stays in bed.

"As long as I don't go to school, I can get up!"

Seeing her happy look, the corners of the man's lips finally twitched.

Early the next morning, little Xiangsi got up at around eight o'clock.

She brushed her teeth, washed her face, and sat at the dining table, ready to have breakfast.

Because she likes to eat Chinese breakfast, Bo Hanshi ordered the cook to make porridge, steamed buns, soy milk, fried dough sticks and so on.

When Bao Hanshi peeled an egg, took out the yolk, and put the white into the acacia plate.

"Dad, how do you know I don't like egg yolks?"

"Your mother said so."

"Wow~ Mom, are you even telling you this now? Dad, I think your next proposal will definitely succeed!"

[There will be another chapter at [-] o'clock later, I'm writing it]