The abstinent boss knocks on the door at night

Xu Qinghuan raised his eyes stiffly, "Fu Yanshi, I...I don't know how to describe my current mood..."

She wanted to grow old with Fu Yanshi, and she wanted to stay with her son and daughter.

but--

She doesn't want to sacrifice other people's lives!

"I know."

Fu Yanshi gently stroked her back as if coaxing his daughter, "What happened has happened. Even if you regret it, you can't do it again."

If he could travel back in time, he would not have given Qiao Xihe a chance to poison him, and Nie Zhisen would not have died.

But he is a human being, not a god.

There is no such ability.

"Xu Qinghuan, Nie Zhisen said that his last wish is that after you take the antidote, you will be healthy and live well."

"..."

"Don't let him die in peace, huh?"

After a long time, Xu Qinghuan in his arms slowly nodded.

……

On the day of Nie Zhisen's funeral, it had been gray since the morning, and it seemed like it was going to rain.

Xu Qinghuan was dressed in black and took a bus directly from the hospital to the funeral home.

In order to keep quiet and not be disturbed, there is only one funeral here today.

Those who could get in were Nie Zhisen's family, friends, and his former colleagues.

"Huanhuan."

Fu Jiajia herself had to be supported, but after seeing Xu Qinghuan, she still walked over there.

In just a few days, Xu Qinghuan had become so thin that she was almost out of shape. Her chin was extremely pointed and she was unable to speak.

"Jiajia..."

"Wait a minute, don't go to the front." Fu Jiajia reminded with some worry, "When my brother's family sees you -"

"He sacrificed his life for this, how could I not even go up and see him?" Xu Qinghuan tugged at her lips, "Besides, they scolded me and beat me. It's what I deserve. I deserve it."

Fu Jiajia wanted to persuade her, but Zhou Size reminded her loudly, "My wife, I'm still here at the banquet. I won't let her get hurt."

"..."

When she glanced at Fu Yan, who was also dressed in black and was standing next to Xu Qinghuan, she rarely listened to Zhou Size's words.

Fu Yanshi gave Zhou Size a look and asked him to take Fu Jiajia in first.

After everyone left, Xu Qinghuan slowly said, "What if..."

"I know I won't do anything."

She raised her head and met Fu Yanshi's dark eyes.

"You want to tell me not to do anything to Nie Zhisen's family if they scold you, right?"

Sure enough, nothing could be hidden from Fu Yanshi.

"Well, they must resent me. I want them to vent it out and not keep it inside."

"I didn't stop you because I knew that perhaps only by doing this could the guilt in your heart be alleviated a little bit."

Xu Qinghuan was always thoughtful.

If she stopped him at this time, she would only blame herself more and more.

"In my entire life, I will never be able to repay Brother Zhisen."

"Xu Qinghuan, since he chose to do this, he just wants you to live well. Have you forgotten? The words he left for you."

Xu Qinghuan lowered her long crow-feathered eyelashes to cover her almost absent-minded pupils.

In fact, she was already standing here, but she still felt like it was all a dream!

She hoped that when she woke up, her mother would still be alive and so would Nie Zhisen.

No one should leave themselves!

"The farewell party for the body is about to begin, let's go in."

Fu Yanshi grabbed Xu Qinghuan's hand and said, "I'll accompany you."

She raised her head and hummed softly, "Okay."