Shen Chulu wrote one stroke after another, and a soft motherly glow appeared on her little face that had been gradually moistened by pampering.

But Huo Ruxi, who was hiding behind her, looked sad at the moment, and her pale lips could not stop trembling.

He hugged the girl from behind, rested his chin on her thin shoulder blade, and rubbed her lovingly. His eyes were sour and moist, and he almost shed tears.

"Wife, don't you... don't want to have a baby?"

Huo Ruxi's voice was hoarse, like it was filled with hot gravel, and her cool lips pressed against the shell of her ear, "Don't you want to study art? Don't you want to be my only girl forever?"

Shen Chulu's eyelashes trembled shyly and she wrote seriously:

"That was before, I don't think about it that way now."

The tip of her straight nose felt sore, "Brother Ruxi, I know that my health is not good. I take medicine and injections every day, and I don't know when I will be discharged from the hospital.

I want a child, a boy or a girl, that we can raise together. In this way, even if one day I leave this world first and have my children by your side, you will not feel lonely anymore. "

How could Huo Ruxi bear such words? She tapped the screen hard with her rough fingers and erased all the words. She was so distressed that she couldn't even see clearly:

"Chulu, I don't allow you to say these words! We will be fine... we will grow old together! As for children, I don't need children! It's enough for me to have you. I don't like children, and I don't want children!"

"Ah...ah..."

The man's sudden emotion made Shen Chulu panic, and she hurriedly clenched his big palm and covered his trembling hand on his chest.

With tears in her eyes, Huo Ruxi took her lips and kissed her deeply and tenderly.

Shen Chulu slowly softened into his arms, sucking the tip of his tongue, biting lightly with her teeth, which easily made him breathe heavily, and he felt it.

In that regard, he has always been a man with great needs, but since his wife was hospitalized, they have never had sex.

Sometimes when he fell asleep with his little wife in his arms, he couldn't bear it anymore and would rather watch her sleeping face and solve the problem himself than touch her.

In the past, he asked for things day and night, but now he has learned abstinence and restraint. He could wrong himself endlessly, but he could never show the slightest hint of his grievances.

After a long time, they separated. Huo Ruxi rubbed the glistening saliva on her cherry lips with his fingertips, and kissed her cheek again with a hot kiss.

Shen Chulu felt the man's change, turned over obediently, knelt on the bed, and went to unbuckle his belt.

"First appearance, no." Huo Ruxi held her little hand and shook her head.

"Ah..." Shen Chulu raised his eyebrows.

She couldn't speak, but her eyes seemed to speak.

They hadn't done each other for a long time. She was afraid that he had wronged her and wanted him to relieve herself.

"When you get better, the days will be long. We still have a lifetime."

Huo Ruxi hugged her tightly again and closed her eyes to prevent tears from coming out.

*

Early in the morning.

Tang Qiaoer had gone to bed long ago. Shen Jingjue returned to the room from the study after reviewing the group documents. Just as he was about to get into bed, he received a call from Huo Ruxi.

"Ruxi?" He picked up immediately.

"Mr. Shen, it's me, Xiao Ding!"

Secretary Ding sounded anxious and worried, "I'm so sorry for contacting you so late! Mr. Huo drank a lot of wine, cried and vomited, and refused to leave no matter what. I have never seen him like this!

Can you come and see Huo Dong? His whole body seemed to be about to collapse, which was really scary! "

Shen Jingjue's heart tightened, and he turned and walked out of the room:

"Tell me your address and I'll be there right away!"

……

When Shen Jingjue arrived, Huo Ruxi was the only one in the dim lounge, sitting at the bar drinking hard liquor one glass after another.

He asked Secretary Ding to wait outside, then walked to his good brother and sat down, placing his warm and generous palms gently on his shoulders:

"Ruxi, stop drinking. Such strong wine is very harmful to the liver. You will be the groom soon, so you have to take good care of yourself."

Huo Ruxi slowly raised her face, her haggard handsome face was white with tears, and her pair of beautiful and flying phoenix eyes were scarlet and stunning, but so heartbreaking.

"Why are you crying?"

Shen Jingjue looked stunned and looked at him with stern eyes, "What happened? Don't be like this. Speak up and we can find a solution together!"

"First appearance...first appearance..."

Shen Jingjue's eyes widened and he was furious, "What happened to Chu Lu?!"

"Church...cannot be a mother...the doctor said she can no longer have children of her own..."

Huo Ruxi, a tall and tall man, cried so hard that he burst into tears in front of his closest brother.

Shen Jingjue saw him almost collapse, his heart was aching like an axe, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

In fact, Qiaoer had already seen Chulu's medical records and physical examination report, and had given him vaccinations. She said that Chulu would indeed have a high risk of getting pregnant in the future. Even if she got pregnant, she couldn't guarantee whether the fetus would grow up healthily. .

However, hearing Huo Ruxi say it now, he still felt so sad:

"Ruxi, I know you have always wanted to have children with Chulu, but there are many ways to be happy."

"No...it's not...it was just my oral pleasure before. I don't give a damn if I can give birth to her at first sight! I love her no matter what she is!"

Huo Ruxi pressed her forehead against Shen Jingjue's chest, sobbing intermittently, "But wasn't it all caused by me?! I made her become like this!

She could have... been healthy... It was me, I ruined her! "

The grief and sorrow of death struck, raging crazily in Shen Jingjue's chest.

No one knows what it feels like better than him. Ru Xi and Chu Lu seem to be following the same path as him and Qiao Er.

At first, when he learned that Qiao'er could not get pregnant again, he had the same thought, feeling that he had ruined the woman he loved most. That kind of self-blame, guilt, and guilt still makes him unable to let go until now.

He could never forgive himself.

"Ruxi, if you really think this is the case, then go make it up to Chu Lu."

Shen Jingjue comforted him like an elder, patting his trembling back gently, "Isn't it good to pamper her and love her forever, and pamper her like a little girl who will never grow up?"

"If... Chulu knew... how sad she would be."

Huo Ruxi beat her chest with her fists in pain, "Today, she also said that she would give me a child... Ah Jue, at that moment, I really wanted to die."

"Besides trust, the most important thing between husband and wife is to be honest about everything."

Shen Jingjue felt extremely distressed when he thought of his little girl, his eyes were red, "Ruxi, Chulu is with you because she loves you, not to carry on the family lineage for you.

You always remember that the happiness of the two of you is more important than anything else. Everything else is just icing on the cake. "

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