Xu Xin and grandma both fell silent, feeling that the room was suddenly very quiet, with only the sound of grandpa pressing the buttons on his phone to read the news. Although he wanted to know what happened to Brother Daming, he didn't dare to ask! We can only understand it gradually in the future.

At this time, Xu Xin saw Wu Feng's mother walking in from the door. He pressed the phone in his hand to light up the screen, and looked at the time. It was 10:13, and his mother hadn't slept long after she returned.

"Mom, you go back first! The rice is cooked in the electric rice cooker. Today's rice is a bit rotten. Add a little more water to adapt to Xiaofeng's food. You can make do with it. The broth is in the electric pressure cooker. You go back and fry it yourself. Just two dishes are enough," Wu Feng's mother explained.

"Okay, let's go back to eat first. After eating, I'll twist it over for you. Then I'll find some pickles for Xiaofeng, otherwise they won't taste at all. By the way, Aunt Wang is here, and I gave her a red envelope." Grandma said.

"Okay, then you can go back first," Wu Feng's mother replied.

Xu Xin suddenly discovered that his grandfather didn't like to talk much! It was his grandma who was dealing with all kinds of things.

"Xiao Feng, I brought you two sets of changes of clothes. Aunt Wang has been wiping your body these days. You should be able to take a bath by yourself today!" Wu Feng's mother said!

"Mom, give me your phone to play with. My phone is out of battery," Xu Xin begged his mother.

"Stop playing with your phone," she said, handing her phone to Xu Xin!

Xu Xin turned it on, and there was no screen password. He breathed a sigh of relief. If there was a password, he would have asked her for it. She would say "my birthday, or your birthday, or don't you know?" Then he would be confused.

He saw that the software on the mobile phone was all familiar to him, qq, 360, Qianqian, uc! Xu Xin was excited. These details showed that it was not a parallel world. He wanted to verify it further. He opened UC and checked 911, 08 Olympics, Shenqi Feitian, 08 financial crisis and other things, and they all matched up one by one.

He opened QQ again. It was the account of Wu Feng's mother. The QQ name was "Qingfeng Mingyue", which was quite poetic.

He had no intention of looking at his mother's privacy. He searched for the account that had been remembered in Xu Xin's mind for thirteen years, and the QQ name of "If only as we first met" popped up. It was a bad name, but he felt that it was so Kindly, according to the rules, she should be in her senior year of high school now, and Xu Xin is now in the repeat class of her senior year of high school. The information above showed that he was 18 years old, and Xu Xin’s heart jumped! He was so excited that he wanted to jump up and shout, but he tried hard to restrain it. He clicked on her space, but was prompted, "The owner has set permissions, and you can't access it." Also, given her personality, she would not open her space to strangers.

They met in the English class together in their freshman year. Her name was Ni Yaya. At that time, they were ignorant and had a good impression of each other. Xu Xin kept testing her and wanted to know if she liked him, but she wrapped herself tightly. Strictly! Met the right person at the wrong time. Thinking about it now, she liked him, but at that time he didn't have the courage to hold her hand, and he didn't know how to fall in love or what to do. And she never took that step. Maybe for her He had already taken the step, but he was so stupid that he didn't know it. As he continued to test, the two of them walked further and further away from the fork in the road. In fact, he himself has never let go. Because of his low self-esteem and lack of confidence, they didn't take that step!

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Xu Xin's primary school grades have always been among the top three in grade, and he has always been a good student in the eyes of teachers. In fact, he realized now that it was not because he was smart, but because he became wise earlier. But he mistakenly thought that he was smart. Later, his mentality changed and he became more lazy in his studies. In the first year of junior high school, I went to the best junior high school in the county and was among the top five in the class. Later in the second year of junior high school, I started reading world famous works, such as "The Count of Monte Cristo", "Beautiful Friends", "Pride and Prejudice", "Wuthering Heights", and "Jane Eyre". ", "Les Misérables"... He now knows all the treasures, and he can pick up the titles of the books at random. At that time, he was addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself. He hid under the bed at night and peeked at it. He was not energetic in class during the day. In the end, his grades slipped all the way. In the final high school entrance examination, he just got stuck. Get into the best high school scores in the county! When I got to high school, I worked hard. I remember that in the mid-term exam of the first year of high school, I ranked th in my class. I got half of the class's points in the sports meeting. The teacher had one point and the school gave him a reward of yuan, so he made money for the teacher. He had earned more than yuan. He still remembered that after his mother’s parent-teacher meeting, he came home with a smile on his face and said, “The teacher said that if you keep this ranking, you will be safe.” Later I found out that this was just a flash in the pan. I failed in every exam, but I could do the questions normally, and my mentality collapsed. In fact, it’s because I’m not confident anymore. I panic easily in exams. It’s not that I can’t answer the questions, but my ability to withstand pressure is bad. I set too high goals for myself, and in the end I fail to achieve them. Then I feel deeply guilty, and finally I doubt myself. Confident. Later, I fell into a degeneracy and started reading novels more intensively. I started reading martial arts novels. The one that impressed me the most was "The Record of the Wind in the Tang Dynasty". It is a serial novel, and one book costs six yuan a month. I read fantasy novels in my second year of high school. My grades were at the bottom. In my first year, I passed the third line of the college entrance examination with more than ten points, and I repeated it for another year. In fact, I couldn't study anymore. I still played during the repeat. I borrowed the venue from another vocational school and didn't follow. The fresh graduates were together, the repeat students were together, they had a self-study in the evening, and then they went to the Internet cafe as a group! Now that I think about it, I really wasn’t a human being at that time, but I just couldn’t help myself! Later, I went to a second-tier college in JN University Town in Jinling! Later I listened to "The Ordinary Road", listened to it once, and cried once! We are just ordinary people who want to struggle but cannot extricate ourselves.

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This experience made him unconfident and inferior, and it still affects him now. He always thinks that he has a mental illness and cannot let go of himself! I have a bit of social phobia, but it got better after I went to college! As for her, he felt that she was the same as him, and she wrapped herself up. She was just afraid of being hurt, didn't dare to try, didn't want to communicate with others, and didn't know how to deal with interpersonal relationships. Poor ability to withstand stress, unable to withstand a little bit of pressure, making mistakes when there is a little bit of pressure, breaking down when making mistakes, and ultimately making a mess of things, fearing that others will be harmed in the end! Being afraid of hurting others is also a sign of lack of self-confidence. Being too concerned about other people's opinions of oneself and being afraid of being embarrassed makes people become particularly sensitive.

In fact, he thinks she is excellent, but she thinks she is not. This is also a sign of lack of confidence! She passed CET- and CET- with high scores in one attempt, but he could never pass CET-. Maybe her grades have always been very good, but her mentality is not good and she can't perform well. She has always been excellent.

Putting down his thoughts, he searched for Xu Xin's current QQ account, whose QQ name was "Count of Monte Cristo". At that time, he especially worshiped Count of Monte Cristo. Sure enough, it was the one Xu Xin used before. He guessed that it should be online now because his father started in 07. From offline to online tb business, so his QQ account was given to his mother to register! Finally, I gave it to my mother.

I wonder if Xu Xincun exists over there? Will my presence affect him? Take the time to see him when you have time! But he won't show up. Even if he knows that he is degenerating, he doesn't want to change Xu Xin's previous life trajectory and ask him to study seriously. Even though he has always been in love with Ni Yaya, he and Ni Yaya will not They were together, and the wife they married on a blind date was also very good, and they had a lovely daughter. Yes, he didn’t want him to miss his wife and daughter in his previous life. When they got married, he showed up again, and when they had a daughter, he would Consider their daughter your goddaughter.

He also knew Ni Yaya's high school. At that time, the RR website was popular on campus, and the high school information was filled in on it. Whenever he had time, he would stop by to check on her. It is impossible for her to be with Xu Xin, but it is still possible to be with Wu Feng! But Wu Feng didn't want to disturb her first love with Xu Xin. He just wanted to watch them quietly. When she matured and became more confident, he would show up again and meet the right person at the right time!

He remembered that she was admitted to graduate school, but he didn’t know which school specifically, so we’ll talk about it then! You shouldn't be hiding yourself deeply at that time, right? You should feel confident now!

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