Super God: My mother said it was an accident

Frankly, I don't fully understand.

Understand the love and affection they express.

This is very different from what I had in mind.

The feelings of like and love will become an obstacle in the face of anything.

It's too bad that I can't let this feeling control my brain.

God should put aside all emotion so that he can be truly fair and just.

Justice must always be fair, like a scale that will not tilt to either side.

I should be rational and approach everything.

But I also want to be sensual, about other things.

God should always know something about my heart, but I can’t see into my own heart.

Perhaps, my heart cannot be called a real heart.

It is a switch, the switch of the castle series, and the master switch of my life.

To me, heart pain is like my system being attacked by a virus, which is not good and makes me wary.

Once infected by the virus, I will lose my mind.

You know, I am most afraid of pain.

Moreover, if you knew, you would definitely not let me feel pain.

Because you will be worried and distressed.

But I don’t want you to worry, and I don’t want you to feel distressed.

From before to now, even though we haven't been together for long, you can leave a light in my heart.

Even though it is very weak, it shines into my life.

I like your embrace, it's very warm.

I also like the way you look at me, very gentle.

However, I don't know if I can like you as much as I like these things.

Inquiry is always difficult and has its obstacles.

These problems always take too much time to find, and I don't like wasting too much time.

But now, I want to explore it for you.

Look for the words called like and love.

What kind of feeling can make people go on and on, even at the expense of their lives to protect it.

Fascinating isn't it?

But now I don’t understand, can I really give up my life for these simple words?

Life is precious, and I don’t want anyone to give up living for this.

Even if sometimes living is not as good as leaving.

But there is always hope in life.

Whenever I watch the angels passing by, they come in pairs or in groups.

I always wonder if you were still with me now, would you be like them.

He will also accompany me to lie under the starry sky and count the stars, and accompany me to enjoy flowers in the sea of ​​flowers.

Wander around this city with me, even if it’s not for anything.

However, now I can only sit alone under the stars as an angel, looking at the stars in the sky.

There is only an angel lying in the sea of ​​flowers, smelling the familiar fragrance.

But I can no longer see the gentle angel beside me with her heart and eyes full of herself.

Those eyes were so tender that it was a bit hard for me to resist.

Because I haven't seen it in the eyes of other angels, so this is unique, right?

Sometimes I also wonder, what is so good about me?

Good enough to make you remember me and like me.

Even if the decision I make is wrong, you will stand by my side regardless of your own safety.

It can't be because of these eyes, right?

But, have you seen the feelings for you hidden in my eyes?

I don’t even have anyone I like, so where can I find love?

However, I am willing to explore this feeling now and in the future.

I want to know what that is, why this feeling exists.

Because my heart will hurt, after experiencing ten thousand years, it will hurt because of your departure.

This wasn't supposed to happen to me.

I am a divine body, more capable of shielding myself from pain.

However, my heart still hurts.

Even though it wasn't heartbreaking, I still felt breathless, as if a pair of hands were clutching my heart.

That feeling is terrifying even when I think about it.

Just like a drowning person who cannot be rescued, he slowly sinks to the bottom of the water and loses all the air.

You ask me if I like you. It’s hard for me to answer this answer.

If I say I like you, but I can’t provide actual proof.

If I say I don't like you, I will be sad because of your departure.

This is very contradictory and makes me feel very conflicted.

If it were in the past, I should have deleted this emotion immediately and not let it hinder me.

But, I want to know now.

Maybe the search process is not smooth and you will encounter many obstacles.

However, I am still willing to explore for you.

Looking for this love and like, looking for my lost emotions.

Maybe when I really find these, you will wake up.

At that time, I will proudly say to you that I found it.

But now, I am not qualified yet.

Because I didn't find it, I couldn't even find it.

I will also be afraid, afraid that I can’t find it myself, or that I’m looking for the wrong thing.

But when this heart beats for you, I am filled with a special kind of confidence.

So what if I can’t find it?

As long as you wake up, you will accompany me to search.

You always put me in the most important position, right?

Now I will also think about whether justice is more important in your heart or me.

If you are awake, be by my side.

Will you tell me that I am actually more important?

But, it doesn’t matter if justice is more important than me.

Perhaps, when the flowers of justice bloom across the universe, I will meet you again.

But it’s too long and makes people impatient.

Time is the most common thing to me.

God will not die, one will wax and wane and the other will grow.

However, time may witness everything.

"Kathy."

A familiar voice reached his ears, and he raised his eyes to look at the approaching angel with just a faint glance.

"Yan."

She didn't know why Yan came here at this time, but she didn't want other angels to come here.

This is the place where she and Ah Chai are, and where she plants flowers for herself.

Except for Ah Zhui, she didn't want any other angels to come.

But he still looked at her calmly, without any emotion.

"You're sad."

"I didn't show it on my face."

"But I feel it."

Yan could see the pain in those icy eyes.

He raised his hand and gently stroked the flowers on the side, as if he was answering Yan's words, but also as if he was talking to himself.

"If you don't touch the scar, the pain will become more and more faint."

"Really, does it have to be her?"

How could Kaixi not understand what Yan said.

But she didn't have particularly strong feelings for Yan in her heart.

Even when she learned about Ah Zhui's situation, she subconsciously thought about why it was not Yan who had happened.

He took back his hand and looked up at the angel standing in front of him.

"maybe."

"Why can't I!"

"Yan, you have overstepped your bounds."

The blond angel with clenched fists looked into those calm blue eyes.

"Obviously I like you too, why can't I?!"

The silver-haired angel knew something, but his heart didn't feel much surprise or pleasure because of her words.

Just shook his head slightly.

"I don't understand like and love, but I will look for it."

"Maybe I accidentally forgot about love, maybe I never took it seriously."

Then he looked into Yan's eyes, especially seriously.

Just like every experiment before, I am full of confidence in my search.

"I will keep searching until I find it."

"Just let time give me the answer."