Super God: My mother said it was an accident
Chapter 780: A Smile That Can't Be Pretended
"Auntie, auntie!"
As soon as little Kaixi saw Die, he rushed forward excitedly, hugged his aunt whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and hung on her like a happy little monkey.
For Kaixi, Die is not only a kind aunt, but also the yearning and longing for the future and the unknown in her heart.
Little Kaixi pressed his cheek against Die's shoulder, feeling the long-lost warmth.
Her little face was filled with a bright smile and her eyes were shining with anticipation and surprise.
Die was also infected by Xiao Kaixi's enthusiasm. She smiled and patted Xiao Kaixi on the back, saying gently: "Hey, little guy, you've gained weight again!"
Hearing this, little Kaixi immediately raised her head and pouted her lips to refute: "No way! I'm an angel! How can an angel be fat!"
After saying that, she rubbed Die's cheek again, as if she wanted to find more of the scent of her future mother from this aunt.
The scent of Die made little Kaixi feel extremely kind and at ease. It was a kind of warmth and kindness that only a mother could have.
Die smiled and scratched Xiao Kaixi's nose, then gently pulled her off her body.
She knew that it was not a good idea to keep it hanging on her body like this, especially on this busy street.
Although little Kaixi is an angel, in the eyes of earthlings, she is still a child after all.
After putting little Kaixi on the ground, Die held her hand and continued walking forward.
Little Kaixi still held Die's arm tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear in the next second.
She asked curiously, "Aunt, why are you here? Is that little box full of energy again?"
Die laughed out loud after hearing this. She gently pinched Xiao Kaixi's cheek and said, "Wow, your aunt comes whenever she wants! What's the matter? Do you miss your future mother?"
Xiao Kai looked at Die, his eyes flashing with desire and expectation.
She nodded as if possessed, and as if she had mustered all her courage, she asked softly, "Can I...can I meet my future mother?" Her voice was full of longing for the unknown world.
Die looked at Xiao Kaixi's clear eyes and felt a little moved.
She knew that Xiao Kaixi wanted to see what Hexi would be like in the future, but she would be able to see it later.
Moreover, Die really likes teasing this little guy and thinks it is very funny: "Of course... you can't do that!"
Hearing this answer, a hint of disappointment appeared on Xiao Kaixi's face, but she quickly suppressed it.
She changed the subject: "Then aunt, can you play with me?" Her voice was full of anticipation.
Die smiled and nodded. She knew that the little guy must be bored.
So she gently rubbed little Kaixi's head and said, "Of course you can! Auntie sneaked over here this time just to play with you."
"But we have to be careful and not be discovered by He Xi now! If she knew I brought you out to play, she would definitely be angry."
When He Xi was mentioned, a look of fear appeared on Die's face.
She knew that in the City of Angels, He Xi's majesty and status were unmatched.
Even if Queen Kesha lost her temper, the angels would not be too scared, but if He Xi was angry, it would be completely different.
That cold and majestic aura is enough to make every angel feel frightened.
However, little Kaixi would not think so much. She only knew that her aunt was by her side and this was her happy time.
So she excitedly took Die's hand and started running on the street.
But in the villa, Kathy's world is completely different from the joy on the streets.
She entered the dark plane alone, a depth of the soul that only she could reach.
In this private space, she began to look through those yellowed memories, trying to find fragments of emotions.
However, as she read deeper, she found that her emotions seemed to be passing much faster than she had imagined.
The emotions she once thought were as solid as a rock now slipped away like quicksand, leaving her feeling powerless and panicked.
At this rate, she was worried that she would soon forget the deep feelings between her and Ah Zhui.
Kaixi remembered Ah Zhui's warm smile and the time they had spent together. Those warm and sweet memories seemed still vivid in her mind.
But now, it is difficult for her to feel the emotional fluctuations of that time.
This change in indifference made her feel an indescribable emptiness and loneliness.
Recalling the scene when my mother faced the supernova explosion, I must have felt heartbroken and in excruciating pain at that time.
But at this moment, when she reviewed that memory again, her heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, without any ripples.
She tried to find something from this painful memory, hoping to awaken the emotions deep in her heart, but to no avail.
Kaixi realized that she was wrong. She thought she could get back the lost emotions through memories, but reality told her that the loss of emotions was inevitable, especially in her state where her essence existed in the void.
She suddenly realized that if she still wanted to act like her old self in front of Ah Zhui, that would be such a deception!
This kind of deception will not only hurt Ah Zhui's heart, but also make him feel endless guilt and pain.
In the deep space of the dark plane, Kaixi sat dejectedly on the throne that symbolized endless majesty and loneliness.
His eyes revealed deep pain and helplessness, as if he was facing an inescapable disaster alone.
He shook his head gently, trying to dispel the heaviness in his heart.
She felt that she was sorry for A Zhui. That sincere and deep feeling seemed to be gradually drifting away from her, and she could not get it back.
Although her heart was filled with guilt and pain, she could not shed a single tear, as if her tears had dried up with the passing of her emotions.
She once thought that she was strong enough, and that even in the face of the loss of feelings, she would be able to maintain that love for Ah Zhui.
But reality slapped her hard in the face, making her realize her own powerlessness and fragility.
She found that she couldn't do it. She was even worried that when Ah Zhui appeared in front of her, she might look at her with an indifferent look, a look that lacked the tenderness and love of the past.
"Azhui, I don't want to deceive you."
Kaixi spoke silently, her voice echoing in the empty dark plane with a hint of trembling and despair.
"But I can't do it. I can't... let you see the light in my eyes for you go out."
However, Kathy knew she couldn't escape this reality.
She couldn't control the loss of her emotions, and couldn't maintain that false love when facing Ah Zhui.
This feeling of powerlessness made her feel unprecedentedly depressed and desperate, as if the entire universe was against her.
Just like before.
Kaixi knew very well that if Ah Zhui saw his already indifferent eyes, the reality that his long-standing passionate feelings for her were gradually cooling would be a heavy blow to Ah Zhui.
Ah Zhui, her partner, trusted and relied on her so deeply. How could she accept such a cruel fact?
Even though Ah Zhui appeared to be indifferent on the surface, that was just her strength deliberately concealed in order to protect herself.
Kaixi could feel the pain and helplessness deep in her heart. The feeling of being betrayed and alienated by the people closest to her was like a sharp blade piercing her heart.
Kaixi raised her right hand with force, and gently placed her thumb and index finger on the corners of her lips, trying to use this physical method to force herself to show a smile as warm and sincere as before.
However, she found that no matter how hard she tried, the eyes that were once full of love and warmth could never be reproduced.
She recalled the time when she was first brought back by her mother. At that time, she was able to pretend to be very good in front of everyone.
How successful she was at that time!
Why doesn’t it work now?
Why can't I pretend to be so natural when facing Ah Zhui anymore...
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