Super God: My mother said it was an accident

Xian's footsteps stopped abruptly after she walked out, and time seemed to freeze in the air. She didn't turn around completely, but her unintentional silhouette revealed an indescribable complex emotion.

In the shadow of the corner, Kaixi stood quietly, like a statue without any sadness or joy, her ice-blue eyes were deep and distant, as if she could see into people's hearts, yet she deliberately maintained a sense of alienation from this world.

Is there really no warmth in her eyes?

Xian asked herself secretly in her heart, those eyes had once given her endless warmth and strength, why did they make her feel so strange and cold at this moment.

"Are you satisfied?"

These words echoed in Xian's heart again, with a bit of unwillingness and helplessness.

She realized that this was not just a simple inquiry, but more like the last test of the emotional boundaries between them, the last summary and settlement of the past.

Kaixi was not at all touched by Xian's satisfaction, and didn't even know whether to answer her.

She lowered her eyes slightly, her silver-white eyelashes covering her pupils.

"I can send you back to your world."

Kaixi's voice was calm and firm, like a ray of sunshine in winter, which, although not scorching, was enough to illuminate the way forward.

But in Xian's opinion, this light had a sense of determination and letting go.

"My world?" Xian smiled bitterly, and that smile was mixed with too much bitterness and self-mockery.

Looking up at the endless void, what flashed through my mind were the lonely nights and my wandering and struggle on that earth.

Even if she could return to that so-called "home", what awaits her is only endless emptiness and loneliness.

"I don't have any family. What's the point of going back?"

There was a hint of determination in Xian's words. She couldn't accept being sent back to the world that frightened her so easily.

Here, at least there is Kaixi, the person she is willing to protect with everything.

Her fists clenched tighter and tighter, and the pain from her fingertips digging into her palms seemed to temporarily numb the pain in her heart.

She turned around slowly and her eyes met Kaixi's still indifferent eyes.

At that moment, I seemed to see her inner struggle and contradiction, and the subtle tenderness hidden under that seemingly cold shell.

"Do you hate me for what I did?"

The sound of the strings trembled slightly. She was afraid to hear the answer, but she was even more afraid of the possible estrangement and strangeness.

Kaixi stared at her, his ice-blue eyes seemed to be able to penetrate all disguises and reach the bottom of her heart.

Silence, a long silence, until Xian almost gave up waiting, she slowly spoke.

"It's in the past."

These four words are simple yet weigh a thousand pounds.

Regarding the complicated things in the past, Kaixi has already built a high wall in his heart, deeply burying the past grievances and hatreds.

She did not deliberately forget, but chose to face it with a more tolerant and rational attitude.

In her opinion, pursuing who is right and who is wrong is nothing more than an endless cycle of past pain, and such a cycle is meaningless for anyone's growth and progress.

Whatever the purpose of Xian's actions, they have become distant memories for Kaixi.

She was no longer willing to waste her energy chewing over the past, and even less willing to use them as a criterion to judge herself.

In her heart, time is the fairest judge. It will take away all the pain and make past obsession and resentment insignificant.

What’s past is past. This is not only Kaixi’s relief for the past, but also her expectation for the future.

She believes that everyone has the right to have a new start and the ability to create a bright future of their own.

When Xian appeared in front of her again, there was no ripple in Kaixi's eyes.

Her eyes were calm and deep, as if she could see through the struggle and pain deep in Xian's heart.

But this insight does not mean that she still has any special feelings for Xian.

Now they are like two parallel lines that once intersected and now extend separately, familiar yet strange.

Xian raised her hand slightly, as if wanting to touch the face that had once haunted her dreams, but in the end she dropped her hand weakly.

She knew that there was an unbridgeable gap between her and Kaixi.

"Kathy, you hate me, okay?"

There is a hint of bitterness and helplessness in the sound of the strings.

She longed for some kind of relief, even if it had to come from Kaixi's hatred.

Hate?

Perhaps she had this feeling a long time ago, but now Kaixi just looked at her quietly, without any hatred in his eyes, only indifference and tranquility, or in other words, without any emotional fluctuations.

"Mom, what does she mean..."

"I know." Xian interrupted Kaixi, "I shouldn't have stolen your genes without permission, and I shouldn't have tried to use technology to copy a fake version of you."

However, in the face of Xian's self-blame, Kaixi just nodded slightly, as if all this no longer mattered.

Even though Kaixi heard the secret conversation between her mother and Xian, those words were like sharp blades, occasionally cutting through the calm lake in her heart and causing ripples.

She heard her mother's questioning of Xian and felt the injustice and pressure contained therein, but out of complex emotions and rational considerations, she chose to remain silent.

At that moment, she seemed to have become a bystander, quietly observing everything, not rushing to intervene, nor easily expressing her position.

Kaixi knew everything about Xian's conversation with Kaixi on Earth in the confinement room.

She understood that what Xian said about "trading her for freedom" was just a superficial statement, and there was a deeper helplessness and consideration hidden behind it.

Xian was not really willing to sacrifice Kaixi in exchange for his own freedom, but he had to make such a compromise due to the strong pressure from Hexi.

At least, Kaixi knew that this was not true, and Xian just couldn't shake Hexi, so he could only leave Earth Kaixi in Tiancheng.

Kaixi knew that Xian did this more out of concern for her safety. It seemed that he was depriving her of her freedom, but in fact it was to protect her from harm.

Because Kaixi knew her mother too well, and she knew how decisive a decision Hexi would make at certain times.

If she wasn't kept in the Celestial City, then she would have to disappear.

Kaixi knew that her mother could do it.

Xian's gaze fell on the silent Kaixi with deep affection and complexity. He slowly stretched out his hand, and his fingertips gently touched her tender cheek.

At that moment, time seemed to freeze, everything around them lost its color, and only the subtle emotion between the two of them was left flowing slowly.

"Kathy, you hate me, hate me, okay?"

There was a barely perceptible tremor in the sound of the strings, longing for some kind of emotional release from Kaixi. Even hatred was better than this endless silence and indifference.

But Kaixi's eyes were still as calm as water, like a calm ancient spring, deep and mysterious, making it impossible to peek into his true thoughts.

She neither refused nor responded, but just stood there quietly, letting Xian's hand wander across her face.

An indescribable urge surged in Xian's heart. She wanted to go a step further, to get closer to each other through a kiss, to regain the intimacy and warmth that she had once lost.

However, just as she was about to get closer, Kaixi suddenly raised her hand and gently blocked her way.

The kiss finally landed on Kaixi's soft palm. It was a gentle touch, but it was also the final boundary between them.

Kaixi's hand was like an invisible barrier, keeping Xian's passion and desire out of the door.

There was no anger or resentment in her eyes, only a hint of sadness and a barely perceptible tenderness.

In the end, Kaixi simply gently traced Xian's eyes with her fingertips. The movement was gentle and delicate, as if wiping away the fatigue and sadness in her eyes.

"You go."