Brother Huang, he has been planning for a long time

Qingchen's mind was always confused.

She was stayed by Yue Junxu and followed him to Mingqian Hall, watching the slaves serving food.

She had absolutely no appetite at all.

"Still thinking about what your Eighth Emperor Sister said just now?" Seeing her blank face, Yue Junxu quickly adjusted his emotions and looked at Qingchen kindly, "Don't think about it, you Is it my father’s child? Could the father himself be mistaken?”

"Then why didn't Father tell Po Wen and listen to Po Wen's confession?" In fact, she herself was also looking forward to it...

If I were not my father's child...

Then what happened between her and the emperor's brother was not against the rules.

They wouldn't have to go to hell.

but……

If she is not a princess, then the person in front of her who has loved her for many years is not her father...

She was confused.

Yue Junxu saw that the servants had prepared dishes, so he dismissed all the servants in the palace.

Pushing the soup in front of her, "Have a bowl of soup first."

Qingqing whetted my appetite, but I couldn't refuse, so I had to take a sip of the soup.

Yue Junxu said slowly: "You are indeed not a premature baby."

"Father?" She is not a premature baby. Doesn't that mean that she is really not his child?

"But you are indeed my flesh and blood, and I will never admit it. So Qingchen, you can rest assured that you are a genuine princess."

"But..." Qingchen didn't understand. "If Qingchen wasn't born prematurely, then his father and mother wouldn't have the same amount of time together."

Then why is she the father's child?

Yue Junxu sighed softly, recalling the events of that year, his always sharp eyes revealed a soft light.

My thoughts are misty and whirling around in all kinds of ways.

"In November of the year before you were born, your father did go to the Southern Jin Kingdom. But your mother was not in Kyoto City. Instead, she sneaked into my team. It wasn't until the Southern Jin Kingdom that she was captured by me. I found it." After a pause, he smiled lightly, "Your mother has a very stubborn temper. I disguised myself as a prince and went to the Southern Jin Dynasty to negotiate peace. It was not just for fun, but I was afraid that there would be changes, so I didn't let her follow. It was originally agreed that as soon as I returned from the Southern Jin Kingdom, I would bring her into the palace and make her a concubine. I did not have a queen at that time."

Hearing this, Qingchen couldn't help but be a little surprised.

In other words, Queen Ran had not yet become queen at that time.

"But she didn't listen to me and sneaked into the team. She followed the maids to do rough work and ate dry food along the way. She endured the journey for a month. It wasn't until the Southern Jin Dynasty that I discovered her..."

"So my father was with my mother at that time?" If so, then the time is right.

"Yes." Yue Junxu nodded and sighed deeply.

Seeing this, Qingchen guessed that the story behind must not be that simple, otherwise it would be impossible for his mother to refuse to enter the palace.

"Then why did my mother refuse to enter the palace until she died?"

"Because when we were in the Southern Jin Kingdom, Yi'er was kidnapped by local bandits." Yue Junxu mentioned the hatred in his heart for many years and frowned tightly. "I know that actually Yi'er was not kidnapped. Bandits defiled her, but the world didn't believe it. A woman who had been in a bandit's den for a few days would already be considered innocent in the eyes of others. But whether she was innocent or not, I myself knew. I suppressed the matter and returned to No one in Dongming Kingdom knew about it, but in the end, my mother found out about it."

"The Queen Mother insisted not to let her enter the palace, and even went to Yi'er behind my back. I don't know what she said to Yi'er... Yi'er has not seen me since then, saying that if I look for her again, she will die in In front of me." Every time Yue Junxu thought about this, his heart felt like there was an emptiness that nothing in this world could fill.

He stared gently at the small pink face in front of him. The face of the beloved woman overlapped with the person in front of him.

Yue Junxu drank a glass of wine in one gulp and closed his eyes, "I have been waiting for her and wrote countless letters to her. But she never told anyone else about her relationship with me, or even about her relationship with me. Leave the person I sent to protect her. If I do that again, she will be hanged in Ling Mansion. I am afraid, really afraid, that she will hurt herself, so I dare not, never again Don’t you dare disturb her.”

After a few glasses of wine, Yue Junxu's eyes became slightly confused, and even his self-identification changed.

"I... suppressed my longings at that time, and I went to the Queen Mother to find out what she had said to her, and why she didn't want me anymore... She even preferred to give birth to you secretly, in the small courtyard of the Ling Mansion. Even if you raise you, you are not willing to bring your daughter into the palace to reunite with me." Yue Junxu smiled with her lips raised, her eyes slightly red, "Qingchen, do you know that when you were a child, I sneaked into the Ling Mansion to visit you? You. You were only over a year old at that time, soft and waxy, and so cute."

"But I was discovered by Yi'er. She was holding the smashed ceramic pieces and was about to cut my neck and drive me away!" Yue Junxu was probably drunk. Tears fell and she burst into tears. "I really hate it, I hate it so much." , what happened with Yi'er has become a regret that I can't let go of for the rest of my life."

"Father..." Sourness came to his heart. Qingchen had never seen such a fragile side of Yue Junxu. He stepped forward and patted his shoulder, his eyelashes slightly moist, "Okay, Father, it's all over. Don't think about it. Father, if you are unhappy, Qingchen will never ask again."

Yue Junxu held a pair of soft catkins with his backhand, "Qingchen, my father only has you..."

"Father..." Qingchen stared at the man in front of her, feeling an inexplicable sense of loss in her heart.

She is her father's child, and she is blood-related brother and sister to Yue Qinghe...

A sigh escaped from her chest. Qingchen gently patted Yue Junxu's shoulder and found that he was already lying on the table.

She hurriedly called Rongquan and other slaves, put him on the bed, stayed beside the bed for a while, and then left Mingqian Hall.

Qingchen has been in the palace for many years and has never heard how his father and mother met, let alone the story between them.

I never thought it would be such a sad story.

Does mother love father or not?

Why don't you want to enter the palace?

What did the Queen Mother say to her mother?

She thought that her mind was in knots and she had no answer, because both her mother and the Queen Mother were no longer in this world.

As night fell, Qingchen did not return to the Mingyue Palace, but went to the Library Pavilion.

At this time, there were no guards guarding the library. There was just a little servant holding a lamp watching the door.

Just as he was about to close the door, Qingchen stepped forward and asked for the key to the library.

He told him that Yue Ji would return the key to him early tomorrow morning, and the servant responded and retreated.

"Princess, it's night, what book are you looking for?" Yue Ji wondered why her master suddenly came to the library.

"I want to look for medical books." This month in Mingyue Palace, although she had read all the medical books she had borrowed before, there were still many she didn't understand.

She wanted to find some simple and clear medical books.

This library... I wonder if there are any historical records about my father's previous history?

The candlelight in the library was extremely dim. Qing Shen looked through the titles of each book, which made his eyes sore.

"Yueji, go and light some more lamps." She ordered Yueji who was standing aside.

"Okay, princess." Yue Ji responded and turned around to find Huo Zhezi.

Qingchen was still in front of the bookshelf, browsing the titles of the books on the shelf.

Suddenly, a cold voice came from behind her, "What are you looking for?"