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Chen Yu traveled within the source. He saw the darkness before the birth of light, and he saw countless lives as brilliant as meteors scattered out.

Conceptual life, imaginary life, life in non-existence and existence.

You can’t even define what you see today, and you don’t even know what it once looked like. Even time is only a part of these lives. It is an extension of the unconscious, an observation method and tool that attempts to explain and structure the basis of logic to define and constrain existence.

And Chen Yu is also part of it.

Why do I think this?

Because I think, therefore I am.

A small fragment broke through the shackles, and it began to burst out its original thoughts. At this moment of awakening, Chen Yu stood out from the unity. He struggled towards the direction of countless meteors from the vast ocean of collective unconsciousness. Go ahead.

This is a great reincarnation and a great journey.

At the same time, this is even a brutal battle for survival.

Just like being born from the mother's womb, all lives are scrambling to embrace thoughts and themselves, but millions or hundreds of millions of lives will not be born. They will disappear, fall silent again, and then wait for another One reincarnation to create your own destiny.

The long march of selfishness.

That's it.

When Chen Yu rushed onto the road of freedom supported by the original light, he saw the primitive sky constructed with chaotic and complicated colors. At the edge of thought and consciousness, there was still a large, sparkling sea of ​​return. Pralaya was tumbling and jumping here, her essence rising up like jet-black ink, annihilating the life flowing down the river, and then sending it to the void and the source.

Black and white are intertwined here, and everything is a grand spiral of unity and entanglement of opposites.

Right and wrong, justice and evil, light and darkness, male and female...all contradictions are broken up here and then move toward unity. There is no good or evil here, only the concept of opposites, the original concept. They are not two sides of separation. But a unified whole, like the giant hands holding each other in the center of the ocean.

But they collide with each other in the cycle, bursting out countless waves in the unity, and those waves add to the ocean.

Chen Yu saw faces one after another and huge smiles. They were ethereal and chaotic, but soon they became symmetrical and unified again. Sparks of order were born from the darkness, and they lit up the sky. And fell from light into darkness.

Smile is always the eternal presence in unity.

Chen Yu's thoughts were gradually filled at this moment. He swam upstream towards that eternal smile. At the same time, he began to imagine himself, drawing nourishment from the waves of countless thoughts. But at the same time, this was extremely selfish. The process, you have to ask questions, you have to think.

who I am? What am I? What will I become?

This is the first step to becoming a reality and then embracing the future!

For the first time, Chen Yu saw the stretched out arm. The translucent blurry outline was filled with black and white ripples. He did not stop. He continued to trace up, and then continued to think. He stared at the smile that kept reappearing. , he creates a unique self, he allows the rhythm of life to explode in his chest for the first time, he separates the waves, spreads his limbs above the dazzling golden stars below, his perceptions, his organs, his flesh and blood , his nerves... What followed was memory, and that eternal smile gave the newborn life the last gift.

Just below Chen Yu, the outline of reality loomed under the stars, and countless bubbles flickered with the vivid light of order like a dream.

But a dark film blocked Chen Yu's final path, and he had to stop and stand up on the seabed.

"You are really the most difficult guy." A voice appeared, an extremely clear voice, like a series of vibrating notes projected from reality.

Chen Yu turned his head and saw a person with a pale face, cold and arrogant face, unparalleled beauty but extremely handsome. You can't tell the gender of this person, maybe he (she) has no gender in the first place.

"Desire..." Chen Yu made a voice for the first time since he was born. He had never felt so novel, even though he had all the memories of the past.

"You have finished the book, and you also know the secrets and threats hidden in it." Desire obviously admitted his (her) identity, the blood-red frivolous lips slightly raised, he (she) twisted his waist and walked to the In front of Chen Yu, he looked at Chen Yu with great interest, then turned around and looked up at the eternal smile, "The sea of ​​love, this is the other shore before life returns to darkness, and it is also the dawn at the beginning of life. , and that smile is the light that lights up the source of thought, it is instinct, it is the bud of thought, and it is also... the beginning of desire."

"You seem to have been proving this, desire." Chen Yu said calmly, "Yes, desire itself is an instinct, and it is also rooted in the subconscious of life. Even I will not deny this. , otherwise it would deny existence itself. But desire is also a representation of materialization. It is not the meaning that life is looking for, because life has no meaning, it is just a process, and it itself is the meaning of existence."

Desire suddenly turned around, his (her) smile disappeared, and his (her) two-point blood-red eyes became a little bit vicious, but it was fleeting, "You have changed a lot, the universe has also changed a lot, even My brother has changed. Meng once only cared about his country and his responsibilities, destiny only cared about the contents of the "Book of Souls", Madness never did anything seriously, and Despair never missed his family so much. , and I... actually don’t hate you, nor am I really angry. Maybe my sister’s death is the only one that remains the same, or maybe she hides her little thoughts.”

Chen Yu said nothing.

Desire fell into silence at this time. He (she) just looked at the eternal smile above the sea of ​​love again. After a while, he (she) said, "Are you really in love with dusk?"

Chen Yu blinked and then nodded, "Yes, desire. When I fell for the first time, when she lifted me up with the gauze of dusk, I fell in love with her. It was just at that time that I fell in love with her." I can't understand this feeling, maybe I just don't want to understand, I selfishly thought that my death could save my family, I once thought that alienation is for the sake of others, but I was wrong."

"Isn't this my contribution?" Chen Yu looked at Chen Yu seriously when he (she) wanted to meet again, "Why did you fall in love with Dusk? You have never met, you..."

"Does love need a reason?" Chen Yu asked, "It's not because of her dedication, not just because of her beauty and innocence. I just fell in love with her when I saw her first smile. I don't know the reason. Maybe it's Because...we are all alone, just like here, desire. The center of the unity of opposites, we are attracted to each other..."

"That's instinct! That's desire!" Desire grabbed Chen Yu's shoulders uncontrollably. He (she) stared at Chen Yu, but soon, he (she) let go of his hand and started again. He regained his composure, "This is different..."

"Yes, desire." Chen Yu looked at desire and said, "Desire may not necessarily bring love."

Desire sighed, and he (she) put his hands in his pockets and walked on the bottom of the sea, "Follow me, Chen, we are also going to embark on a journey. We need to catch up with dreams and madness. I will take you to see destruction."

Chen Yu was a little confused, but he thought of what Rania said.

She said I was destined to find desire, to find destruction.

"I won't give up, Chen." Desire suddenly turned around and showed his arrogant and evil smile again, "I will prove that you are destined to belong to me!"