You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

One hour.

Only then did Lu Cangye realize that the abortion surgery was so fast, just like a small minimally invasive surgery. It only took an hour, or even less than an hour, to complete.

And this hour was really too long for Lu Cangye.

It was as if in this hour, he had walked away for most of the rest of his life and aged instantly.

When Xia Enxing was pushed out from the operating room, Lu Cangye walked up and his legs were weak. He glanced at Xia Enxing and found that Xia Enxing had his eyes open.

Maybe the anesthetic has just worn off.

Xia Enxing looked at Lu Cangye weakly and forced a smile. She was so angry that she still asked him, "The child has been aborted...are you satisfied?"

Are you satisfied?

Lu Cangye took a deep breath, feeling that he was the one whose vitality had been severely damaged just after the surgery.

After sending Xia Enxing back to the ward, the doctors and nurses gathered around her and asked some questions, and then left peacefully, closing the door and leaving the space to the two of them.

Lu Cangye sat beside the hospital bed, clenching his fingers so tightly.

The child is gone.

gone again.

Lu Cangye closed her eyes in pain, and in her mind was what it was like five years ago when Xia Enxing was screaming to keep their child.

"Lu Cangye! You are not qualified to abort this child!"

"Lu Cangye, this is your own flesh and blood!"

Severe pain surged through his heart, so painful that he couldn't help but swallow dryly. Then Lu Cangye looked at Xia Enxing. The woman gradually woke up from the anesthesia, but because she couldn't drink water yet, she could only hoarse her voice. , "How long have you been waiting?"

Lu Cangye's voice was also hoarse, "One hour."

"Oh."

Xia Enxing blinked, trying to see clearly what was in front of him, "How come...it only lasts an hour."

Seeing how weak she was, Lu Cangye wanted to go up and help her up. However, Xia Enxing did not accept Lu Cangye's help. Instead, he struggled to sit up from the bed and got a small pillow for himself to lean on her waist. There was injection tape on the back of the hand, and light-colored veins were faintly visible under the pale skin.

Lu Cangye's hand that he extended to help stopped in mid-air. After a long time, he took it back. His Adam's apple moved up and down and he said to Xia Enxing, "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

"No."

Xia Enxing adjusted his condition and looked at him squarely, "I feel very comfortable, and I finally feel relieved."

Speaking of aborting his child like this, Lu Cangye felt that he was not one ten thousandth as cruel as Xia Enxing.

The man was silent for a long time, but Xia Enxing smiled unexpectedly. She said, "We finally have no disputes again."

Hearing her say this, Lu Cangye felt like needles pricking his heart. However, he was not good at expressing these things and had never expressed them before. All his emotions were swallowed up together. Lu Cangye could only say, "Xia Enxing, are you really that good?" Do you want to cut off contact with me?"

Xia Enxing took a breath and said weakly, "Yes, Lu Cangye, it was my fault in the past for pestering you. I have to apologize to you. Why don't we end it here?"

From the first time when he personally sent her to the operating table, to now when he was begging her outside the operating room not to abort the child, Lu Cangye just felt that fate was playing tricks on her, and that he and Xia Enxing had already exchanged human natures.

Love can transform a person, and Lu Cangye felt that both he and Xia Enxing had been transformed.

Today's Xia Enxing... actually looks very much like him back then.

Hearing Xia Enxing's initiative to end it, Lu Cangye suppressed his panic and anger and said, "I don't want it to end like this, Xia Enxing. It was you who saved me back then..."

Hearing this, the most sensitive nerve in Xia Enxing's mind jumped again. She raised her head, and her weak eyes showed a little sharpness, and asked him, "Can you finally see clearly now?"

"..."

Lu Cangye turned his face away, his delicate face covered with a layer of frost. There were too many things in the man's eyes, as if he was secretive about something.

"It doesn't matter whether I save you or not."

Xia Enxing turned back, "Lu Cangye, I no longer have any expectations for you. Even if this relationship continues, it will be useless. Why are you still obsessed with it now?"

She once put everything in his hands, including her own life.

Xia Enxing... How can you... say you don't love someone you have saved, and then stop loving him?

Lu Cangye remained silent, so Xia Enxing gave him an order, "It's okay now. I've finished the abortion. We're completely separated. Lu Cangye, please get out."

go out.

After leaving this door, Xia Enxing's life will have nothing to do with you anymore.

Lu Cangye's legs seemed to be filled with lead and he couldn't move.

"Let's go."

Xia Enxing urged again.

Show no mercy.

Lu Cangye walked towards the door with heavy legs, until he reached the door. He put his hand on the door handle and pressed it to open the door.

The man's hands were trembling slightly.

He turned his back to Xia Enxing, his eyes were scarlet.

"……sorry."

Xia Enxing originally took out his phone to check the time, but suddenly heard Lu Cangye's words and felt his whole body shake.

She didn't come back to her senses, and Lu Cangye didn't turn around either. Both of them seemed to be shocked by each other. After a long time, Xia Enxing looked at Lu Cangye's tall and straight back and asked, "What did you say?" "

"I said...I'm sorry."

Xia Enxing couldn't see Lu Cangye's face, so he couldn't imagine Lu Cangye's expression.

Because he has never said such a thing before.

Lu Cangye never said sorry.

What kind of expression do you have when you say the words "I'm sorry" now?

I'm sorry for being so late, what's the point.

"I know that some things may have been..." Lu Cangye paused, "It's irreversible. But Xia Enxing, if you just let me stop here, it would be too unacceptable! Do you just want to let it go?" Yet!"

After speaking, Lu Cangye's voice rose in pitch, like a question.

"Are we going to forget it! Xia Enxing, I have done so many things that I'm sorry for you in the past. It's useless for me to apologize now. Do you really let me say I'm sorry and just continue to walk away with peace of mind? You just Don’t you even want to retaliate against me?”

Lu Cangye's voice was trembling.

His heart was shaking too.

Xia Enxing, for me, your existence is also the power that changes everything.

"You saved me, I recognized the wrong person, you married me, and I aborted your child, are you just going to endure it?"

Lu Cangye was almost hysterical, "Don't you hate me! Don't you want me to taste this too! I just suffered a little bit of psychological torture. I didn't even have to have an abortion and suffer, and I didn't have to pay any price. , you can pat your butt and leave! You have let go a little too much, what kind of independent woman are you? Ah? If you resist all this and say it is going to end, can you swallow this breath!"

Xia Enxing thought that he was invincible, but this question from Lu Cangye forced him to cry!

Can you swallow this breath?

How to let go of so many times of psychological despair and physical pain...

Xia Enxing felt a fire burning in her heart, hot and painful. She was obviously powerless, but now she was so excited that she clenched her fingers tightly and gasped when she spoke, "Then what are you doing now?" mean--"

"Let's start with this."

Lu Cangye pressed the door handle and turned the switch. The door was opened by him. He took a step forward and said, "Start with my late and ugly apology."

The man turned around, and Xia Enxing met his astonishing features, and a thousand arrows pierced his heart.

It turns out that Lu Cangye is not hypocritical.

His cruelty and cold-bloodedness are so naked and real, like a beast, too lazy to pretend, greedy and shameless.

There seemed to be a universe exploding in his eyes, "Don't give up in a hurry. Come and take revenge on me, Xia Enxing. It doesn't matter if you hate me or annoy me, it doesn't matter. I'm ready and will use all my dirty tricks." The method will make you hate me to the end without being kidnapped by anyone."

"The most unbearable thing in the world is hatred with residual love. What is even more disgusting than hatred is that you have to be grateful to the person you want to hate. Force yourself to reconcile, as if you are in person Go to the guillotine.

Then I will be cruel to the end, Xia Enxing.

To cooperate with you. "

When Lu Cangye said this, his reason seemed to fall apart along with him. There were no tender emotions in his world, only occupation and plunder.

As a beast, his way of thinking is also animalistic, rough and sharp, and he can use everything around him without guilt, and every word is pierced into Xia Enxing's heart.

"You completely let yourself hate me." Lu Cangye's eyebrows were murderous. Surprisingly, he smiled with red eyes, "Anyway, I have no conscience. I won't compensate you, and I'm too lazy to clear myself, so you just Always have the moral high ground and never be criticized again.”

"Spare no effort, do your best." Lu Cangye said every word, as if peeling off his flesh to reveal his filthy heart, waiting for the gun in Xia Enxing's hand to hit him accurately, "Come and take revenge on me. "

Blood dripping, heart beating with fear - Xia Enxing, before I use up my life for you, let me go to hell for you and see the mountains of swords and seas of fire that you have walked through.

And my flesh and blood body is right here. Whenever you feel like it, you can stab me with a knife without blinking an eye. Rather than covering your mouth as compensation, it's better to let you vent freely without any worries.

I am not a man who cares about a good reputation.

"That's all I could think about."

Lu Cangye's breathing paused for a moment, as if what he said next would suffocate him.

Xia Enxing was also silent until he said, "I love your way."

Xia Enxing's face turned pale and his pupils suddenly tightened.

She heard love from Lu Cangye's mouth.

This is his "I love you."

This is his bloody I love you way.

Lu Cangye, how can your love make people so bloody?

"No one will say that you are careless, no one will say that you are crazy and obsessed, no one will say that you are too weak."

Lu Cangye turned around and closed the door. The second the door was closed, his voice was cold and hard, frank, naked and scumbag to the extreme, "Be prepared for me, Xia Enxing."

Hate my consciousness.

The door closed and Xia Enxing trembled all over.