You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

These two words were like a slap on Lu Cangye's face. The man was a little angry, but he suddenly realized that he had no right to be angry at all.

That's the saddest thing.

Facing Xia Enxing, Lu Cangye's heart beat loudly. He went through all kinds of thoughts in his head, including those that were illegal and those that were not illegal. Finally, he gritted his teeth and said, "Yes!"

Xia Enxing paused as he walked out.

For some reason, her whole body trembled slightly.

"I'm jealous."

Lu Cangye stood behind her and saw that she refused to turn her face to face him. Her fair face was filled with the feeling of being condemned, as if she had made a decision that went against her ancestors at that moment. "I'm really jealous, Xia Enxing."

Originally, he wanted to express this idea loudly and forcefully, but when he said it, the man's voice dropped.

How is it possible... to still be angry, Xia Enxing.

Lu Cangye grabbed Xia Enxing's hand and squeezed her arm without daring to use too much force.

how so.

Lu Cangye's Adam's apple moved up and down and said, "Xia Enxing, seeing you with someone else, I really..."

be terribly upset.

Xia Enxing looked back, smiled, and said to Lu Cangye, "You can no longer deceive me with your sweet words."

Lu Cangye was startled.

"That's how I was deceived. After all, you smiled as warmly as jade when the Xia family agreed to get married. I thought... you had no grudges against me."

Xia Enxing took out his hand, but Lu Cangye didn't hold it tightly, so he pulled it out easily, which was like the connection between them.

In the past, Xia Enxing refused to escape and stayed by Lu Cangye's side shamelessly. She had to bear the price herself.

Now she and Lu Cangye could easily get away from each other.

Xia Enxing's eyes were dull, and he looked at Lu Cangye as if he was looking at himself again.

"I don't believe you are jealous. If you just want to see a pitiful and pitiful woman fall in love with you again, Lu Cangye, just give up."

Lu Cangye shook his head, how bad Xia Enxing thought of him.

"I don't have this idea, Xia Enxing. If I could go back to the past, I would never do this..."

Lu Cangye felt that he was naked when facing Xia Enxing, and she could always see through her at a glance.

"If we could go back in time."

However, Xia Enxing looked at Lu Cangye categorically, smiled and said, "I will definitely fall in love with you again and again, and then be played like a dog by you."

Lu Cangye didn't expect Xia Enxing to say that at all, and was stunned.

How could it be...hearing such bloody words from her mouth.

How much more pain must I have to prick my heart before I can say this.

"I will give you everything I have, give it all to you with a clear conscience, be a fool, be a bitch, lower all my bottom lines for you, and block everything with no way out."

There seemed to be something shining in Xia Enxing's eyes. If you look closely, there were tears. "Don't you really miss me at that time? I miss it so much. I miss this feeling of flesh and blood. I emptied myself out at that time." I’ll give it all to you, and then take it all back.”

Perhaps to Xia Enxing, Lu Cangye was no longer just a person who loved hard, but also a container that carried her love.

She will love anyone who gives her the feeling that life is worse than death.

"The person you love is not me."

Lu Cangye felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart by a knife.

He said, "You love this feeling."

"may be."

Xia Enxing said word by word, "You haven't met many good people, so you are naturally not a good person. It just so happens, Lu Cangye, I am just like you. I am not a good person either."

She has never seen someone born in purgatory, bearing the blame of everyone.

"How could I like you otherwise?"

Xia Enxing laughed until tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, "Isn't a scumbag and a bitch a perfect match? If you, Lu Cangye, are always a good person, I, Xia Enxing, might not be able to lick you so vigorously!"

Lu Cangye's face turned pale.

A crazy love that can only be filled with an even crazier love.

Xia Enxing's heart is also incomplete. She has lived in the criticism and rejection of others since she was a child. She doesn't understand what true love is like, so she asks for and takes everything in the way of giving everything.

It was completely normal to fail in the end.

After Xia Enxing analyzed herself, it seemed that all her strong psychological defenses had fallen apart. What kind of mood did she have in putting the broken self back together bit by bit over the years?

Lu Cangye... The sad thing is not that you don't love me. The sad thing is... What I love is that you don't love me.

I need your disgust, I need your hate, just as much as I need your love.

because of this……

"Make me feel alive."

Xia Enxing murmured the last sentence, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

This almost crazy love was achieved by the cooperation of two poor lunatics who had never received love. As long as one person is kinder, there is no way to create this love and hate.

"So, I'm happy."

Xia Enxing's eyes turned red with laughter. After throwing away Lu Cangye's hand, she walked towards the door without looking back. Her laughter was clear and clear, and the sound cut out Lu Cangye's heart. "Being hurt by you, being abused, and now I am really happy to resist abuse, and I am so happy to see you showing such a regretful look, Lu Cangye."

Because I have been numb for too long, I need this kind of sadomasochism to stimulate my heart.

Xia Enxing rushed out of the door, and the moment the door slammed, Lu Cangye's voice came along with it - "Then don't... let me go so easily."

Xia Enxing's eyelashes trembled and the door closed.

******

The next day Xia Enxing went to work at the company with two dark circles under his eyes. Liang Chunlan was shocked when he saw this, "Ah! Mr. Xia, what's the matter with you? Didn't you sleep well last night?"

Xia Enxing can't say it's because he often has nightmares.

I always dream about those things in the past.

When she woke up, she looked at the sun outside the window in a daze.

Xia Enxing took a deep breath and packed up the materials in his hands, "It's okay, I just lack sleep."

"I guess it's too late."

Liang Chunlan said very considerately, "I'll make you a pot of soothing tea later. You can take a nap during your lunch break."

Having such a gentle person beside him makes Xia Enxing feel warm in his heart.

After the meeting, they got busy. When Xia Enxing was going to go to the lounge to sleep for a while, someone called her.

"Mr. Xia, someone seems to be looking for you outside..."

Xia Enxing was a little surprised, "Is this the case? I remember we have no customers asking for it these days -"

Before he finished speaking, the man walked in regardless of the assistant's obstruction.

Xia Enxing narrowed his eyes slightly.

The person who broke through the barrier and came in was a tall woman with a delicate face and an elegant aura. When she walked in step by step on high heels, she looked like a queen.

Xia Enxing didn't know if the person who came here was kind, but whether she should say it or not, she quite admired the aura and appearance.

She raised her chin slightly, showed enough courtesy, stretched out her hand and greeted her politely, "Who is this lady?"

"I am Andrew Hugh's fiancée."

The woman who came to the door raised her red lips and smiled, "She is also his ex-girlfriend."

This relationship is really complicated.

Xia Enxing blinked blankly, and then said, "I didn't quite understand..."

"We dated before, but later we separated."

The woman did not reach out to shake her hand, but looked at Xia Enxing's hand in the air, and said with a little sarcasm in her eyebrows, "But our two families are very satisfied with each other, so we have made an engagement, even if we make peace. I broke up with him, who was also my fiancé, and we had an open relationship in the past, but I heard recently..."

The woman glanced up and down at Xia Enxing, "He has been trying to please a woman recently, so I came here specially to have a look. As for my name, forget it, you don't deserve to know."

Listening to this tone, it is already full of hostility.

Xia Enxing still maintained a decent and perfect smile and said, "If you are looking for the woman he is trying to please, then it is me."

The hostile woman was slightly startled.

I didn't expect Xia Enxing to dare to say this.

She showed that disdainful expression again, as if she wanted to use these emotions to attack Xia Enxing and give her a first blow.

However, Xia Enxing stood up straight, with a smile on his face and no stage fright at all.

The woman swatted her hand away and said rather bitterly, "You seem very proud of yourself."

"If someone chases me, I will naturally be proud of it."

Xia Enxing smiled and said, "It proves that I am excellent, doesn't it?"

"..."

The woman was shocked and couldn't believe that Xia Enxing... could actually say such a thing!

Xia Enxing, does she want to be shameless?

Anyone with a higher self-esteem would never say that!

Xia Enxing saw the shock and anger on her face, but he didn't take it seriously at all. He said enthusiastically, "You're all here, come in and have a drink. The quality of our coffee here is pretty good."

Where has the rich young lady ever seen such a scene? She obviously planned to capture the mistress, but Xia Enxing accepted the move calmly and with ease, without even reacting to her at all!

The woman could only force out a smile and said, "You are so shameless. No wonder you are chased and coaxed by Xiu all the time. Are you women like you used to chasing after good guys?"

"If you can be caught by a woman like me."

Xia Enxing said with a smile, "It proves that your fiancé Andrew Xiu is really not that good. If you look down on me, you look down on him."

The woman was angered by Xia Enxing's words, "How can you compare with him!"

"Oh."

Xia Enxing said, "I must have pointed a gun at Xiu and asked him to pursue me. I really deserve death. Xiu must be someone who can't take care of himself. He was so fascinated by me that he lost his mind. Why don't you care?" He, he is an adult man, he can’t even make his own choices, so you can be his mother and do it for him.”