You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

Lu Cangye just watched Xia Enxing's emotions explode completely, but he remained motionless, as if a mountain was standing in front of Xia Enxing.

For so many years, he had been sitting on the sidelines like this.

Watch others suffer, watch Xia Enxing suffer.

Xia Enxing couldn't help but burst into tears. She covered her face with her hands and cried bitterly, "The person I hate the most besides J is you! I want to get rid of J, this scourge of society, and then I will get rid of you! Lu Cang Night! You have ruined my life and deprived me of my ability to love someone. What’s the point of you coming here to protect me hypocritically now? "

It's as if someone you've hated all your life suddenly does something good for you.

And she had to forgive him.

Why...

Lu Cangye, I would rather you never saved me.

She can't even hate someone openly. Isn't this a humiliation for her?

Xia Enxing covered her face with her hands. She wanted to say too much, but now she couldn't say a word.

Lu Cangye, in the face of this inhuman devil like you, no matter how scheming I am, I can't count on you. I can count on everyone, but I'm still one step short of you.

Why...

When Xia Enxing lowered his head, he felt a hand on his shoulder. He said, "Zhu Xi'an is our daughter, right?"

Xia Enxing raised his head, his eyes were red and blurred with tears, "Why are you bringing this up now?"

"Don't be so vigilant."

Lu Cangye lowered his eyes, "I just know that I left a daughter in the world, and I am very happy."

It turns out that the child back then was not killed by his cruelty and ignorance.

That’s great, wish Xi’an.

Tell me, why did Ji Ying choose to adopt you in the first place?

Zhu Xi'an, why would he give you such a name? He didn't even continue his surname.

Such a name... full of hope and love should not be given to a child by someone like Ji Ying, and in so many years of bloody fighting, Zhu Xi'an has always been like a blank sheet of paper, untainted by any darkness.

The father who raised her was a scumbag with blood on his hands, but she knew nothing about it. She didn't know how many people he had harmed or how bloody his plans were.

To Zhu Xi'an, Ji Ying was a father who loved her very much.

Why is this so.

The father in the eyes of a child is completely different from the father in the eyes of the rest of the world.

Ji Ying...when you raised Zhu Xi'an...did you project your past desire for father's love onto her? You didn't want her to experience the life you had before you became the person you are now, so you...

All the compassion was not left to this world, but to this, the baby girl who almost died.

Blessings, cherish, and peace.

Wish Xi'an.

Lu Cangye tightened his hand on Xia Enxing's shoulder and lowered his voice and said, "Xiao An's future life will be left to you."

With an unbreakable mother like Xia Enxing, Zhu Xi'an's future must be full of courage. Even if it may not all be bright, she will always have the courage to chase the light.

Lu Cangye seemed to be giving his last words. After he finished speaking, he patted Xia Enxing again, as if to attract her attention, "Can you please stop crying."

"You make me miserable."

Xia Enxing shook his head and said feebly, "Whether it's taking a step back or taking a step forward, Lu Cangye, I'm in so much pain."

"Hate you for causing me pain, forgive you for causing me pain."

No matter what choice she made, she could never... find peace in her soul.

"What do you want to hear me say?"

Xia Enxing asked Lu Cangye, her smile even showing collapse and despair, "Lu Cangye, what do you want to hear? Listen to me, you are amazing, right? You take into account all the processes and structures, This is exactly what you want now!"

"I don't want you to be called a bitch by others. I don't want them to say that you deserve to suffer because you are soft-hearted."

When Lu Cangye said this, Xia Enxing's expression was stunned.

How could she not have heard these words five years ago...

How could she not receive such cynicism when she was expecting a husband who didn't love her to come home?

She has heard too many such ugly words about being a love-minded, cheating, losing money, and deserving of being played by men.

In the past, when those people poked her spine and scolded her, Lu Cangye, it turns out that you could hear them too?

Xia Enxing opened his eyes a little wider, "So? Lu Cangye, in order for me to thank you, you have to do this, right?"

"No."

Lu Cangye seemed to take something out of his pocket, and then thrust a small black object into Xia Enxing's hand.

Xia Enxing was already smart. The moment she got the thing, her breath froze.

It's a switch.

A switch... a switch for something?

"There is a condition for joining J's organization."

Lu Cangye grinned, "Do you want to know?"

Xia Enxing wanted to refuse, but was speechless.

She heard Lu Cangye's cold voice say word by word, "They have placed a very small micro bomb in the heart. If it is placed outdoors, it should not cause any harm."

What if it's in the heart...

Xia Enxing stood on his head with hair all over his body, "Lu Cangye, you——"

"This is one of the reasons why people in J organization are so united and loyal. The one who dares to betray may be the woman who came out with Xia Liuguang in her arms. That's why J's power is so united because they have a common With interests tied together and threatened by a common handle, no one would want to rebel."

Only Ji Ying could be so confident in strengthening J's power.

Xia Enxing's hand holding the switch trembled slightly.

Lu Cangye chose to join J, so could he also...

Lu Cangye pulled open the buttons of his inner shirt with his other hand.

A fresh scar appeared on his chest, which was aimed at the heart.

Xia Enxing's face turned pale, "You chose to join J, does that mean you have to accept this kind of transformation?"

"Yes, there was some pain when I woke up just after the operation, but now my heart is still beating."

Lu Cangye lowered his head and glanced down, remembering what he had seen when he was taken to Base J. At that time, he covered his chest and felt the beating of his heart deeply.

This bomb was Lu Cangye's gift to Xia Enxing.

"if you can."

Lu Cangye suddenly pressed Xia Enxing's face hard against his undressed chest, pressing against his ugly postoperative scar and against his ruthless heart. The man narrowed his eyes and said hoarsely. , "Xia Enxing, make a choice. If I have to die, I want to die in your hands."

I want to die in your hands.

He tried every possible means to protect his life in this fight with J because he just wanted to put his life in Xia Enxing's hands.

"Press and my heart will set off a bouquet of fireworks for you."

When Lu Cangye said these words, there was no expression of fear on his face, which could definitely rely on his beauty to commit crimes, only intoxication and piety.

That was his dirtiest and most devout love.

"If you want my life, press it. I will, anytime, anywhere, because you will be shattered to pieces."

Lu Cangye felt Xia Enxing's body trembling faintly, and he said, "Actually, this is the most correct thing, Xia Enxing."

Xia Enxing's tears just fell down, because her face was close to Lu Cangye's heart, so it also wetted her chest. Listening to the beating of Lu Cangye's heart seemed to be connected to her veins.

At this moment, Xia Enxing felt like a part of Lu Cangye.

His bad deeds are hard to change, he is stubborn by nature, and he deserves to die for his crimes. If Xia Enxing presses the explosion button here, Lu Cangye's scourge will completely disappear from this world.

Xia Enxing sniffed and said, "You also follow Ji Ying's example and threaten me, right?"

Lu Cangye chuckled, "I can't bear to do it."

"You are also threatening me to see if I dare to press this button! After all, if it is true or false, how do I know?"

Xia Enxing's voice was floating, as if the end of every syllable was filled with great panic, but she suppressed her fear and gritted her teeth and said, "Lu Cangye, you think I will be soft-hearted like this, you I don’t dare to bet!”

You bet I don’t dare!

Lu Cangye tilted his head and looked at Xia Enxing, his dark pupils reflecting Xia Enxing's too fair face.

He thought that Xia Enxing was really beautiful, and he had fallen in love with her face as early as five years ago.

Especially now, when he looked at her with these stubborn and transparent eyes filled with hatred.

Death in the hands of Xia Enxing is the best explanation.

"This button is not fake."

Lu Cangye's words made Xia Enxing's hand tremble and he almost pressed it down.

"You don't have to believe it, Xia Enxing, but I don't mean to threaten you. Even if you press it now, I won't frown."

"I don't blame you."

Lu Cangye said, "This button was given to me by the person who performed the surgery. It was the bomb he planted in my heart."

That person was even the minion of J who was kicked by Lu Cangye in the hotel until his mouth was full of blood.

The bomb is real, the detonator is real.

It's true that I hate you, and it's true that I love you...

Xia Enxing's tears burst completely at this moment. She kept repeating, "You have nothing to say to me, Lu Cangye, you have nothing to say!"

Lu Cangye said nothing, just held her hand.

"Don't think I don't dare!" At that moment, all the love and hate surged out of her thin body, and the whole world receded behind her.

Lu Cangye who persecuted her, Lu Cangye who humiliated her, Lu Cangye who made her cry every night...

"Lu Cangye! I dare, of course I dare! I will not forgive you, how could I..."

Xia Enxing's soul seemed to have been hollowed out at this second, and her catastrophic love and hate was also roaring with her last strength at this moment. The next moment, the silence suddenly returned to zero, and then fell apart!

"How could I..."

The last tear fell.

"Can't bear to leave you."

Close your eyes.

Xia Enxing pressed the button.