You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

Xia Enxing seemed to have had another dream, in which she returned to her youth, a time when she had not experienced loss, let alone gain.

The equally young Lu Cangye stood in front of her, high-spirited and unruly, and Xia Enxing thought that it was his fair and open face that made her young and ignorant suddenly fall in love.

Sure enough, you can't meet someone who is too amazing when you are young, otherwise you will not forget it in the future, and it will just... increase your entanglement.

Xia Enxing stood in front of Lu Cangye, who was passing by, without speaking, but Lu Cangye spoke first.

He spoke, but his voice was hoarse.

He said, "Xia Enxing, if you had it to do over again, would you still save me?"

This issue is a commonplace.

Whoever it was, asked her several times.

At that moment, the young filter disappeared, as if something suddenly shattered. Xia Enxing stood there, rubbed his red eyes hard, gritted his teeth and smiled and said, "Yes."

Lu Cangye was stunned.

why.

"It's my instinct to save you."

Now, Xia Enxing can finally say those words without any worries.

In the past, if she said something, she would be accused of being "unsatisfactory", but she finally... could say it without restraint.

"Lu Cangye, if I do it again, I will still save you, I will still fall in love with you like a moth to a flame, fall in love with you, marry you, and be abandoned by you."

Xia Enxing said, "No matter how many times my life happens again, it will still be like this. Don't beautify the path you didn't choose, but... try to make the path you chose the right one."

At the same time as he said it, Xia Enxing felt a fine pain deep in his heart, like a needle pricking him. It wasn't very severe, but... it was unusually clear and obvious.

That kind of pain is accompanied by the beating of the heart, and every time it beats, it will sting.

She began to look forward to the pain and began not to be afraid of the pain.

Lu Cangye, after fighting with you for so long, I finally dare to face my past self.

"Being laughed at, being misunderstood, being scolded."

Xia Enxing analyzed her past self word by word. She knew that she had grown a new self in Lu Cangye, her former lover.

"This is all me, I don't deny it, I don't refute it, I accept it."

Xia Enxing put down the hand that was rubbing his eyes, and looked at the man in front of him with reddish eyes, "Your presence has become a way for me to get a new life without intervening too roughly."

I'm not afraid of you anymore, Lu Cangye.

In the past, she was so attached to this kind of love and pain because she didn't understand and had never experienced real love. The fear of a strange self was not as good as returning to the pain of the familiar past. It was a sense of security, even if it made her feel painful, but at least... there was no such separation and unknown. To be precise, it was her personality's self-protection mechanism that kept her in the past experience of attachment and sadomasochism. She was afraid that her new life would cause her cognitive fragmentation.

And now, she's heading into the unknown.

"That's good."

Lu Cangye slowly stretched out his hand to her, as if to say goodbye, "Just give her a hug and treat it as if we have fallen in love."

The dream suddenly shattered. When Xia Enxing woke up from the dream, she was in a trance. She couldn't distinguish reality for a while. She subconsciously touched her face and found that it was covered with tears.

The wetness on her fingertips brought her back to her senses. Xia Enxing's heart suddenly tightened. She looked up and saw Xiao Ang sitting beside the hospital bed.

The woman's eyes opened slightly, "Where is Lu Cangye...?"

"Dead." Xiao Ang said, "You were stimulated and the drugs you inhaled there before were not completely discharged from your body, so you passed out."

Xia Enxing sat there for a while without making a sound.

If Lu Cangye died, it would be him who she personally punished.

He deserved to die.

only……

Xia Enxing lowered his head, tears falling on the back of his hands.

She said, "Why am I still crying, Xiao Ang."

"Crying is the right thing to do."

Xiao Ang did not take advantage of the situation, but said to Xia Enxing seriously, "Xia Enxing, it is only right to cry loudly. From the moment you gritted your teeth and hated Lu Cangye, you were destined to fight for him." Weeping over his death. No matter how many falsehoods you say, touch your conscience and ask, Xia Enxing, are you not sad at all when he dies? The feeling of losing a loved one and losing an old enemy, in a sense, are both It’s just as profound.”

Is that so, Lu Cangye?

It turns out that the enemies are all old loves.

******

Xia Enxing got on the private plane that night. She needed to go back to China and take a good rest.

After all, after experiencing so many life and death disasters abroad, it always takes some time to slow down.

There should be no problem in leaving the follow-up matters to Xiao Ang's partners, so Xia Enxing chose to return home overnight, taking his two children with him.

Xia Liuguang and Zhu Xi'an.

Before taking off, Song Ni and others came to see the plane off. A group of people were chatting in the plane, and the two children's voices were the loudest.

Xia Enxing was lying on the private jet applying a facial mask, and Zhu Xi'an came in with her calves, "Oh my god! It turns out you are really my mommy!"

After saying this, Zhu Xi'an rushed to Xia Liuguang again, "Then you are my brother! I am so happy!"

Having said this, the little girl circled back and forth between the two of them. Beside her, Gacket was lying on her stomach, lazily looking at her new little master. Her tail was wagging gently, and it seemed that she was in a good mood.

Xia Liuguang was rather stubborn, but his expression turned ugly, "Who wants to be your brother?"

"Is it okay if I call you Brother Liuguang from now on?"

Zhu Xi'an went over to take care of Xia Liuguang's hand. She was so frightened that Xia Liuguang was electrocuted, "What are you doing! Don't you know whether men and women are intimate or not?"

"You are my brother!"

Zhu Xian said, "We are brother and sister. I have a brother! I have a brother!"

She didn't know the whole story about Ji Ying, so she naively thought that she was the child of Xia Enxing and Ji Ying. Regarding this issue, Xia Enxing did not choose to let Zhu Xi'an know that her father was a social scum, so he deliberately avoided it when taking her home. He said, "Yes, you can call him brother."

"Mummy!"

Xia Liuguang glanced at Xia Enxing aggrievedly, "I don't want to be called brother."

"..." Xia Enxing was stunned, "Why, Zhu Xi'an is your sister, both seniority and age are correct."

Isn’t it about blood? ! !

Xia Liuguang turned away, "I feel... twisted."

Oh, this guy doesn't think of her as his little girlfriend.

At a young age, I started thinking about the future.

Xia Enxing was happy. As if she had figured something out, she beckoned Zhu Xi'an over, "Baby, come here."

"Come on, Mommy!" Zhu Xi'an jumped up to Xia Enxing and said with a crooked smile, "What's the matter, Mommy?"

"I have something serious to tell you. Liu Guang is not your biological brother."

The smile on Zhu Xi'an's face froze.

"You are indeed my biological child, my biological daughter."

Xia Enxing touched her face tenderly and said softly, "But Liu Guang is not. I adopted Liu Guang. You can call him Brother Liu Guang, but you must be clear that he is not my biological child and has no blood relationship with us."

Xiao Ang murmured to the side, "Calculate carefully, I might have..."

Xia Liuguang glared at him, "You want to be beautiful!"

Xiao Ang scolded him, "Who do you think your smart brain comes from? When J arrested us and we escaped, I was also forced to be locked up there and used as an experimental subject..."

This is how hyperamnesia is stimulated.

And Xia Liuguang also possesses this... powerful and painful gene.

Zhu Xi'an looked at them curiously, "What is hyperamnesia? And the experimental subjects are..."

These words vaguely seem to have been heard somewhere...

Xia Enxing turned her chubby little face back, "And about you, honey, Ji Ying is not your father, he also adopted you. As for you, it can be understood that it is just like I adopted Liu Guang. "

When Zhu Xi'an was mentioned about her father, tears welled up in her eyes. After all, she was young and ignorant and had witnessed her father's change of face and betrayal, and she simply could not bear it or understand it.

What a shame for the child.

Xia Enxing wiped away her tears distressedly, "It's okay, he raised you up, Zhu Xi'an, I won't change your name for you, the name he gave you is very good."

Zhu Xi'an, Zhu Xi'an, is a good name.

"From now on, you just follow me. I am your mommy and I will protect you with everything I have. Liu Guang will be your brother, Xiao Ang is his master, and he will naturally protect you. An Moli is Xia Liu Guang. Your godmother will also be your godmother in the future. She gives you a lot of red envelopes during the Chinese New Year!"

Xia Enxing hugged her into his arms.

I heard the little girl's muffled voice, "Then who is my real father, Mommy."

"..." Xia Enxing raised his head, looked at the top, blinked his eyes, as if tears were about to flow down again.

She smiled and sniffed, "Lu Cangye, that scumbag."

"Oh, handsome uncle."

Zhu Xi'an said, "Mommy, if you say he is a scumbag, then next time you see Daddy, I will help you step on his shoes!"

Xia Enxing smiled until his eyes turned red.

"it is good."

Zhu Xi'an raised her head and looked at her mother's face seriously for the first time. After a while, she pursed her lips and said cautiously and expectantly, "Mommy, can you give me a pop!"

Xia Liuguang shouted loudly, and Xiao Ang next to him also shouted loudly!

Xia Enxing kissed her daughter, feeling sour and warm in her heart. Previously, she was worried that Zhu Xi'an wouldn't adapt, but she didn't expect that she would be willing to accept him to raise her.

It's great that Lu Cangye, this daughter, has returned to my world again.

Xia Enxing touched Zhu Xi'an's face and said, "I won't let you be wronged again."

Xia Liuguang watched quietly and suddenly laughed.

It's so nice to have my own real family.

After a while, Zhu Xi'an suddenly asked, "By the way, Mommy, why do you say my name is nice?"

"Your name has a very good meaning when taken apart."

Xia Enxing said, "Look, blessing, treasure, peace, what a good name, a name for everything going well."

"What about Liu Guang?"

Zhu Xi'an looked back at Xia Liuguang and saw the shock on his face.

The little girl smiled slyly and deliberately asked Xia Enxing, "Where's Brother Liuguang's name?"

Xia Liuguang remembered his first confrontation with Lu Cangye. Bare teeth and claws, bloody and bloody.

At that time he said, my name is Xia Liuguang, the streamer of lightning.

The human heart is like lightning, changing rapidly, cannot be looked directly at, cannot be retained.

But now.

Xia Liuguang heard Xia Enxing say——

"His name is Xia Liuguang, Liuguang Brilliant Liuguang."