You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

My name is Zhu Tan, and I am a college student.

Now I am in the hospital, sitting in front of the gynecology clinic, watching the people coming and going. I stare at the broken mobile phone screen in a daze, waiting for the screen on the wall to announce the number.

I have a medical record book in my hand. There are several sheets in it, which are the pregnancy test and uterine B-ultrasound report that I took in the morning. When it was my turn, I handed these lists to the doctor.

The doctor took the test report, raised his head and glanced at me, looking at the two scornful lights reflected behind the thick lenses that looked like they hadn't been wiped for a long time, "Are you an adult? You're pregnant."

I said, "I'm an adult." The age was clearly on the report card.

She started writing, and as she was writing, she asked, "Do you plan to have a baby?"

Isn’t this nonsense? I said, “No.”

"Medical abortion or human abortion?"

"Let's have an abortion."

"Okay, I'll make an appointment for you directly. Come over at two o'clock the day after tomorrow. Remember not to eat or drink after ten o'clock." The doctor signed the order and clicked a few times on the computer, "Go and pay."

I looked at the medical insurance card in my hand and said carefully, "How much does it cost to have an abortion?"

The doctor raised his head and looked at me again, looked at me a few times, and said in a sinister tone, "Don't you know it after you hand it in?"

I didn't say anything, stood up and went outside to pay. I heard her chatting with the next aunt who was watching menopause inside, "Little girls nowadays get pregnant at a young age."

"Ouch, that's too much, you've done something wrong."

"If you don't have a boyfriend to accompany you, you may not know what kind of chaos it will be."

I pretended I didn't hear anything and stood in line to pay. When it came to me, I looked at the price and it was one thousand eighty.

I took out my wallet and paid in cash. I took a taxi home and it was 1,800 yuan. I was poor and it was impossible for me to pay this money alone. I felt it was necessary to ask the child's bastard father to get it back.

The car stopped at the entrance of a high-end villa complex. The people living here are either rich or noble. I have lived here for almost a year. Occasionally, some dogs take advantage of others and feel that they are also people in it. But in fact, I am just being raised. Just live here.

People's vanity is really scary sometimes. When I saw the driver's changing eyes on me, I actually felt a little relieved.

When I got home, Li Min was having a video conference with others in the living room. I didn't expect him to be there. He is usually at the company or school during the day. He glanced sideways at me from the corner of his eye and said, "Come here and make me lunch."

I put down my bag and went to the living room to cook. While chopping vegetables, Li Min said again, "By the way, tidy up my room. Remember to wash the clothes and tidy up Rocco's nest."

Rocco is the green iguana raised by Li Min. He does not raise dogs or cats. He raises lizards, snakes, and cold reptiles. He is cold-blooded like others. The price is no cheaper than expensive dogs.

Even more expensive than my overnight stay.

I continued to chop vegetables without saying anything. Outside, Li Min threw the ashtray, "Squeak! Are you mute?!"

My hand shook, and the knife cut directly on my finger, and bright red blood flowed out. I frowned and said, "I heard it."

Half an hour later, I cleared a space in front of Li Min's table and made him three dishes and one soup. He stood up from the computer. Danfeng narrowed his eyes, stared at the wound on my hand and said, "Is it hurt?" "

I hid my hands behind my back, pretending to be nervous and said, "...No."

"When did you get hurt?"

"Cut, when chopping vegetables..."

"Ha." Li Min seemed to sneer, turned off the computer, kicked the chair next to him, and the chair fell directly to the ground. I was startled, looked up at him, and saw him frowning in disgust, "You're cooking for me when your hand is injured? Don't you know you're dirty? Do you want to disgust me?"

After speaking, he stood up directly. He was very tall, 1.85 meters tall, and was wearing a white shirt. I've seen this brand before. Mary's customer Quan Ge likes this brand. His shirt was stretched tight by his fat body. He laughed and said a string of non-standard English words in a loud voice, saying "limited edition". When he did it, the button on his stomach shook slightly from his strength.

However, Li Min looked quite like a model in this shirt. He squinted his eyes carefully and grabbed the car keys with a trident on the table, "Get out, I'm going out to eat."

No matter how bad it is, I'll just get out.

I got out of the way, but before he left, I had to do something first, so I called him, "Li Min!"

Li Min turned to look at me. I rarely call him by his full name. More often than not, I lower my head and call him Mr. Li. He likes to see me disobeying him but not being able to kill him.

His eyebrows skipped a beat, and he looked at me with an expression that said you better not mess with me, "What are you doing?"

I walked to the sofa, picked up my bag, took out the test form from the bag, and said, "Give me the money, I'm pregnant."

The expression on Li Min's face seemed to be blank for a few seconds. Those few seconds made me feel a little funny. Then he came back to his senses, immediately put on a mocking face, and looked at me with his lips curled up, "Huh? Then I have to make sure this child is mine, right?"

I was so angry that my hands were shaking a little and I didn't say anything.

Li Min smiled again, "You came from the bar and just followed me. How do I know you don't have any other men outside? If you were any other bastard, I would have received a good guy card in vain."

I raised my head and smiled at him, "You don't have one thousand and eighty dollars, why are you a prostitute? You are a poor grandson."

Li Min slapped me in the face. It was very loud and painful. I covered my face. He crumpled the test sheet into a ball, took out a wad of money from his wallet and threw it at my face. I guessed it was more than one thousand and eighty yuan. "People are cheap, and so are children."

I squatted on the ground to pick up the money, and my cheeks hurt, but I said cheerfully to him, "No matter how cheap it is, there are people who will buy it. Thank you, I will use the extra money to support my health."

Li Min looked at me condescendingly, "Zhu Tan, you really have no principles."

I collected the money into a thick stack, flicked it skillfully, and put it into my wallet. My hands were shaking a little. I tried to appear indifferent and smiled with squinted eyes. "You've been supporting me for a year. I have no principles." It’s not a day or two. If you don’t like it, just leave. If you don’t have money, I won’t come to you. Who do you think you are?”

Li Min didn't say anything, he just opened the door and left. To be honest, I originally thought he would be furious, but I didn't expect that he just pretended not to hear, which made me a little hard to relieve my anger.

I also want to see him furious.

Forget it, anyway, he is either furious or on the way to being furious every day. I know very well that what I say can hurt his heart, so I almost always annoy him.

I took my phone and sent a text message to Mary, looking at my broken screen, which was also caused by Li Min getting angry the previous time. I said, come with me to have an abortion the day after tomorrow.

Mary came back and said, I will be with Brother Quan the day after tomorrow and I am not free.

I thought again of Brother Quan's appearance in that white shirt, like a tightly wrapped pig.

It is true that people compare to each other. In comparison, I look extremely lucky to be taken care of by Li Min. Li Min gave me a lot of money, and the extra money could redeem me countless times. This is why I am willing to stay with him.

After all, Mr. Li is famous in his circle, and sleeping with him is really not something that anyone can do.