You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

The word "jealousy" was originally spoken by Xia Enxing in an understatement, but it caused an uproar in Lu Cangye's heart. His instinct was to deny it, and he denied it very quickly, "Xia Enxing, you think too highly of yourself, right? I will because of that." Are you jealous?"

Xia Enxing was not angry at all, and looked at Lu Cangye indifferently, "It's just your own behavior that shows this. Otherwise, even if Andrew Xiu and I remarry, it has nothing to do with you, right?"

Lu Cangye almost caught his breath, anger overflowed from his heart. He didn't know how to keep the woman in front of him. It seemed that no matter what he did, he would only push her further and further away.

"But even if you are really jealous, it doesn't make sense to me."

Xia Enxing looked at Lu Cangye expressionlessly and said softly, "I've passed that time long ago, Lu Cangye. Even if you are jealous now, I won't be the least bit flattered."

Lu Cangye's heartbeat accelerated instantly.

After saying this, another black car stopped next to his car. Xia Enxing stepped forward to open the rear door of the car, but was stopped by Lu Cangye, "Do you have to do this, Xia Enxing?"

Xia Enxing didn't say anything. His profile looked so beautiful and peaceful, but behind this gentleness, there was a desperate determination.

"Can't you see that I came to you today to have a good chat with you about the past?"

Lu Cangye discovered Xia Enxing's intention to leave, and didn't understand who drove this black car. After all, the man in the driver's seat was wearing a black hat and a black mask, and he was covered in black clothes. , covered tightly.

This uneasy feeling of being unable to figure out who the other person is will push him into the abyss of losing control.

"You want to talk to me, why should I follow you?"

Xia Enxing gave Lu Cangye a funny look. The panic on his face was so obvious, Lu Cangye, Lu Cangye, would you have shown such an expression in the past?

When I started not loving you anymore, you started to panic.

Xia Enxing shook his head and said, "To be honest, I find your entanglement very annoying."

very annoying.

Lu Cangye's chest felt as if someone had opened a big hole. The cool wind blew through his chest, and the tingling sensation spread from his chest to his whole body.

Since when had she hated his existence so much?

Lu Cangye's voice was a little hoarse, "Xia Enxing, how can you say that? Since you remember the past, you shouldn't also remember when you--"

At first...

"...Do you love me the most?"

Lu Cangye actually trembled a little when he said these words. There were still times when he was so scared.

Hearing this, a slight pain passed through Xia Enxing's heart, but she didn't feel uncomfortable, she only felt happy.

It's so pleasurable, Lu Cangye, the pain of being counterattacked by a blunt knife delayed by emotions is so pleasurable.

She raised her lips and smiled, "You also know that was the beginning."

"I don't love now."

Xia Enxing was originally smiling, but his smile quickly turned cold, and together with his voice, he said, "You can't use the past to kidnap me, Lu Cangye, I will give up whatever you threaten me with."

A feeling of suffocation rose up in the man's throat, and he said, "But there was something fishy behind our relationship. Don't you want to talk to me about it?"

"You just now know there's something fishy?"

Xia Enxing pretended to be surprised, covered her mouth, and said mockingly, "The strangeness has always existed, but I never mentioned it to you."

At that moment, it was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart. Lu Cangye's face turned even paler. He couldn't believe his ears, "You should have known about our marriage..."

"Yes." Xia Enxing said without hesitation, "You and I were both drugged, so we had a relationship, and you had to marry me. What do you think? Are you satisfied?"

"You knew this earlier but didn't tell me?"

Lu Cangye stepped forward and tried to grab Xia Enxing's collar, "You clearly know why you didn't tell me - are you happy that I hate you like this?"

"I already hate you, why do you still care about these innocent things?"

At this second, the smile on Xia Enxing's face was full of self-destruction. It seemed that as long as she could make Lu Cangye suffer backlash, she would not hesitate to be covered in bruises. "After I regain my memory, I don't want to tell you the truth. How can you know the truth?"

"I want you to be locked up in your mistakes for the rest of your life, without being punished or judged for the rest of your life."

Xia Enxing took the initiative to get closer to Lu Cangye, lowered his voice, and said ambiguously, "Lu Cangye, you know, the sad thing is not to be judged, the sad thing is that no one will judge you. All the mistakes and sins you committed will be imprisoned. Outside the wall of truth, you will always live in uninformed and self-righteous justice."

Lu Cangye felt like the blood in his body was flowing backwards.

The clear and irresistible pain made his eyes turn red.

The man's breathing was rapid, "So what you want to express is that when you married me... you were also a victim?"

She wasn't playing tricks, she was also the one who was drugged.

But she remained silent, bearing Lu Cangye's hatred.

"Did you start planning five years ago?"

Lu Cangye asked desperately, "I know I may have misunderstood you at the beginning, but Xia Enxing, can you really endure being misunderstood by me and watching me treat you like this for so many years!"

"From the second you started disregarding my innocence and self-proof."

Xia Enxing's pupils reflected a cold luster. If she had a knife in her hand, she could plunge it into Lu Cangye's chest without hesitation at this moment. She said, "From the moment you hated me, Lu Cangye Cang Ye, I have decided to bear your slander and misunderstanding. I will live up to the image of a sinner in your eyes. I will give up struggle and resistance. The longer I delay, I will cherish the mistakes you have made until It’s lush and leafy—”

Lu Cang trembled faintly at night.

"I should have told you more than once that I am innocent." Xia Enxing looked at him motionless, "You just don't believe it, Lu Cangye. You only have Xia Ruliu in your heart. No matter what I say, you won't believe it. Then why should I prove myself? It’s better to prove the crime.”

I'll fulfill your misunderstanding.

Instead of proving myself, I destroy myself.

"Why would you..."

"So?" Xia Enxing spread her hands, as if it didn't hurt her to be misunderstood by the person she once loved most for so many years. She said, "You know you have misunderstood me now, so what? You want to talk to me? What? Lu Cangye, I no longer care about your awakening."

Maybe Xia Enxing has been holding a breath in his throat all these years, waiting for the day he dies.

She gritted her teeth and fought against Lu Cangye's hatred. She personally put herself at the lowest position and was still trampled by him. She pervertedly and twistedly shattered all her dignity with her own hands, just for the sake of one day - this thing called emotion. , the sharp knife could stab Lu Cangye back into the chest like a boomerang.

In a thousand times more ways.

"This is the way I love you." Xia Enxing's red lips opened slightly, as if she was confessing, but the words she said were indeed bloody.

For so many days and nights, she endured criticism, was doubted and hurt by the people she loved, and the malice of fate drove her to the cliff, so she chose to jump off.

She had been sick for a long time, Lu Cangye, and his hatred had eroded her long ago.

For some reason, Lu Cangye felt a bone-chilling coldness in his body. What else was Xia Enxing hiding from him? How much truth did Xia Enxing know, and she was waiting for him to hurt her with tears in her eyes without saying a word?

You obviously love me so much, how could it...become like this, Xia Enxing.

When I hold you tightly, it's like I'm holding a knife. The tighter I hold you, the more bloody your flesh becomes!

"This is the way I love you." Xia Enxing repeated, "I will keep your sins up until you, and there will never be peace."

After saying this, Xia Enxing closed his eyes and opened them again, turned around and left quickly. After closing the car door, only Lu Cangye's dazed and painful face was left outside the car window.

The man driving the car stepped on the accelerator and sped away with her. Lu Cangye could only watch, unable to do anything.

The words "I'm sorry" stuck in my throat, but it seemed like there was a ball of cotton stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say anything.

Xia Enxing, if I say now that I know you drugged me by mistake, is it still... too late?

Lu Cangye stood at the intersection. After being left behind by Xia Enxing, the man's eyes gradually turned red.

The hand hanging by his side slowly tightened, and the breeze blew by, blowing away the trembling murmur of someone who didn't know who it was.

"I obviously... don't feel sorry for you at all..."

But, Xia Enxing.

My heart hurts so much.

******

Xia Enxing sat in the back seat of the car, closing her eyes and concentrating. The man driving in front of her said jokingly to her, "What did Lu Cangye want to do with you just now?"

"So nosy?"

Xia Enxing opened his eyes, calmed down his mood, and looked at the man in front of him, "Xiao Ang, you should be a paparazzi."

"Haha." Xiao Ang turned the steering wheel, "I just think it's rare that Lu Cangye would come to you in person."

Xia Enxing pinched his eyebrows and said, "I'm a little surprised too."

"I thought if he didn't come this month, he had given up on you completely." Xiao Ang clicked his tongue twice, "I can't believe it, Xia Enxing. When you don't love him, he turns to you."

"is it?"

Xia Enxing took out his phone and glanced at the message, "It's not a good thing to be tricked by Lu Cangye."

"If it were you five years ago, you would be very happy, right?"

"Maybe it is."

Xia Enxing actually didn't deny it.

She is not afraid of her humble and ugly self, she acknowledges her, accepts her, and integrates her.

"But, will things turn around?"

Xia Enxing narrowed her eyes slightly, and a certain coquettish emotion flashed through her eyes, which was extremely cold. She said, "Emotions are like blunt knives with a delay."

After saying that, seeing Xiao Ang's silence, Xia Enxing said again, "You can send me directly to the company. My colleagues should be waiting there."

"Okay." Xiao Ang said, "I really didn't expect you to be able to open this company, Xia Enxing, Lu Cangye will definitely be surprised when you find out."

"He should be surprised."

Xia Enxing chatted with Xiao Ang all the way to the door of the company. After parking the car, she walked out the door. A security guard came up and opened the door and said respectfully to her, "Hello, Mr. Xia."

Xia Enxing smiled slightly, with an air of calmness. The woman straightened her back and walked forward, nodding, "Thank you."

The security guard lowered his head and said, "Mr. Xia, you're welcome."

These conversations and scenes seemed to only happen to men like Lu Cangye in the past.

But now, Xia Enxing is on an equal footing with them.

All the way into the innermost office, various cheering sounds came from inside, "Sister Xingxing, you are finally here! We miss you so much!"

"That's right! You had a car accident and scared us all!"