You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

Hearing Xia Xingyun's slightly hoarse voice, Xia Enxing glanced at him a few more times, "What do you want to express?"

"It's not that Lu Cangye has no feelings for you."

Xia Xingyun said straight to the point, "Don't you realize it yet?"

When these words came out of someone else's mouth, Xia Enxing was stunned for a moment.

She was stunned for a moment, then came to her senses. She felt a strange feeling in her heart for some reason, "So? Even if Lu Cangye doesn't have no feelings for me, then... what can be changed?"

Haven't you suffered enough from Lu Cangye?

Is it possible that I will be so moved that I hit the wall again?

Xia Enxing shook his head, "I have no feelings for Lu Cangye anymore."

As soon as these words came out, something dark seemed to pass through Xia Xingyun's eyes. He leaned down and got closer to Xia Enxing. Xia Enxing could feel the air flow brought by his breath, and the woman's head tilted back slightly. Yang, as if avoiding him, "Why are you so concerned about what happened between me and Lu Cangye? After all, I have given up my position to your real sister Xia Ruliu, don't worry. As for why Lu Cangye is now If you don’t marry her, it has nothing to do with me.”

"It doesn't matter who said it."

Xia Xingyun's suddenly lowered voice brought a strong sense of oppression. He looked at Xia Enxing's face unfathomably and asked, "When did you and Lu Cangye know each other?"

A picture flashed through Xia Enxing's mind, but what the woman said was, "High school."

Xia Xingyun chuckled, "Move forward."

Xia Enxing pursed her lips.

"Don't want to say it? I'll say it for you."

Xia Xingyun's eyes shone with a strange luster, "Xia Enxing, it was you who saved Lu Cangye in the original kidnapping case."

Xia Enxing's face turned pale!

"The Lu family did not arrive in time after Lu Cangye was rescued. You two almost died there. It was you who dragged the unconscious Lu Cangye to the foot of the mountain and was rescued. You and Lu Cangye were together later. After living in the orphanage for a while, the Lu family finally found Lu Cangye’s trace a month later and sent someone to pick him up in the orphanage. The two of you were completely separated."

When Xia Xingyun told Xia Enxing's story, he could remember so many details clearly, as if he had experienced the exact same plot again, "Xia Enxing, why won't Lu Cangye recognize you when he grows up?"

Xia Xingyun stretched out his palm and put it on Xia Enxing's face, seeming to compare her when she was a child with her when she grew up, and murmured, "Is it because you never told Lu Cangye your real name at that time?"

At that moment, all the memories came flooding back, and Xia Enxing's eyes slowly turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, as if there were many words stuck in his mouth but he couldn't say them out in the end.

*

"Your name is Lu Cangye?"

--"And you?"

"I'm embarrassed to say my name. I'll tell you when we get to know each other better."

*

"I remembered, 'Lu' is a very famous surname... You can't be the young master of the Lu family!"

——“…”

"What is the life of a rich family like? Can you tell me about it?"

——"That's it."

"I envy you so much. You must have had a lot of love since you were born, right? I don't even know what my parents look like."

——"Were you born in an orphanage?"

"The mother-in-law, the dean, said that I was left at the entrance of the orphanage since I was born. I grew up in the orphanage. That's why I brought you back. This is my home."

——“…”

*

"Lu Cangye, why haven't your family come to pick you up yet? They don't think you are dead."

——"...Maybe."

"It's so sad that such an important family member misunderstood that you died."

——"There is nothing to be sad about." They would rather choose money than their son in the kidnapping case.

"It doesn't matter. It really doesn't work. Just live here with me. Treat this as your home."

——“…”

"Why don't you speak?"

--"……Home."

"Yes, the orphanage is my home. If they can't find you, you won't be able to go back to the days of prosperity and wealth. You will have to live in this home."

——"I don't care about the glory and wealth."

"Why? We are still so young, we can make a lot of money in the future."

——"There are many things in this world that cannot be exchanged for money."

"It's so profound, Lu Cangye, I can't understand your words now, I hope I can understand them in the future."

——"No, I hope you will never understand it in your life."

That at least means that you will never be given up in your choice in your life.

*

Suddenly waking up from the memories, the young child's face gradually disappeared. Xia Enxing felt some moist liquid on her face sliding down her cheeks, and then she realized that she was crying.

It's obvious that my heart has become so hard, Lu Cangye, but when I see you and me in the past, why can't I help crying.

Do the tears mean that we once had... childhood sweethearts?

"You probably haven't told anyone about this past."

Xia Xingyun's hand touching her face changed its movements, and his broad palm pinched Xia Enxing's face. His thumb slowly wiped away the tears she shed.

Her face was so small that he could cover it with one hand.

"You always look like you have broken with your old self."

Xia Enxing is so beautiful and arrogant now, like a thorny and wet rose. No matter how notorious she is, which man in this circle has no suspicion of her?

"But back then."

Xia Xingyun said, "You were brought back from the orphanage. I watched you grow up little by little, Xia Enxing."

From the moment the girl was led into the Xia family's door, Xia Xingyun noticed Xia Enxing's stubborn and broken eyes. She was very young at that time, and there were tears in her eyes but they did not fall.

Xia Xingyun and Xia Ruliu stepped forward and laughed at her. She was an ugly duckling and would not turn into a white swan even if she came back.

"It's no wonder Lu Cangye can't remember you."

Xia Xingyun's face showed some sarcasm for some reason, "After you came back, you had low self-esteem and were weak. You didn't dare to tell anyone and you didn't dare to greet Lu Cangye. You were an illegitimate daughter. You were afraid that if you went to find him, you would give He brings trouble, and you are also afraid that he will think that you are having a relationship with him, and your heart will be cold. You don’t know what he will be like after separation, and you don’t know if he still remembers you. Xia Enxing, people now only see You are flamboyant, but they don’t know how sensitive and weak you are on the inside.”

Illegitimate daughter, with no status, her biological mother worked as a mistress, a pleaser personality, and fear of being abandoned again. All the rules and regulations imprisoned her soul, and her courage and love became the victims of living.

Xia Enxing was so weak that he didn't dare to acknowledge the person he loved the most and the most important person in front of him.

As a result, Xia Ruliu peeked into her diary, stole all the memories, replaced her position, and stayed with Lu Cangye on her behalf.

Xia Enxing, have you ever hated your own weakness?

The youthful time spent with Lu Cangye was the only warmth and salvation in Xia Enxing's dark life.

When she looks at Lu Cangye now, and thinks of him at that time, will it feel like a lifetime ago?

Xia Enxing's mouth opened, and his words began to tremble slowly, "What's the point of talking about this anymore."

Misplaced fate has long distorted all love and hatred.

"significance."

Xia Xingyun repeated Xia Enxing's words. While saying this, there was a cool night breeze blowing by. The weather has not been very good recently. It rains all the time. Now the moist and cool night breeze always makes Xia Enxing feel that this world is different. A downpour is about to happen.

"Have you never thought about letting Lu Cangye know everything? I think his expression will be wonderful." Xia Xingyun said, "He treats you so badly, haven't you ever thought about fighting back?"

She took a deep breath, "Even if I go to Lu Cangye now and grab his collar and tell him that I saved him in the first place, I won't be happy at all."

Originally, I wanted to see Lu Cangye's shocked and painful expression after learning the truth, and wanted to use this method to retaliate against him in exchange for happiness, but now seeing him choose to escape the truth again and again, Xia Enxing only felt chilled.

He didn't deserve to know the truth.

"I no longer want to worry about whether he regrets it or knows the truth."

Xia Enxing shook his head while saying this, "I just want to move forward."

At the same time, subtle footsteps came from outside the garden.

Just as Xia Enxing was about to leave, Xia Xingyun, who was holding his face, seemed to have a flash of depth in his eyes. The next second the man smiled softly, "Really? Do you really not want to retaliate against him, or do you mean -"

Why can't he use others as coldly and calmly as Lu Cangye?

Xia Xingyun bent down and pressed forward. Immediately afterwards, Xia Enxing felt that his lips seemed to have touched something——

do not.

No - alarm bells went off in his brain, and all the hair on Xia Enxing's body stood up. The tips of their noses collided with each other, and even their breathing was intertwined. Xia Enxing was so stiff that he couldn't move at that second. When she came to her senses, she pushed the man in front of her away, covered her lips with her hand and shouted, "Xia Xingyun, are you crazy!"

Xia Xingyun just smiled, and while laughing, a few cold raindrops fell from the sky.

The garden is open air, and it looks like it's going to rain.

There was a sound of footsteps not far away. Xia Enxing and Xia Xingyun looked up at the same time and found someone standing on the path at the entrance of the outdoor garden. His tall figure was straight and steady. However, at this moment, the man's face was not as still as before. Sensual and cynical, panicked to the point of leaving only shock and anger.

Lu Cangye...

When did he——

Xia Enxing's mind was in a state of confusion and she didn't know which problem to solve first, but Lu Cangye didn't seem to need her to solve it. When she finally woke up, Lu Cangye had strode directly to Xia Xingyun's door with a murderous look on his face. In front of him, black hair and black eyes were cold and sharp, and his eyes were as fishy as a knife that had killed someone. He threw off his coat and punched Xia Xingyun in the face!

Xia Enxing exclaimed again, "Lu Cangye, what are you doing-"

Xia Xingyun didn't hide. Lu Cangye grabbed Xia Xingyun's collar and pushed him directly against the flower stand nearby. His teeth chattered and he tasted blood in his mouth. He spoke every word with red eyes, "Xia Xingyun What do you mean!"