You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

When this question was asked, the answer was already in Lu Cangye's heart.

Maybe everything was so obvious, but he was so timid that he wanted to get an answer from Xia Enxing, but he didn't dare to face it.

Xia Enxing raised her head and stirred up the sound of water. Her voice was mixed with the sound of rushing, as if it came from the other side of the world, ethereal and crisp. She said, "What do you want to hear me say, Lu Cangye? Do you want to hear what I say?" , or not?”

Lu Cangye's heart was beating wildly. He frowned with pain on his brows, "So... I have always admitted that I was wrong, right?"

He mistook that little girl back then for Xia Ruliu, and ignored the person who really paid for him...

The belated pain was like a dull, rusty knife, constantly grinding back and forth on his heart. Lu Cangye would rather someone came to give him a quick and immediate pleasure, rather than living like this now, which was worse than death.

Even though Xia Enxing was right in front of him, he no longer dared to reach out and hug her.

Why……

Xia Enxing took a deep breath. The temperature in the pool was obviously enough, but she still felt cold for some reason.

"Back then...back then in the orphanage——"

"You don't need to talk any more."

It seemed that he heard some keywords that triggered the deepest memories in Xia Enxing's heart, "Just think that the two of us in the orphanage no longer exist."

does not exist.

There was another thunder outside the window, and the explosion caused Lu Cangye's mind to go blank. He was trembling faintly all over. The belated truth finally broke out, uprooting all the painful memories and slapped him in the face. The man shook his head, "Xia Enxing, it's you..."

The tattoo on her back is also because... she saved him and left a scar, so she wanted to cover it up...

"Why didn't you say it then?"

Lu Cangye held Xia Enxing down with his eyes scarlet red, "You saved me. Why didn't you tell me when I mistakenly thought it was Xia Ruliu!"

"Xia Enxing, you clearly know that I am looking for you! I am looking for the girl who saved me!"

Lu Cangye was extremely flustered. For some reason, a feeling of losing something spread in his heart. He could only say in vain, "Xia Enxing, are you seeing my joke? Why don't you tell me clearly - I I’ve been looking for you——”

"Didn't you find it?"

Xia Enxing smiled sarcastically, "You have found your Xia Ruliu. If that's the case, why don't you recognize her for the rest of your life?"

At that moment, Lu Cangye was speechless.

Feelings have their own blunt swords, and now, this blunt sword was in the shape of a boomerang, stabbing into his chest accurately.

It is Xia Enxing, and it has always been Xia Enxing.

The person who saved him was Xia Enxing, the childhood sweetheart in the orphanage was Xia Enxing, and the one who silently waited for him to look back was Xia Enxing.

But what did he do? Not only did he fail to recognize her and ruin her feelings, he also humiliated her after the marriage and even chose to abort her child with his own hands!

child……

They once had a daughter...

In the dark, God had put everything he wanted in the palm of his hand, but Lu Cangye never noticed it and smashed these happiness with his own hands.

Xia Enxing... What were you thinking when you became my wife with such sad and desperate love?

When you signed the divorce agreement and severed all ties with me, what images flashed through your mind...?

Later, maybe Xia Enxing didn't want to tell the truth about that year anymore. She watched him and Xia Ruliu become a couple again and again, and witnessed the close relationship between the two of them. Their light was so bright and dazzling, but she was like a girl in the gutter. Everyone shouts to beat the rat...

At that time, Xia Enxing must have been... intimidated.

The truth of that year is like the ashes after the smoke is extinguished, it is blown away. Whose face it was that was covered in dust... no one cared about it for a long time.

Lu Cang was shaking violently at night, as if the end of the world was approaching before his eyes.

What has he done! He actually hurt the little girl who saved him so miserably!

Xia Enxing no longer covered herself. Seeing Lu Cangye's silence, she stood up from the pool and walked out. This time, she was naked, but it was Lu Cangye who was so ashamed.

He looked at her back and the wounds on her back. It was as if cotton had been stuck in his throat for a day, and no sound could come out. He reached out to grab Xia Enxing, but she slapped her away hard!

The woman turned around and went out. There was a clean bathrobe placed outside the bathroom. She wrapped the bathrobe around her body and planned to leave the room.

Lu Cangye's heavy footsteps came from behind, bringing with him uneasiness and anxiety, "Xia Enxing, can you stay and let's have a good chat? There are so many things I need to talk to you about—"

"Nothing to talk about."

Xia Enxing decisively refused.

"Now I know you were the one who saved me. Why didn't you stay and tell me clearly?"

Lu Cangye looked at her with red eyes, "Don't you want to give yourself an explanation?"

"Do not want to."

Xia Enxing said simply, "Lu Cangye, the best explanation I can give myself is to leave you."

"You want to leave me..." Lu Cangye repeated, "You loved me so much in the past, can you let me go now?"

Lu Cangye grabbed Xia Enxing's hand and put it on his chest, "Don't you hate me, Xia Enxing! Don't you want to take revenge on me? Why are you leaving now?"

It turns out that what hurts people more than hatred is... not even being qualified to be hated.

Xia Enxing, I don’t want to look at your numb eyes. I want to see your eyes loving me or hating me, endlessly, intensely to the extreme, not like this...

Ask for nothing from me...

Lu Cangye had always been aloof and could not get anything he wanted, but the appearance of Xia Enxing broke the balance.

This woman's attitude was so low, she was always cooperating with his evil deeds, and she didn't hesitate to become a stepping stone. She gave up everything!

That's why she can feel so... at ease when she leaves.

Xia Enxing pulled her hand out with force, as if her hand was originally on Lu Cangye's chest. When she pulled it out, the flesh and blood were stuck together, causing cramps and bone pulling!

"You ignored me when I loved you."

Xia Enxing breathed heavily when she spoke. She stared at Lu Cangye's face, "Now that I don't love you anymore, you won't fall in love with me, right? Mr. Lu?"

Lu Cangye's face turned pale.

Xia Enxing...why are you the one who is moved first, but also the one who lets go first...

Seeing Lu Cangye's silence, Xia Enxing chuckled to himself.

People who value emotions will never end well.

Lu Cangye, I've suffered this fate.

"I am willing to admit defeat."

Xia Enxing's eyes were so empty, as if Lu Cangye in front of her was not in her sight at all, "Lu Cangye, you remembered wrong, I'll let it go."

"I am the one who saved you. If you ask me if I regret it, if I do it again, I will still choose to save you. Because it is a life. I don't think I will regret it." Xia Enxing's voice pierced Lu Cangye's ears, the man Like being subjected to capital punishment.

Her honesty is so cruel.

"It's like leaving you now. Lu Cangye, I have never regretted saving you or leaving you."

Xia Enxing raised his eyes, looked at him, and actually smiled.

"I also hope you don't regret it."

Lu Cangye's pupils suddenly tightened!

After Xia Enxing finished speaking, he walked towards the door without mercy in a white bathrobe. When he opened the door, he met a pair of familiar green eyes.

……build? !

Xia Enxing was slightly surprised, but Xiu took a breath, "Fortunately, I just thought you might have gone to the wrong room, so I came to Lao Lu's room to look for you..."

Xiu's eyes flashed when he saw the bathrobe she was wearing, but he didn't ask any more questions. He just held Xia Enxing in his arms, suppressed all his thoughts, and asked her, "Are you okay?"

Xia Enxing's nose felt sore, "I'm fine."

"That's okay. The new clean clothes I bought for you have arrived. Go to my place and change into them later. There is someone waiting for you down there, Mr. Xia."

Xiu used this joking way to make Xia Enxing relax. After saying this, he glanced inside and found that Lu Cangye, who was chasing after him, looked panicked and nervous.

Xiu frowned and said, "Let's go."

Xia Enxing followed him away obediently.

"Don't go."

Lu Cangye's voice came from behind.

Cold, yet faintly trembling.

"Xia Enxing, I said don't leave."

Xia Enxing didn't listen.

Lu Cangye's voice behind him has long lost its coldness at the beginning, and his panic can already be heard in the final tone, "I said don't leave, Xia Enxing..."

I just recognized you... obviously...

"Who allowed you to leave, Xia Enxing!"

Lu Cangye yelled, "Can you just walk away after you dump the truth on me? You have watched me live in lies for so many years, are you punishing me?"

Lu Cangye felt heartbroken and could not accept that Xia Enxing left his good brother in front of his eyes.

Originally, the position next to her belonged to him and belonged only to him.

"Xia Enxing, I can accept any kind of punishment. Don't leave me!"

At the end, words lost their power. Lu Cangye was like an abandoned child, running away in a hurry on a rainy night. He was pitiful and hateful, "I admit that I have feelings for you, Xia Enxing, you can forgive me for whatever you want me to do." I?"

Xia Enxing turned a deaf ear.

Xiu on the other hand was afraid that she would be soft-hearted, so he subconsciously held her hand to give her strength. Xia Enxing did not refuse. Xiu took a deep breath and changed the hand-holding posture to interlocking fingers.

Lu Cangye's sky fell.

"Xia Enxing!"

When the three words were shouted out, the syllables were actually trembling, "Who allows you - I don't allow it, don't leave..."

"Don't go-"

"Don't be with Xiu, don't retaliate against me like this..."

"I beg you..."

But Xiu took Xia Enxing and left, and she didn't look back.

There was a hint of crying in Lu Cangye's voice until Xia Enxing's figure completely disappeared.

It's the same feeling as being abandoned in a kidnapping.

This time, no one came to save him.

Lu Cangye was so cold and noble, he didn't care about the life or death of everyone in the world, and he wasn't afraid of losing everything.

His heart was as hard as a stone.

But Xia Enxing pried him away forcefully.

"Who allowed you..." He stood there, feeling some cool liquid fall on his face.

Hello, Xia Enxing.

Look back.

Look back at me.

"Who allowed you to leave me alone...in your memories..."