Fall in love with your enemy

Continuing from the last time, William suddenly called so many people to block the door. I think I can’t leave this house without an answer today, or, even if I leave, I will leave sideways.

I turned around and looked at William again. He seemed to find this scene very interesting. He kept laughing. Nanxing squeezed in from the crowd and quietly grabbed my wrist from behind.

"I'll run on the count of three," he whispered.

In fact, it was quite presumptuous to say so. Even though the people behind me were indeed friends with Jiang Yinan and Nanxing, friendship was not as important as life. So I "let down" Nanxing's kindness, turned around and looked at him with a smile, and waved his hand away: "No, you have a more important role to play, so there is no need to waste your time now."

Nanxing rolled his eyes at me, showing great contempt for my behavior of plotting loudly and dragging him into the water without risking my own life. Even William was amused, and his eyes alternated between me and Nanxing.

"Oh - you came back to be an undercover agent for her?" William pointed at the man's nose and said with a smile.

Nan Xing was the toughest person in the whole body, so of course he couldn't accept it. Even if he whispered, he still retorted: "You sold me to the Fu family, what's wrong with me doing this."

"Go out with them, I have my own way." I took a deep breath and said.

"Then you be careful." Nanxing left after saying this, feeling relieved all of a sudden. In fact, he had never been sure and did not dare to look William in the eye again.

The rosewood door creaked shut. I went back and sat on the other end of the sofa. William was still smiling with tears in his smile, muttering, "My son is still alive, my son is still alive..."

I kept silent, just wanting to wait for him to finish his madness. After a while, this grown man covered his face and started crying again. I knew that He He's age didn't match the one in his memory. The real Liang He had died long ago, and He He was just given this name. So he should be happy for the birth of a child, but also cry for the dead one.

Unfortunately, I didn’t cry for long. He suddenly slammed the table and stood up, pointing at me and yelling heartbreakingly: "You knew it a long time ago! You knew it a long time ago, why didn’t you tell me! Why... why do you still hate me so much? What do you want? I have given you everything you wanted over the years! Isn’t it enough to make up for the mistakes I owe you!"

"Uncle San, you also know that it is your fault. Your compensation and contribution are nothing more than time and energy, but what have I lost?"

I didn't look up, but savored the tea in the cup lightly. The Huangshan Maofeng tea smelled like orchid, but it was a pity that in my eyes it was always tainted with the eccentricity of some people, so it was very unpalatable, so I put the cup down.

"You have never stopped oppressing me since I was born. Jiang Yinan told me that you took him in when he was six years old. Nanxing was eight years old, which means you planned this game from me when I was five years old. Your purpose was not against me, but every little thing, every little thing made me bear the consequences. The first one was that my brother Xie, who raised me, passed away, and I was completely thrown into a strange world. The second one was my nearly insane mother and the scars all over my body. The third one was that my father passed away, and I was isolated and helpless with my two younger brothers. Fourth, I broke up with Gao Xinci. Fifth, even Jiang Yinan was lying to me. People say that hatred to the bone is to make the enemy feel the same, that is called revenge. I clearly have so much hatred, why is it so easy for you to say Third Uncle?"

"Why should I be so tolerant and accept everything you have just because you can hurt me? You tried to kill me, and now I am just giving you a taste of your own medicine. What's wrong with that? I am also very disappointed in you. You have never repaid me what you owe me. I am much more pitiful than you."

I emphasized the last few words, and William was stunned and speechless for a moment. After a long time, he lowered his head and smiled as if he finally saw through it, as if he was apologizing or maybe just regretting not discovering it earlier.

"You are really good at pretending. Has anyone ever told you that you are just like your father. When you want to get something, you can pretend to be decent even to the person you hate the most? In the past three years, you have been protecting those two brats, Fu Shuyu and Fu Shucong. It must be tiring, right? You feel helpless, right? Looking around, I am the only helper. That's why you often come to visit. You bring Jiang Yinan back to eat and drink tea. We are like a family, so happy! Now that you have achieved your goal, you can turn your face and not recognize anyone! I have lost my life to you and your daughter. I should have remembered that you are Fu Mingying's daughter. How could I be fooled by you in just a few words!"

"All the struggles for power and gain in the world are always driven by human nature. How can there be peace and tranquility? It's just the preparation before the fight. Third Uncle has reached this stage of being old and immortal, and you still don't understand?"

I suddenly laughed out loud, the excitement that burst through my brain wiped out my thoughts. At that moment, tears welled up in my eyes, and I couldn't use more delicate words to describe the picture I wanted to express.

"Forget it, Third Uncle! You're much better now. Third Aunt really didn't understand until her death! What happened? Why did she become more and more worried after seeing her son? Why did she take psychiatric drugs on time every day, but became more and more crazy day by day? In the end, the first thing to break down was the language system. After you left, she wanted to call for help, but found that she couldn't speak. She could only hang there alone, waiting to die... Hahahahaha, she wouldn't have died anyway, but why did you have to quarrel with her and die..."

William was completely stunned.

He thought there was only one Liang Sen, but Uncle San was so good to me, how could I bear to see him get angry with me just because I lied to him? That was not enough to make him kill me, he would remember it for the rest of his life, what if he ended up like Liang Yun, death would be too light a punishment.

"What do you mean?" William asked in a hoarse voice. Finally, in his world, I broke through his fantasy about me.

Kind, soft-hearted, innocent, I don’t know how these words were attached to me, and why they believed them. If you still keep those useless things when you are in this position, instead of working for your own interests, you are a fool.

I stood up and walked to the sofa where William was. I put my hands on his shoulders and leaned over to whisper in his ear: "Old Fu told me that trusting others is the stupidest thing in the world. Human nature is evil. Sometimes even your biological parents may be a disaster that oppresses you. As a person, you should never be soft-hearted. But Xie Ge also taught me that people must always be worthy of their consciences. I know I can't get over them, so I will do half of it. Deeply love the people I want to love and kill all the people I think hateful. Do you know? Before I took action, it was you who gave me the idea. I will make you lose Liang Yun the same way I lost Xie Ge."

"How could you be so cruel..."

It is hard to imagine that an old man who is almost fifty years old shows such a pitiful and sad expression, and the owner of this expression is William.

I suddenly wondered how many people's lives he had ruined? Chen Changrui and Chen Yining had already seen through their own endings and accepted their fate of not dying well, but William was still so foolish. What did love and happiness have to do with him? He chose a cold-blooded life, and he blamed others for not forgiving his mistakes and giving him an ordinary, peaceful, warm life? He wanted it all, so what good could he get?

"Cruel?" I laughed so hard that I doubled over. "If what I did was wrong, if she was really so innocent and shouldn't have died and couldn't have died, then God shouldn't have helped me accomplish this smoothly. Don't you think this is considered as Heaven and Earth being unkind and treating all things as straw dogs? Isn't it sad? Then go and ask God for mercy!"

"You are the only one who feels sorry for your wife. We are all beasts! We don't have our own thoughts, our own love and hate! I should just watch my brother die. If you apologize, I should forgive you! An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. You owe me this! If you think it's not enough, then I will also tell you my sad story to show you how equal we are!"

"My brother was always weak and sickly. For all those years, he wanted to live, and he endured all kinds of hardships and pains for me. In the end, he relied on medicine to hang on to his life. He was only sixteen years old! How much trouble did he have for you! You poisoned his medicine!"

"Do you know how I felt when I learned that the food I brought to him every day and was so eager to feed him was poison? Do you know how I felt when I tried so hard every day, but I could still feel his voice getting lower and lower, and in the end I could only hear him clearly by putting my mouth close to his? Do you know how I worried every day, and every moment I felt that he was going to die. I suffered day after day. Do you know how I felt when Xie Ge held me and sat me on the bed the day before he died, braiding my hair and persuading me to marry someone else?"

"He confessed to me that he couldn't marry me. I was too young. I didn't know what the word 'marry' meant, but I understood his next sentence. I asked him how long he could stay with me. He told me, maybe a week, maybe just four or five days. Do you know how much I believed in him? I really thought that I could hold him for a long, long time, but the bell rang, that day passed, and I was dragged out of the ward. I really couldn't understand why you were so impatient. Why did you insist on giving him a dose of medicine to kill him when I trusted him so much! What would happen if you gave me those four or five days!"

"Do you know how I felt when I saw the critical illness notices sent out one after another? I even thought, it would be better to just die, there was not a single good spot on his body left after the surgery! And then it became true, he died, I had endured for so many years, I was about to forget about him! Now you tell me, he was murdered? I am a fool who witnessed his death with my own eyes and left him alone for so many years! Tell me, can I not avenge him and myself for being so incompetent at that time?"

"Then come at me, you should come to me for revenge!" William stood up and yelled at the top of his lungs.

I laughed again, laughing at the fact that he would one day realize my powerlessness. If you want to kill someone, you can never do it to himself. Death is not the most painful thing. Living a life worse than death is.

"Why?" I took a step forward, sneering at his patheticness in the face of his anger: "You always say that you want revenge for my father, right? But now my father is dead and my brother is dead too! I can only take revenge on you! Why do you use two different sets of standards to judge things? I want you to feel the same way as I do, and lose something as important as I do. That's called revenge, understand? If you die, I can stab you to death right now, how can I get rid of my hatred!"

William had probably been deceived for too long, and had lived a good life for too long. When the truth was revealed, he was only sad and upset, with tears streaming down his face: "When did you become like this..."

"I didn't become like this, it's the nature of the Fu family. Others may not understand it, but don't you, Uncle San? I am the daughter of Fu Mingying and Zheng Linyang. Tell me, can I be the exception in this hypocritical family? It is said that the Fu family is cruel. Uncle San, please take a good look at me and see if I am qualified to be a member of the Fu family." I approached him and spoke word by word.

Tears blurred my eyes and I wiped them away fiercely. Liang Sen said that I should be happy, so I should keep smiling.

"Uncle San, do you know? Without you, I would not have been able to kill the person you love so easily. You are just like the foolish me back then, personally handing the poisonous medicine to your lover, earnestly letting him drink the poison, which slowly seeped into his internal organs! You are my accomplice."

William seemed to have just come to his senses. He realized that bad people cannot be reformed. He turned around and looked at me with a smirk: "You, are looking for, death."

"You're looking for death? I never said that. You're not even dead yet. It's not enough to make up for the loss if you drag Liang Yun down with me to hell. I dare not die. I cherish my life."

William looked me up and down but couldn't figure out where my confidence came from. I was more used to his crazy look. I frowned and let out a long breath, "I just heard you and Nanxing say that you had already thought of a solution. In this situation, I really don't know how to solve it except for a life-and-death struggle. What do you think?"

"I don't have any solution to the problem, but I have thought of many ways to end the relationship together."

William burst out laughing again, and pointed at me, almost gasping for breath: "Why do you want to die with me?"

"Because Liang Sen is your son."

I pulled the corners of my mouth and used his favorite innocent smile to match his fear. William was dumbfounded countless times that night. I don't know when it started, but his brain seemed to be thrown out. It seems that many of the principles that Lao Fu taught me were not taught to him. He told me that whether it is love or hate, you must be firm, because you can't fully guess whether the other person loves you more or hates you more.

Always putting hatred above love will make your life less happy, but it is the way to save your life. Love, that vague thing, is a luxury. People cannot be blinded by the illusory love. The same goes for family, love, and friendship.

But I did it, perhaps because they killed the only person I loved and didn't hate at all.

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(I'm secretly happy for a moment. I didn't notice it before. Oh my god, I've written more than two million words. I'm almost at the middle and lower part. I can finish this volume as planned and start to wrap it up. I'm so happy just thinking about it. Hehehe! By the way, let me ask in advance, is there anything you guys would like to see in the extra chapters?)