From abandoned baby to CEO

With this agreement, Xiaoqian and Yutong became more active, led by Sun Xue, and their mental outlooks quietly changed.

Sun Xue himself also underwent a great psychological change.

Her mentality became very peaceful, she no longer talked about her illness, and she was able to face death calmly.

Sun Xue warned herself that no matter what happens in the coming days, she must face it with a smile and cherish the moment. Live every day seriously and don't let your life leave too many regrets.

Chemotherapy is proceeding in an orderly manner, but it is still accompanied by pain, fatigue, nausea and various physical discomforts.

She did not deliberately avoid these physical discomforts, but chose to accept them, feel their true existence, and share this feeling.

She had just finished chemotherapy that day, and she asked Xiao Qian with a smile:

"Xiao Qian, what was the pain like after you finished chemotherapy? It felt like an ant was crawling in my body, and then it would stop and bite me from time to time."

"Yes, yes, that's the feeling. Sister, no wonder you are a writer. I have never been able to describe this feeling. Your metaphor is so vivid."

Sun Xuele was happy, "I thought I was the only one who felt this way, but it turns out you do too?"

Yutong on the side added: "When the pain is severe, I feel like someone is secretly pricking you with a needle."

Xiao Qian kept nodding, "Brother Yutong is right, your metaphor is really apt."

The three of them discussed everyone's feelings about pain. After the discussion, they started to discuss the feeling of nausea and fatigue.

Sun Xue found that these feelings are similar, but everyone responds in different ways.

Xiao Qian said: "Every time I feel nauseous, I don't want to eat at all, and suddenly I feel deeply disgusted with all food."

Yutong put forward a different point of view: "When I feel sick, I will imagine the delicious food I have eaten before to relieve this feeling. I especially like eating stinky tofu. Every time I feel sick, I will imagine eating stinky tofu." That feeling."

Xiao Qian looked at Yutong in surprise: "Yutong, your method is interesting. I will try it next time."

Sun Xue also expressed her own opinion, "When I used to feel sick, my thoughts were similar to Xiaoqian's. However, I am different now. Now I will experience the feeling of nausea in my body, and then enjoy eating. Feelings, including the feeling of spitting out food.”

"Sister, your method is very unique! Didn't you expect that you can enjoy this kind of process?" Xiao Qian was very surprised by Sun Xue's opinion.

Sun Xue continued: "I think most of us have a wrong view of our physical discomfort, and we all want to resist it.

But I feel that the more I resist, the stronger this discomfort will become. My thoughts have changed now. I started to learn to experience and accept that feeling, and suddenly I found that the discomfort was relieved a lot. "

"Sister, your point of view is really novel. Is it really that magical?"

Xiaoqian seemed to be very interested in Sun Xue's point of view.

Sun Xue smiled: "It's really amazing. You can't describe the feeling. You have to experience it yourself. Just like I said just now, I felt a little sore after undergoing chemotherapy. At this moment, the feeling was obviously relieved a lot. "

Xiao Qian said happily, "Sister, I feel like I have really learned a lot from you, and your views always make my eyes shine."

Sun Xue blushed, "Xiao Qian, sister is not as good as you said. When I first learned that I had leukemia, I was helpless, panicked, and even resisted."

"However, one day I suddenly had an epiphany, and I began to calm down and re-examine life. I feel that birth, old age, illness and death are real problems that each of us have to face. Now that it is here, negativity and pessimism will only make us fall into more pain. It’s better to face the abyss actively and cherish every day we live. The most important thing is to live in the present.”

"Live in the moment, that's so good!" Yutong listened quietly and nodded as if he had some enlightenment.

"Sister, you are great!"

"Xiao Qian, you are great too. I also see an optimistic side in you."

"Sister, aren't you a writer? I think you can write down your story here to give strength to those suffering from the disease."

"Yes! Sister Sun, I think Xiao Qian's suggestion is very good. Stories written based on her own personal experience are more touching."

Sun Xue suddenly felt that Xiao Qian's suggestion was really good. She wrote down her story and theirs to inspire more people.

Sun Xue began to try to open the computer and record these stories.

She has stopped creating since she fell ill. She also informed the person in charge of the platform that she was ill and could only stop creating for the time being.

Now, she has decided to continue her creation. She doesn’t know what will happen in the future. Maybe she will say goodbye to this world soon.

She wanted to create her last work in the last stage of her life, which could be regarded as a small wish to make up for herself.

Her life became busy again.

Get treatment, create, and get organized.

Creation rekindled her passion for life, and immersing herself in creation made her temporarily forget the physical discomfort caused by the disease.

With an optimistic attitude, an open mind in the face of death, and the effects of drugs and chemotherapy, Sun Xue was surprised to find that her condition was getting better and better.

She obviously felt that her energy was getting more and more abundant. She felt particularly tired after just one hour of creating on the computer.

Now I don’t feel tired even if I create for two hours continuously.

After a routine blood test, the director told Sun Xue that all indicators of her body were improving.

After the first course of treatment, the director gave Sun Xue amazing news, "Sun Xue, the number and proportion of white blood cells in your body will soon be close to normal levels, and the number of platelets has also been greatly improved."

The director smiled and looked at Sun Xue, "You are in a very good mental state now. It is still relatively rare for such a good effect in the first course of treatment in clinical practice."

"Thank you, director."

The director's words were like a shot in the arm, reaching Sun Xue's heart and making her more confident in herself.

"Sun Xue, keep working hard. If you continue like this, you will recover soon!" The director encouraged Sun Xue very enthusiastically.

"Thank you, director, I will continue to work hard!" Sun Xue replied excitedly, clenching her fists.

Sun Xue brought the good news to the ward and encouraged Xiaoqian and Yutong, "Let's work together and we can all walk out of here in good health!"

When Xiao Qian and Yu Tong heard such good news, they were very excited and followed Sun Xue and said loudly: "Come on!"