In the world of Kexue, I want to lie down every day

Matsuda Jinpei rushed over after his shift in the morning. He also learned about the situation of Hayakawa Valley from his young boy, but he couldn't leave his post while he was on duty, so he had to wait until the morning to come over.

When I opened the door and saw Hayakawa Tani's dull look, my heart skipped a beat, and I turned to look at Hagiwara Kenji.

"what's the situation?"

"It has been confirmed that it is PTSD." Hagiwara Kenji glanced at Hayakawa Tani on the hospital bed, feeling a little uncomfortable, "He has known it for a long time."

"What do you mean?" Matsuda Jinpei didn't understand Hagiwara Kenji's words for a moment. They talked part of it on the phone yesterday, but because it was really inconvenient, they waited to talk in person.

"He knew it from the time the symptoms appeared." Hagiwara Kenji looked at Matsuda Jinpei, "Nakamura came with a psychiatrist yesterday afternoon. Kobayakawa said that he knew everything. From the time the symptoms appeared to now, he knew every step of the development of the disease. "

Yesterday, he watched Hayakawatani talk about his experience during this period with a calm face, and the development of the disease at each stage. Hayakawatani watched his condition worsen with his own eyes, until he was now facing collapse. At that moment, the hatred in his heart reached its peak. Why should innocent people bear the consequences of the wrong things those bastards did! Obviously they are the ones who should be unable to sleep and have nightmares!

"Treatment should be stopped as soon as symptoms appear!" Matsuda Jinpei felt angry for a moment, but soon turned into an unspeakable discomfort, as if he was holding a breath in his heart that he couldn't release or swallow.

In fact, they all understood that no matter who was in the situation at that time, it was impossible for them to stop. The lives of their teammates were in their hands, and they were all part of the plan. What's more, they had already attracted the attention of two organizations, and there was nothing they could do if they couldn't stop. He stopped. Hayakawa knew it was a dead end from the moment he chose to take this road, but he found a way out and looked at himself like this with a clear mind. He may have been helpless, but no one can stop him. With his hand, this helplessness was fleeting, because he had more important things to do.

"Hayakawa." Matsuda Jinpei walked up to Hayakawa Gu and called him as calmly as possible.

Hayakawa Tani tilted his head and looked at the man in front of him, a trace of confusion flashed in his eyes, and he frowned.

"Do you still remember me?" Matsuda Jinpei clenched his fists with his hands hanging by his sides, and his breath was raised in his throat.

"Matsuda."

After hearing the answer, Matsuda Jinpei finally exhaled, his straight waist finally bent down, and he reached out to hold Hayakawa Tani's hand with a low voice.

"I thought you forgot about me."

"I won't forget you." Hayakawaya blinked and held the man's hand back, "I won't forget you."

"It's best this way." Matsuda Jinpei raised his head and met Hayakawaya's dull eyes, "If you forget about us, I will take you to the training ground and beat you up."

"No." Hayakawaya immediately let go of his hand and wanted to take it out. He didn't want to shake hands with the person who wanted to hit him, no!

"What are you doing? Be honest." Matsuda Jinpei grabbed Hayakawa Tani's hand, "Stop running away from the needle."

Seeing that the person was being honest, he let go of his hand. When he raised his head, he found that Hayakawa Tani was looking out the window. Just as he was about to speak, Hagiwara Kenji held him back. When he turned around, he saw the other person shaking his head.

Hagiwara Kenji pulled Matsuda Jinpei to the door and lowered his voice.

"He was always like this when he woke up yesterday. Don't ask, it will irritate him." Yesterday, he had already experienced Hayakawa Tani's illness. The feeling of powerlessness was so suffocating that he could only hold the person tightly. , to prevent Hayakawa Tani from hurting himself, "If he says it's not possible, tie him up, but don't give him a sedative."

"I'm going to buy food for Kobayakawa. You watch him here. If he gets sick, you must hold him down, otherwise he will hurt himself."

In fact, the scene in the box flashed through Hayakawatani's mind from time to time, as well as the smell of gunpowder and blood in the mess, as well as his own hands that couldn't be wiped clean. He was helplessly wiping himself on the quilt as if he suddenly regained consciousness. The needle was pulled out of his hand, and blood came out along the back of his hand and rubbed on the quilt.

Why did he wipe more and more, but couldn't wipe it clean anymore? His red eyes were full of helplessness, and he started to sob.

"What are you doing!" Matsuda Jinpei held down Hayakawatani. He had just sent Hagiwara Kenji out when he turned around and saw this guy causing trouble. He was about to say something, but he met Hayakawatani's helpless eyes. , and immediately realized something was wrong.

"I can't wipe it off." Hayakawa Tani's eyes were horrified and helpless, "I can't even wipe it off."

No matter whose blood it is, it cannot be wiped off.

"It's okay Hayakawa, it's okay." Matsuda Jinpei held Hayakawa Tani's face, and the two looked at each other, "We are back, Matsuda Jinpei and Hagiwara Kenji are both here, we are all here."

Fragments of memories intertwined with reality. For a moment, Hayakawaya couldn't tell which one was reality. He seemed to have come out, but he seemed not to have come out. Faces with painful twists flashed by. Who was in front of him?

"It's me, Hayakawa." Matsuda Jinpei hugged Hayakawa Tani into his arms, "It's Matsuda Jinpei. Our Hayakawa has gone home. Here are Matsuda Jinpei, Hagiwara Kenji, Fukitani Rei, Morofushi Kagemitsu and Yi Dahang.”

Hayakawa Tani struggled, Matsuda Jinpei locked the person tightly in his arms and kept repeating these words, he told Hayakawa Tani that he was not a person, until the person slowly calmed down, he really hated those scum, if not for them, Hayakawa Tani It won't be like this.

Hayakawatani held onto the hem of Matsuda Jinpei's clothes tightly. Although he calmed down, he still couldn't help but tremble. Matsuda Jinpei ran along Hayakawatani's back to comfort him.

"Did I cause trouble for you?"

"No, this is not a problem." Matsuda Jinpei relaxed and felt that his muscles were a little sore. It took a lot of effort to restrain Hayakawa Tani just now.

Seeing the blood stains on the quilt, Matsuda Jinpei patted Hayakawa Tani's back and said in a soft tone: "I'm going to find a doctor. Can you stay here obediently? I'll be back soon."

Hayakawaya quickly let go of his hand and shrank into the quilt.

"Come out." He pulled the quilt helplessly. Does this guy know that his hands are still bleeding? Earlier, Hayakawaya struggled and rubbed a lot of blood on his clothes. He would have to ask Hagiwara Kenji to bring him a set of clothes later.

The quilt moved but there was no sound. Matsuda Jinpei pulled it again, but there was still no movement.

"Obey." Matsuda Jinpei sighed, "Your hand is still bleeding, don't move it."

Hayakawa Tani slowly got out of the quilt, his dull eyes met Matsuda Jinpei's gaze, and he was even cautious. He almost killed him before, and now something like this happened again. He shouldn't In this way, Hayakawaya should be obedient.

"You are not a trouble, Hayakawa." Matsuda Jinpei touched Hayakawa's head, "You are just sick. Everyone gets sick sometimes, so don't think you are a trouble."

Hayakawatani didn't speak, just looked at his hands quietly, confusion flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting. Matsuda Jinpei also knew that this kind of thing should not be rushed. The more urgent it is, the easier things will go wrong.

"It's still a long time, it's okay." They will stay with Hayakawaya and become his support, so get better as soon as possible.