In the world of Kexue, I want to lie down every day

After the ramen incident, Hayakawaya didn't dare to eat ramen for a while. He was afraid that he would be involved in another case at a ramen shop. It was enough to be embarrassed once. He didn't have that many fake skins, and he always lost one. How embarrassing...

But after eating convenience store bento for several days, he couldn't sit still. To be honest, the bento at the convenience store was better than the food there, so why is there such a scary thing as Starry Sky Pie?

System: This child has been brought out of the shadows by the Starry Sky Sect.

There is indeed a reason for the few crooked nuts!

But after being back for such a long time, it was time to meet some people. After finishing the matter, he had to go back.

When Takizawa Shuaki returned to the apartment and was about to open the door, he felt something was wrong. He frowned slightly, took out a gun from his pocket and loaded it, and opened the door carefully. He was secretly glad that this was the apartment where he usually lived, not his home. .

After confirming that there were no fishing lines and other devices in the crack of the door, he dared to push the door open completely.

"senior."

Along with the familiar voice came the sound of turning on the lights.

"Hayakawa!" Takizawa Shuaki's pupils shrank and he looked in shock at his junior who had been missing for half a year.

"It's me." Hayakawaya smiled at Takizawa Shuaki, "Long time no see."

With a "pop", Hayakawaya's head was hit sideways. Takizawa Shuaki gritted his teeth, and his hands hanging by his sides were shaking, with an expression on his face that he hated the iron.

"What are you coming back for! Since you have chosen country y, what are you going to come back for!" Seeing the junior's pale face quickly turning red, Takizawa Shuaki clenched his fists.

"Senior?" Hayakawa turned his head and blinked, as if he didn't understand why senior was so angry.

"Why come back?" Takizawa Shuaki took a deep breath.

"I'll do some things when I'm back. I'll leave as soon as I'm done." The hands under his sleeves were digging uneasily, "I wanted to come see you before I left, but I don't dare to go to Yoshida-senpai's place."

"And when you are afraid?" Takizawa Shuaki sneered, "Why don't you look in the mirror and see what you look like now!"

Now Hayakawa Tani is almost out of shape, his face is pale, his cheekbones have protruded, and the sweater on his body is empty. If the previous Hayakawa Tani was high-spirited and proud, then the current Hayakawa Tani exudes an aura of decay. Look at The look in his eyes was hollow, a little helpless, and even a little aggrieved.

"When did PTSD occur?" Takizawa Shuaki tilted his head unbearably.

"I forgot." Hayakawa Tani tilted his head and thought for a moment, "I don't remember whether I had an attack or not."

He had killed so many people during this period that they were soaked in blood. He didn't know if he had ever had PTSD. He didn't have this memory in his mind, so he probably didn't, right?

"Then do you know what you did?" He continued to ask patiently. It doesn't matter. As long as Hayakawa Gu comes back, there is still a chance to save everything.

"know."

"You know?" Takizawa Shuaki raised his voice and immediately lowered it, "Then do you know that now you have been labeled as a traitor? I can directly arrest you in the interrogation room now!"

"I know." Hayakawa lowered his eyes. He knew everything and knew that his coming here was risky, but he just wanted to come and take a look.

"Hayakawaya! What are you going to do? Can you tell me?" Takizawa Shuaki's voice trembled, "What happened? It's better for two people to solve it together than for you to fight alone, right?"

He knew that Hayakawatani was sent as an undercover agent. It was not only Hayakawatani who was selected by the superiors at first, but also him and Fukada Shohei. Several of them had developed in country y, and they were all powerful and easier to sneak in. He He and Fukada Shohei were ready to kick Hayakawadani off the list, but they didn't expect that the superiors didn't talk to them at all, and directly decided on Hayakawadani. By the time they found out again, the person had already been sent away.

But the answer to Shuaki Takizawa was only silence, and in the end he smiled to himself.

"Go back with me." His gun was finally aimed at his beloved junior.

Hayakawa Tani twitched his lips and looked at the senior's trembling hands and red eyes. He was the first to make a move. He ducked to the side of Takizawa Shuaki, quickly unloaded the opponent's gun, and struck the opponent on the back of the neck with a backhand palm. .

After catching the senior's limp body, Hayakawaya whispered an apology, then carried him into the bedroom and covered him with a quilt.

After so many years, his skills have long been much better than Takizawa Shuaki's. Although he apologizes for his treachery, he has no regrets at all. He understands better than anyone else that there is a price for doing things.

After leaving the apartment building, Hayakawa Tani's figure disappeared into the darkness again.

He didn't stop, he disguised himself in a public toilet on the roadside and went straight to the airport. He had already booked a flight before going to see Shuaki Takizawa. Now he could just fly away, and he didn't have that much time to stay. , when he slashed the person's neck, he used less force. He didn't fall asleep for long. As long as Takizawa Shuaki wakes up, he will definitely contact the General Affairs Office to look for him everywhere.

It wasn't until the plane took off that Hayakawa Tani breathed a sigh of relief, and his tense nerves were finally able to rest for a moment. He stood up and staggered to the bathroom, avoiding the flight attendant's hand that supported him, thanking him in a low voice, and then locked himself up. Started vomiting in the bathroom.

Everything in his stomach was vomited until all was left was stomach acid. He covered his throbbing abdomen and Hayakawa Tani stood up and saw himself in the mirror.

"It really doesn't look like a human being..." He muttered as he looked at himself in the mirror.

He could imagine how ugly his face looked under the fake skin. He leaned against the wall and pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled to himself. Doesn't it hurt? Of course he was in pain, and the wounds were all real on his body, but was it useful for him to cry out that it hurt? Can he stop just by crying out in pain?

Kase Matsuhoshi didn't cry out in pain when he died in the line of duty, Matsuno Eoto didn't cry out in pain when he was exposed as an undercover agent, Takagi Motoyasu didn't cry out in pain when he stuffed the evidence into him before his death, Shimada Ryotaro swallowed the evidence and cut his throat, and used his own My body left evidence and I didn’t even complain of pain...

His father was exposed as an undercover agent and was tortured to death, the remains that could not be salvaged, and his mother's team that didn't even bring back a body in the end...

These bloody realities were placed before him one after another, and he couldn't stop, and he couldn't stop.

Even though he knows that he has been overdrafting his health, he has no one to rely on. Everyone here is under tremendous pressure and has to bear a lot. Each of them is self-digesting because no one can help anyone. .

"System, if one day I can't hold on anymore, you can leave on your own." Because at that time, he really couldn't get back.

"You will be fine, I will stay with you." The system will not give up on its host, even if it has reached an irreversible point, the system will not give up.

Hayakawatani laughed at himself and took care of himself in the mirror, as if the vulnerability just now had never appeared before. Sometimes vulnerability is a devastating blow in the eyes of others, so keep going, Hayakawatani, for everyone. .