In the world of Kexue, I want to lie down every day

Now Hayakawaya seems to have fallen into a dead end, stubbornly believing that his father's death was because of something he shouldn't have. The revived memories and emotions turned into a sharp knife and inserted into his bloody wound again.

When Ichiro Yoshida rushed to the hospital, he immediately saw the maple leaf in Morofushi Jingguang's hand. His throat moved, and what he wanted to say rolled around his mouth, and finally turned into a sentence.

"He remembered." The stone that had been hanging on his heart was still smashed down.

Zhufu Jingguang didn't know how to answer, so he just handed the maple leaf to Yoshida Ichiro, "Is this thing very important to him?"

The plastic seal on it had some wrinkles because Hayakawatani had clenched it tightly when he lost consciousness. Before sending it to the emergency room, he and Hagiwara Kenji had to work together to pry it out from each other's hands. Hayakawatani's grip was too tight, and it was difficult to avoid damaging it if he wanted to. Take it out, he can't do it alone.

He had cleaned up the blood stains, but he could not restore the wrinkles to their original state.

"His father asked me to give this to him." Taking over the well-sealed maple leaf, he took it from Hayakawa Yasunari's hands twenty-three years ago, and from Hayakawa Yasushi's hands twenty-three years later.

"At that time, his father had been exposed and was in a very dangerous situation. I went to pick him up and evacuate, but he refused." Ichiro Yoshida pinched the maple leaves carefully.

‘Yoshida, if I leave, our other line will be finished. ’ Once Yasunari Hayakawa evacuated at that time, their hidden secrets would be exposed, and all their efforts would be in vain. By then, Yasunari Hayakawa would not be the only one who would die.

‘Help me take this back. As a father, I have to fulfill my responsibility for the last time. ’

Four dried and molded maple leaves were handed over to Ichiro Yoshida, and finally to Hayakawa Tani's hands.

"Later, his mother also died. She had a high fever and almost followed his parents. When he woke up, he forgot a lot of things. He only remembered that he had to wait for his parents to come back."

They also wanted to adopt Hayakawa Tani, but the child just stubbornly held the door and refused to let go. It was twenty-three years later. Even the news of his parents' death in the line of duty had long been placed in front of him, and tombstones were erected. I still believe that I have to see people alive and dead, and I have managed to hold on until now, but now that my breath is gone, I am afraid that I will also collapse.

Perhaps it was a wrong decision to agree to Hayakawa Tani's return to the UK.

"Hayakawa is very similar to his father, right?" Hagiwara Kenji could easily tell Yoshida Ichiro's thoughts. He looked at the sleeping person in the ward, "You should know his temperament."

So even if Ichiro Yoshida disagrees, Hayakawa Tani still has a way to go undercover, not to mention that he was the best choice in the situation at that time.

"Much like his father, even more so."

The high-spirited look of Hayakawa Tani when he first joined the company really put him in a trance, as if he saw the young Hayakawa Yasunari, similar appearance, completely different style of handling cases, but the same firm belief.

When the child attended the funeral for the first time, he had regretted that he had once again dragged the child into the separation of life and death, and personally sent him on the same path as his father, but the facts proved time and time again that as the head of the General Affairs Office , sending Hayakawa Valley on this path was the right thing to do.

He watched with his own eyes as Hayakawa Tani struggled out of the sequelae again and again, and when he met those similar eyebrows countless times, he knew that this child would never retreat.

Green is better than blue, no matter what aspect.

In the dream, Hayakawaya tried to catch everyone who left him, but the figures always passed through his hands and finally disappeared.

His parents let go of him when he was young, Kase Matsuhoshi let go of him when he was 22 years old, and one senior after another let go of him when he was 22 to 29 years old at the same time. In the end, there were fewer and fewer people on that road.

The moment he stopped in place, he saw the five gorillas from his previous life, a group of five without him.

He watched them become friends and then separate after graduation. Kenji Hagihara was the first to die in the line of duty when the bomb rebounded, Jinpei Matsuda gave up bomb disposal for the hostage and became the second, Kagemitsu Morofushi was the third when he was exposed as an undercover agent, and Date Ko was killed in a car accident. The fourth one, Fangtani Rei, lived alone as if he were five people.

Where is he? Oh, and he's dead, too.

In his previous life, he died at the age of thirty and died from drug experiments. In this life, he still has not escaped the fate of being injected with drugs, even if the things he experienced in the two lives are different.

"So, even if I change their fate, I still can't escape the ending of my previous life, right?"

"No, you have changed their destiny, and naturally you can also change your own destiny." The system appeared in front of Hayakawa Valley again, and rubbed the man's face affectionately, "We, baby Kawakawa, are not allowed to be slaughtered by fate. people!"

He had fought countless times and tore his way out time and time again. How could he surrender to fate so easily?

"System, I have no energy left." He reached out to grab System into his arms and hugged him. He found a seat he liked and sat down. Confusion flashed in his eyes. This incident seemed to have suddenly used up all his energy.

"The game has been set. It won't matter whether I participate or not later." He laid the game for seven years and lived half-dead. The moment the game was completed, the parents he had been looking forward to for many years were still there. There was no coming back as he had expected.

Now he has opened up the largest intelligence network and supply network in country y, and has been connected to the organization to help them obtain more information about the organization. With the official guarantee, as long as the operation model is OK, it can at least Three years is enough time to destroy the organization.

"But, are you willing?" the system asked Hayakawa Valley. In its impression, its host was never a person who easily accepted his fate. If there was no way, he would find a way out.

"I can't keep anything." He can't keep his parents, his seniors, his contemporaries, and his friends. His whole life has been like this. How can it be better, no matter how good it is?

"I'm very tired and want to rest." I have lived like this for two lifetimes. At least I have accomplished something, so I am not considered a coward.

"Then rest. You can rest as long as you want. I'll stay with you." The system rubbed itself in Hayakawa Tani's arms, and then nestled in his arms honestly. "When we have rested enough, then Charge forward with full energy!”

The system's energetic voice made Hayakawatani curl his lips and gently stroke the light ball with his hand.

"Then I slept?"

"Go to sleep."