In the world of Kexue, I want to lie down every day

Chapter 363 How could she not recognize it?

Standing outside the door of Mao Lilan's room, Kudo Shinichi took a deep breath, and the hand holding the phone trembled slightly.

'Can I trust you? Kudo Shinichi. '

'able. ’

The man's chuckle still echoed in his mind. He was rarely wearing casual clothes. The large sweatshirt and his harmless face made him look like a college student who had just left school. After hearing the answer, the man left. He came over and rubbed the child's head hard with his big hand.

Kudo Shinichi raised his head and looked at the man who was bathed in sunlight, making it difficult for him to see his features.

'Go and confess, at least tell the person you care about that you are always by her side, and tell her that you need her too. Sometimes being overprotective will invisibly push the other person further and further away. '

'You can't be too tough-talking, and you're not dumb. Saying a few soft words won't kill her. Tell her what's on your mind without any regrets. '

In fact, Hayakawatani also regretted that he didn't say a soft word to the people he cared about every time we parted. When he looked for opportunities, he always missed them, and then there were no more opportunities. Everyone passed by in a hurry.

Things in the world are impermanent. This is what he learned after joining the organized crime countermeasures class, and it is also the word he understands the most.

Kudo Shinichi took a deep breath and dialed the number. When the phone was picked up, Mao Lilan's voice reached his ears.

"Hey, what's going on Conan? Why are you calling me when you're so close?" Mao Lilan looked at the phone strangely. Although the two of them didn't live in the same room, they were only a few steps away. What could happen? Make a phone call.

"Xiaolan, it's me." Kudo Shinichi took a deep breath, his hand holding the phone cold.

"I know, Conan..."

"I am Kudo Shinichi." As these words came out, Kudo Shinichi felt that the stone that had been hanging in his heart for a long time fell to the ground. He no longer had to worry about being discovered by his lover that he had become smaller, and he would no longer be powerless. I can't stay with my lover as Kudo Shinichi.

There was silence on the other side for a long time.

"I know."

As Mao Lilan's voice fell, the door blocking the two people in front of them was also opened, just like the fog that had previously blocked the two people, dissipated the moment they encountered the sun.

"I've always known it, Shinichi." Mao Lilan looked at the boy in front of her, her vision blurring a bit.

How could she not recognize the childhood sweetheart she spent time with...

He saw his lover's red eyes, and she smiled and told him that she knew.

He also knew from those eyes again that she had been waiting for him.

Kudo Shinichi, you are such a bastard. He cursed himself in his mind, he couldn't be more of an asshole.

……

"Have you known this for a long time?" The system asked its naughty child directly after seeing Mao Lilan say those words.

"Yeah." He didn't believe that Mao Lilan would not be able to recognize the lover he had been with day and night, and he didn't believe that Mao Li Kogoro would not be able to recognize the child he had grown up with. A person's appearance may change, but the habits engraved in his bones cannot.

"Then why didn't you tell Shinichi?" Are you thinking of watching a show? But it doesn't feel like that.

"Not everyone should be responsible for the causes planted by others." He, Kudo Shinichi, should be responsible for the causes planted by himself.

"He is still a child..." After the words fell, the system suddenly remembered that when he took over Hayakawa Valley, the other party was only twenty-nine years old. At that time, he was alone and just a child.

"Children are also responsible for their own actions." Hayakawa sighed. Kudo Shinichi would not understand Mao Lilan's feeling of watching his lover hide it from him and fall into danger again and again, nor would he understand Mao Lilan's feelings. Lan wanted to expose and question the torment again and again, so Hayakawatani would not tell Kudo Shinichi the truth on behalf of Mao Lilan. Kudo Shinichi should have experienced the tension and suffering Mao Lilan was at that time, but it was not as good as what he had brought to her. One in 10,000.

Closing the pen cap, he looked out the window at the bright lights. He lived again. He did not regret anything he did. What he guarded from beginning to end was just the tranquility among the lights of thousands of houses.

"system."

"I'm here."

"We're about to begin." Soon the current calm will be overturned, at least for them...

"all the best."

"all the best."