In the world of Kexue, I want to lie down every day

Hayakawatani sat in the car and thought about it, then turned to a convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes, and then drove to a temple near Shibuya. The headquarters building of the Organized Crime Countermeasures Division was in Shibuya. It took about half an hour to drive to the cemetery.

After getting off the bus, he went to the flower shop near the temple. He was also a regular customer here.

"Mr. Hayakawa." The proprietress looked at Hayakawa Valley with a smile and asked familiarly, "Is it still the same?"

"Yes, it's still the same." After thinking about it, he said, "Pair it with some white roses this time."

"Ok."

The boss lady moved very quickly and took out the wrapped bouquet in a short while. The white roses were separated and wrapped in the middle of the bouquet, surrounded by white chrysanthemums.

Hayakawatani took the bouquet and paid for it. He carried the beer he brought in one hand and the bouquet in the other and walked towards the cemetery. The stairs in the temple were not long, but he felt that every step he took was extra heavy.

It's not hot during the day in autumn. The sun doesn't feel warm when it shines on your body, and the wrapping paper of the bouquets rustles in the wind.

After entering the cemetery, he made a few skillful turns and entered an unmarked cemetery. He walked through rows of unmarked tombstones, walked towards one of them, and put everything he brought there.

"I'm here again. This time it's not white chrysanthemum. It's mixed with a few white roses. It's also changed for you."

He took out a handkerchief from his arms and wiped the tombstone: "I dreamed about you two days ago. You were so angry that you pointed at my nose and lectured me, saying that I didn't care about my life. You woke me up in the middle of the night. I think you must have wanted to Me."

"I'm still the same." He folded the handkerchief and put it aside, then took a tissue from his pocket and spread it on the ground. He picked up his trouser legs and sat down cross-legged. "I still can't drink with you this time. I'm driving here." Yes, you know how strict the drunk driving laws in Neon Country are, so you don’t want me to go in.”

"I have learned to smoke now. You told me before that I would definitely live with instant coffee for the rest of my life. Now I may live with cigarettes and coffee for the rest of my life." He lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth. He seemed to see it. Kase Matsuhoshi's round eyes were as bright as ever. He blinked and the figure disappeared.

Kase Matsuhoshi, the inspection director of the General Affairs Division of the Organized Crime Countermeasures Division, was his senior when he joined the company and was also his senior in college. He was 24 years old when he died in the line of duty.

The two graduated from the same university and were in the same club. Kase-senpai took good care of him when they were in school. They also had a good relationship. After club activities, they would go to the cafeteria to eat together. Kase-senpai treated him like a younger brother. take care of.

Kase-senpai also knew that he had a thin voice, so he would prepare an extra glass of water every time they ate together, and he would look at him with a smile after finishing his meal.

"Eat slowly, don't rush."

"Oh, Hayakawa is one minute faster this time than before!" It was like praising a child.

Until Kase Matsusei joined the organized crime countermeasures class of the police academy, their contact began to decrease, but they never broke off. Later, he also joined the organized crime countermeasures class. That was the first time they met after six months. Kase Pinestar stood in front of him and looked at him with a smile as always.

"Welcome, Hayakawa."

The days after he joined the company felt like he was back in college. During his free time, the other party would take out bread and sometimes biscuits from his pocket. He would never worry about being hungry one day because of Kase Matsuhoshi.

"Hayakawa, you can't eat so slowly. Be careful that you will be hungry when you encounter unexpected tasks in the future."

His senior would talk to him like this every time before eating. During the meal, he would share the sausages on the plate with him and say: "You are still young. You should eat more. When you are full, you will have the strength to work and perform tasks." Then you won’t be hungry.”

When he encountered an emergency mission and had no time to eat and went out to the police hungry, Kase would take out a small piece of bread from his pocket and hand it to him, then rub his head and say: "Look, if you don't eat quickly, you will be hungry." .”

When the police officer next to him sees it, he will make fun of you, you are spoiling this junior of yours. At this time, Kase Matsuhoshi will straighten his neck and shout back.

"The child is still young, so we can't let the child go to the police when he's hungry! And don't be so loud. What if you scare people and they won't dare to eat what I give you in the future!"

He followed him for almost a month. During that time, he was really busy, and sometimes he couldn't even think of eating, but Kase-senpai would find a way to take out biscuits or something from his pocket and hand them to him.

The starry sky that night was beautiful, without any clouds, and the moonlight fell on the ground without any obstruction. Kase-senpai smiled and said that with such a beautiful night sky, the mission would be successful, and he would take him to eat ramen after the mission was over.

He dragged Kase Matsuhoshi out from the scene. Stray bullets fell around him from time to time. He took off his coat and covered the wound. Thick blood flowed out from between his fingers. As soon as Kase Matsuhoshi opened his mouth, the blood started to flow out. Damn, I can't even say a word.

"Stop talking, stop talking, senior. Reinforcements will arrive soon. Hold on, we agreed to go eat ramen." Human blood can flow so much that it can't be stopped no matter how hard it is blocked...

Kase Matsuhoshi pulled his cuffs tightly, opening and closing his lips but could only make a breathy sound, but Hayakawa Tani understood the meaning.

"I know, I know. I will eat quickly in the future. Senior, hold on. Reinforcements are coming soon. Don't sleep!"

The mission failed, and the stars in the sky were witnesses. He watched Kase Matsuhoshi die with his own eyes, and the hand that tightly grasped his sleeve hit the ground. It was obviously still warm, but why couldn't he hold it? Woolen cloth……

It wasn't until the figure was covered by the white cloth that he realized that there would no longer be Kase Matsuhoshi carrying cookies or bread with him, and there wouldn't be a Kase Matsuhoshi who looked at Hayakawa with a smile during meals. Tani, and there would be no Kase Matsuhoshi who distributed sausages to Hayakawa Tani and told him to eat well.

After smoking a cigarette, Hayakawa Tani blinked his eyes to dispel the moisture in his eyes, then took another cigarette and lit it.

"Remember the five gorillas I met in the police academy that I often told you about? I met the two from the Explosives Division two days ago, and I felt a little stronger. Sure enough, the explosion-proof suits of the Explosives Division were not in vain. of."

"Oh, by the way, Yoshida-senpai has not been in a good temper these days. He is probably in menopause. After all, he is already in his forties. And that guy from Nakamura sent me a message in the middle of the night saying that I owe him a bowl of ramen!"

He sat there chattering for a long time, complaining about his colleagues and colleagues at the same time. In the end, he felt his mouth was dry, so he smashed his mouth, took a sip of the drink he brought, and then smoked his cigarette.

Holding his head and looking at the tombstone, it was like seeing his nagging senior. After thinking about it, he finally said something.

"Senior, I'm living a good life."