Star Dome: The opening made Black Tower regret for life
Chapter 53 Idealist
Jiang Fan slowly opened his eyes. Outside the window was a pitch-black night and light rain. The wall clock on the wall was ticking, showing that the current time was 10:30 pm.
He glanced at Sylva who was sleeping on the bed. Her even breathing could be heard in his ears. There was a faint fragrance permeating the white sheets and pillows. The white low-cut gauze pajamas exposed a large amount of spring light. Her golden hair cascaded down her face, giving her a sleeping beauty look.
He thought he had finally fallen. Faced with Sylva's bullying and persistent pursuit, he finally pushed open the bedroom door and walked in, leaving only the trio resting in the two utility rooms, but When he thought of sleeping in the same bed with Dan Heng, he suddenly felt that he had made a good choice.
The parts and machinery in the utility room have been sorted out. There is no major problem except that there is a faint smell of spark plugs in the room. Bedsheets and bedding are all available, and there is even a small heater, which is similar to that small one. The configuration of the hotel is no different.
Jeppard left after dinner. The reason was that he was busy with official duties and could not stay away for too long. However, Jiang Fan understood that it was all Jeppard's nonsense. Looking at the whole meal, except for him and Dan Heng, who were moving chopsticks, there were no other people. She was all hesitant, either drinking water or looking down at her cell phone.
But what Jiang Fan didn't know was that there was actually another reason for Jeppard's departure, and that was the pressure and conflict in his heart. The emotion of wanting to get close but not daring to get close was once puzzling to him, and even It felt like something was wrong with me because of the rain.
And he didn't understand why he felt such admiration and deep dependence on a young man in his twenties, and that dependence was stronger than he felt for his elder sister Sylva.
He was very sure that he was a straight man and did not have the same-sex hobbies. The sense of dependence and admiration appeared inexplicably, leaving him confused, so he left early to find a quiet place to calm down and think. , maybe he had some kind of delusional disorder due to being caught in the rain.
Jiang Fan took a deep breath, tiptoed up, grabbed his coat from the chair, pushed open the door and walked out of the house. Before leaving, he closed the door gently to avoid waking up Xiluwa.
He slowly opened the door, and there was a dark sky outside the house. The heater was emitting orange light. Raindrops like cow hair were looming in the light. Snow and drizzle were mixed together. The temperature dropped rapidly, far higher than in the past. The Belloberg is going to be cold.
Jiang Fan breathed in the cold rainy air, sat down on the steps that were not wet by the rain, turned up his collar to block the wind, and looked at Belloberg under the rain curtain.
He turned on his phone and took a look. The time was already 10:34, which was still 6 minutes before the time he and Jeppard agreed on. The streets were gradually emptying, and occasionally there were groups of silver-maned iron guards stepping on the stagnant water. Passing by, the lights in almost all the buildings were turned off, unlike Panyan Town where the lights were on day and night.
He was counting the stars under the night sky, and suddenly he remembered that Heita Nanizi was also looking up at the stars.
At this time, a figure appeared in the rain curtain. He ran over with something in his hand, and the water he stepped on splashed high. Jiang Fan sat on the steps and looked up at him running over, with a smile on his lips.
"Hug... I'm sorry... I bought some things, so I'm a little late." Jeppard took a few deep breaths, put the plastic bag on the steps, sat down next to Jiang Fan and spoke a little hastily.
"It's okay, there's no need to be in such a hurry." Jiang Fan shook his head carelessly, untying the knots of the plastic bags, and the fragrant steam rushed to his face instantly, exuding the aroma of barbecue.
"From Lao Yue'er's house?" Jiang Fan's eyes were surprised, and he couldn't help but twitch his index finger as he smelled the aroma of barbecue in the air.
As expected of his good brother Geppard, knowing that his stomach was still growling with hunger, he specially packed a portion of barbecue. He could finish three bowls of rice just by smelling the aroma of the barbecue.
"Yeah, I caught up before closing time." Jeppard nodded and wiped his face with the towel Jiang Fan handed him.
He didn't know why he went out of his way to buy a barbecue for Jiang Fan. It seemed to be a habit and a tacit understanding. He vaguely remembered that a long, long time ago, he had such a clear division of labor with someone. One person is responsible for eating Shiluwa's food, and one person is responsible for going out through the window to buy supper at night.
Jeppard hesitated for a moment and said cautiously, "Have we known each other before? I seem to have a familiar feeling about you. Have we met somewhere?"
"Do you still remember what I told you once?" Jiang Fan picked up a piece of meat with a fork and put it into his mouth, his pupils staring at the rain curtain.
"Huh? Did we know each other before?" Jeppard said softly.
"Well, when you were 15 years old, your father asked you if you had the consciousness that the Landau family should have. But what consciousness could you have at that time? Should you choose to put on a military uniform and go to the Silver Mane Iron Guard? Or should you be asked to do so? Why don't you go to the City Builder's research department to be a scientific researcher? You were very confused at that time, and you didn't even know what you were thinking in your heart." Jiang Fan swallowed the meat in his mouth and stared at the rain curtain in trance.
"But I don't blame you. What kind of consciousness can a 15-year-old boy have in his heart? Most of them just follow the path chosen by their parents and move forward step by step. At that time, you asked me, what is the choice of the Landau family, and what is the Landau family? Awakening." Jiang Fan said quietly.
"I tell you, I hope you will be an idealist from beginning to end. You can be a silver-maned iron guard, a scientific researcher, a doctor, or an ordinary Beloberg resident, but you must He is an idealist." Jiang Fan paused.
"When I was a child, I took you to the Administrative Square and heard the story of the city builders told by the scholar. I didn't want you to become a city builder, but I wanted you to have pure character. In fact, the will of the Landao family is clear at a glance." Jiang Fan said softly.
"The will of the Landao family is actually to keep going on the path you choose. You have no chance of regret or a do-over. Hundreds of years ago, the Landao family chose to serve the Great Guardian from generation to generation, so this path is Langdao's. The Taoist family has made a choice, and the Langdao family will continue on this path in the future.”
"But you are different from Siluva. I want you to choose your own path and go on it firmly. This is the reason why I joined the Silver Mane Iron Guard, not to become a hero."
"Do you mind if I pack it up and take it away? There are still a few hungry people in the house." Jiang Fan tied the bag again, stood up and patted the areas on his clothes that had been wetted by the rain.
Jeppard remained silent and did not speak, just staring at the dark rain curtain in trance.
Jiang Fan patted his shoulder, held the plastic bag in his hand, opened the door and walked towards the house. Just when his figure was about to disappear into the darkness, the door that had not been closed was held by someone's hand. Jeppard's voice came from behind him, almost causing him to stumble and fall to the ground.
"Brother, what should you and Shiluva do with your parents? What should you do with the Great Guardian?"
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[On the first day of school, you prepare for the college entrance examination, on the first day of falling in love, you prepare for marriage, on the first day of work, you prepare for buying a house. If there is a problem in any link, the conclusion is 'this I have read books in vain for many years, "wasted youth on one person," "what's the use of working for so many years". The utilitarian-oriented way of thinking often makes us forget that the essence of life is a process. I hope you are reading When you write novels, you can escape from the sense of urgency and pressure that life gives you, and the journey of the characters in the article can give you laughter - Dear readers]
(I recommend a few series: Plastic Memory, The Name of the Flower, Your Lie in April, I Want to Eat Your Pancreas, The Heartbeat of an Angel...)
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