Mr. Gu, stop being abusive, Miss Xu is marrying your brother.

hotel.

Pei Chuan took Gu Yun back to the hotel, and was a little absent-minded along the way.

He really didn't expect Linda to commit suicide.

He left in a hurry, without giving Linda a reasonable explanation...

After all, he was wrong in this matter.

He hurt two people...

Pei Chuan felt very guilty and his face looked a little ugly.

For the first time ever, Gu Yun quarreled with Pei Chuan all the way. A man who never made trouble and was so sensible that people mistakenly thought he wanted to be mute, actually cried and made a fuss with him, asking him not to leave.

When they arrived at the hotel, Gu Yun suddenly became quiet, probably because he saw Pei Chuan's anxiety and embarrassment along the way.

Pei Chuan seemed really worried about Linda.

After calming down, Gu Yun suddenly felt that he had become the person he hated the most.

He actually started to act unreasonably...

"Gu Yun, Linda is the sister I met in the orphanage when I was a child. She is just a sister to me. I have no experience in love, and there is no substantial relationship between her and me. We haven't even held hands. Believe me."

Pei Chuan was explaining to Gu Yun all the way.

"Gu Yun, Linda returned and said she wanted to try dating me. She said she wanted to marry me. I didn't realize that I liked you at that time, so I agreed..." Pei Chuan was still explaining anxiously, afraid that Gu Yun would misunderstand.

Gu Yun remained silent all the way and said nothing in the elevator.

Gu Yun didn't speak until they entered the room. "Pei Chuan, go ahead... Sorry, I was too emotional, you should go..."

Gu Yun suddenly thought that it was also quite unfair to Linda.

Pei Chuan suddenly ran away and got a marriage certificate with a man...

It's really unfair.

His existence makes that girl sad, right?

He was a person who had been caught in the rain, and felt so desperate that he wanted to die, so he sympathized with the girl, and blamed himself and felt guilty because his existence caused Pei Chuan to cheat...

Pei Chuan was stunned for a moment and looked at Gu Yun.

He suddenly became too calm.

His emotions were like a roller coaster, sometimes collapsing, sometimes calming down.

This made Pei Chuan panic.

When Gu Yun showed suicidal tendencies, Fu Sihan called Pei Chuan to remind him that Gu Yun had bipolar disorder and severe depression, which could erupt at any time.

Fu Sihan also said that we should be careful when his emotions are like a roller coaster, because that is even more dangerous.

Pei Chuan was afraid that Gu Yun would become depressed again, so he captured him and trapped him at home.

Unexpectedly, he jumped from the second floor without hesitation.

"Go away, I'm really fine." Gu Yun smiled at Pei Chuan, as if he was really fine. "I was just irrational for a moment, maybe you have blamed me for the past three months..."

Let him mistakenly believe that Pei Chuan really loves him.

How long can cuteness last?

Three months is enough.

There are only a few days left, less than three months doesn’t matter.

Gu Yun felt that he had no regrets.

"Have a good rest..." Pei Chuan rubbed Gu Yun's head.

Gu Yun smiled and nodded. "Are you coming back?"

He went to Country M. Will he come back?

"What nonsense are you talking about? How could I not come back?" Pei Chuan sighed and hugged Gu Yun to comfort him. "We are now in a legal marriage."

Gu Yun spoke calmly. "Then go quickly, don't let the girl's family wait too long."

Sure enough, people who are too empathetic to others will only hurt themselves.

He suddenly calmed down, but in fact his heart was broken.

Pei Chuan coaxed Gu Yun to the bedroom and asked him to have a good rest. "You've been on the plane for such a long time, why don't you get some sleep?"

Gu Yun nodded.

He sat by the bed, watching Pei Chuan walk out of the bedroom and close the door.

The moment the door closed, he felt like his world was falling apart.

The whole person slumped down on the bed as if completely exhausted.

At that moment, he was like an extinguished oil lamp, like a walking corpse without a soul.

Like a ship at sea that can't find a lighthouse.

Feeling the silence in the room, Gu Yun stood up and stood beside the bed.

The scenery in the Netherlands is really beautiful, with the tranquility that he likes.

The reason why Gu Yun chose this place as the last stop of his trip is because the Netherlands is the first country to legalize homosexuality.

When he was young and ignorant, when Gu Yun felt that he was a monster and an outsider, he learned that there was a country in the world where same-sex love was legal and accepted by the public without having to consider worldly views.

He had imagined countless times strolling around the old town of Amsterdam with his beloved, watching the lights and night view of the canal.

But now, he is still alone.

Standing by the window, Gu Yun felt the beauty of the night, looking at the boats sailing on the canal, as well as the bustling lights and pedestrians.

People here seem to love bicycles. On the busy streets, there are more people riding bicycles to and from get off work.

Gu Yun felt that this might be a good destination, a place where he could end everything.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Yun felt very sorry. Dying here might bring trouble to the locals, but he really didn't want to leave here.

Let him be selfish for the last time and let his soul be free forever.

Gu Yun took a shower, changed into his favorite clothes, and walked out of the bedroom.

He wanted to end his miserable and lonely life like this, but as soon as he walked out of the bedroom door, he saw Pei Chuan coming back from outside.

He carried the packed dinner and stared at Gu Yun blankly.

Gu Yun is dressed very nicely tonight...

It was so beautiful that Pei Chuan's heart trembled.

"You...didn't leave?" Gu Yun felt his voice trembling.

"I didn't say I was going." Pei Chuan put the dinner on the table and spoke softly. "I just want to explain to you the relationship between Linda and me. I have just contacted Linda's parents and told them the real reason for the so-called engagement between Linda and me. Linda said that she wanted to try to be with me for a year. If we didn't find love, we would get married. But the time we agreed on didn't come, and I have found the person I love, so the agreement is invalid."

Gu Yun stood there numbly and dazed, looking like a clown for a moment, wishing he could find a crack in the ground to crawl into.

He was ready to end it all.

Pei Chuan came back.

It was like a ray of light that suddenly shone at the entrance to hell, abruptly blocking his plans to move forward.

"I also contacted my friends in Country M to persuade Linda. She was just making a fuss out of anger. She wouldn't really be so careless about her life." Pei Chuan could still tell who was making a fuss and who really wanted to die...

He was too scared, afraid of losing Gu Yun.

After putting dinner away, Pei Chuan pretended not to see through anything and walked up to Gu Yun and hugged him. "You look so good in this outfit? Why didn't you wear this when you got the marriage certificate with me?"

Gu Yun felt a little embarrassed and stammered for a long time without being able to utter a single word.

Pei Chuan sighed and spoke softly. "Gu Yun... I know you are very tired and can't hold on any longer, right? For me, can you hold on for a few more years? If you really can't hold on any longer, I will go with you. I will accompany you wherever you want to go, the sea, the mountains, or the rooftop?"

Gu Yun pushed Pei Chuan away in panic, and looked at him fearfully again. "What... nonsense are you talking about?"

He was too scared. He was not afraid of dying himself, but he was afraid that Pei Chuan would say that he would die with him.

Pei Chuan's eyes turned red as he spoke word by word. "Can you bear to leave me alone?"

Gu Yun clenched his hands tightly and lowered his head. "I can't guarantee how long I can hold on, Pei Chuan... If you are sincere, try your best to keep me and keep me under your eyes..."

He wasn't sure how long he could hold on.

If Pei Chuan loved him enough, maybe he could keep going for a while longer.

If Pei Chuan stopped loving him one day, he would be free...

"Okay, from now on, you are not allowed to leave my sight. Eat, sleep, go to the toilet... take a shower, brush your teeth, and work. Everything must be done... under my eyes. We must never be separated." Pei Chuan whispered, pressing the person into his arms.

Gu Yun's tears soaked Pei Chuan's shoulders, and he spoke in a sullen voice after a long while. "Okay..."

"Don't break your promise."