After rebirth, I made the princes cry

"Back then, your great-uncle Wang Zhi conspired against him, and Lang Yigong had no choice but to give up the post of Da Zongzheng. At the beginning of Xie Jin's succession, many Jiangdong clans were not convinced. The conflict between Chen Jun Xie and Jiangdong He gradually intensified. Xie Jin targeted He Non-commissioned officers from the He family launched an impeachment, which ultimately led to the dismissal of two members of the He family from military service.

The surname Shi belongs to the Jiangdong family, which is considered to have a deep foundation. However, after Yi Guan moved south, the rapidly rising Jiangdong He family did not care about the Shi family. It was not until Xie Jin suppressed him that He Ao noticed my father's family. Even though He Ao didn't realize that our clan was a threat to his He family, he was extremely dissatisfied that our clan had established diplomatic relations with Chenjun Xie. "

When Shi Bin talked about this old incident, although Ying Shu didn't understand it very well, it was not difficult to understand. No matter how arrogant He Ao was, he should also understand the truth - one more ally is always better than one more enemy.

"My father-in-law was actually very ambitious and wanted to cling to the Eight Great Powers. He Ao was arrogant and arrogant. He wanted to win over my clan, but instead of being friendly, he secretly investigated the incriminating evidence of my father-in-law. As a threat, my father agreed to surrender. Who would have thought that the He family in Hanguang Palace knew that my clan had become a member of her He family, and actually suggested to her father He Ao that I should also serve her as a dog and horse in the inner court. labor.

But my father and grandfather knew that I was not willing to be a chess piece to be manipulated by them, so they persuaded my mother.

I have been suffering from body cold since I was a child. When the cold attacks occur, the sunflower water is not available for several months. Although I was pampered at that time, I have never been pregnant. My mother knows that I will never give up. But she was looking forward to having a child of her own. She took the opportunity to visit me in the palace and secretly brought the medicine inside. She told me that the medicine was something she had obtained with great difficulty. I naturally had no doubts about the medicine given to me by my birth mother when it came to infertility, and I never thought about seeking verification from an imperial physician.

At first, after I took the medicine, I only felt hot and hot all over my body. However, this hot feeling did not make me uncomfortable. I even felt radiant and glowing. The cold symptoms gradually became less frequent. I thought the medicine was good for my symptoms. "

Shi Bin closed her eyes and took a few breaths before opening them: "When I was in the boudoir, I had never heard of what Five Stone Powder was, and I never thought that my biological mother would harm me. It wasn't until He gave me the order. I thought she was crazy at first, but she told me the truth directly."

Taking Wu Shi San outside the palace, even if it is a woman, will not be a crime. However, inside the palace, the first prohibition is about taking Wu Shi San. Even the prince will be demoted to a commoner if he disobeys the order. people.

"I thought about stopping taking the medicine at that time, but I was already addicted. I couldn't stop the addiction at all, and I was worried that I would be punished if the secret was exposed, so I could only continue to take the medicine." Shi Bin clenched her fists, and the veins on the back of her hands were highlighted. .

"Did Mrs. He force the empress to give false testimony on behalf of Concubine Qiao?" Yingshu asked.

Shi Bin looked over: "Have you guessed it?"

Yingshu was silent.

"In fact, Concubine Jiang is not a threat to Concubine He. On the contrary, Concubine Qiao has a fifth prince under her knees. I couldn't figure out at the time why Concubine He forced me to help Concubine Qiao. Concubine He wanted me to help her, but she She never believed me, she said time and time again, I just had to follow orders.

After Concubine Jiang died, Your Majesty gradually calmed down. It was not that he had no doubts about the matter, but he was convinced that I would not frame Concubine Jiang. His Majesty asked me repeatedly, and I was bitten to death. Concubine Qiao has never touched the little princess with her own hands. The little princess has always been In my arms, Concubine Qiao just looked at me with tears in her eyes.

Of course, Your Majesty has asked me about this matter again. "

Yingshu is still silent

Shi Bin also kept staring at her: "I told the truth, but at the same time I also said what I thought. Qiao Bin is not a cold-blooded snake and scorpion, and has no habit of eating food. And Jiang Bin, although she did not kill the little princess, she She is not a pure and innocent person. If she had not relied on her favor and threatened Concubine Qiao to take the fifth prince as her own, otherwise the fifth prince would be in danger, concubine Qiao would not have hated and feared her, and regarded her as a necessity. Eradicate the threat.

This was actually not what I thought back then. When I witnessed Concubine Qiao murdering her daughter, I felt nauseated. Only then did I realize that the inner court is a terrible place, like a devil's prison that devours humanity, but I actually became an accomplice. I regretted and blamed myself, and also resented those who forced me to become a devil. In order to no longer be used and treated as a dagger, I began to alienate Your Majesty, always claiming to be sick.

Once a chess piece has no use value, it will be forgotten and discarded. This was what I thought at the time. "

"But the empress is pregnant?" Yingshu asked.

"That's right, Wuniang has those joints. I was ecstatic. I didn't realize that taking Wushisan for many years would bring disaster to my child. After Wuniang was born, she became weak and sickly. The imperial doctors all felt that Doctor Liu was especially suspicious, and even asked me if I had taken the pill by mistake. Only then did I vaguely realize that Wuniang's illness was indeed fetal poisoning, and it was Wushi Powder that caused this fetal poisoning.

But I couldn't tell the medical officer, so I had to beg Mrs. He. She had a way to find out the treatment method outside the palace. I even planned that if the disease doctor outside the palace could cure Wu Niang, I would beg your majesty and say that there are gods and Buddhas. According to the dream, Wuniang could be recovered after being taken into the temple for foster care. As long as she leaves the palace, Wuniang might be saved.

But Mrs. He responded to me with a sneer. She said it herself, which put an end to my wishful thinking. She had known that if the mother had been taking Wu Shi Powder for many years, the fetus would not be able to grow up. She also said Wu Shi Although it was my biological mother who gave the gift to me, she was the one who made the plans. How could she support my father's family while allowing me to give birth to a prince and become a threat to her? She is not stupid, and she will not let a tiger make trouble. Do. "

The veins on the back of Shi Bin's hands popped out again.

"I also thought of many ways and went to inquire about it myself. It turned out that Mr. He didn't lie. Wu Niang was indeed... No matter how carefully she was nursed back to health, she would never live to be five years old. I still didn't want to give up. Until that day, Wu Niang The attack happened again, and she almost choked on her own blood. She was twitching in my arms, her consciousness was blurred, and she kept crying out in pain. The most complete sentence was, 'Auntie, I am really in pain. I don’t want to take any more medicine. Pu Yi said that sleeping people won’t feel the pain. Grandma, please don’t let the medical officer prick me with needles, otherwise I won’t be able to sleep anymore.”

The child thought that she couldn't sleep because of the acupuncture, but it was not like that at all. It was because of the pain that the child could not sleep. After getting a moment of peace, Shi Bin held the child and cried bitterly, but the eyes and ears that He installed in Bincen Pavilion, the little palace man, Pushing Pu Yi outside - let the queen go to the small garden quickly, otherwise the lady will blame her, and let's talk about the slaves, the queen can't bear it.

Shi Bin's hands were trembling and unseemly, but she still tightened her daughter's throat and said softly: "Be good, I have a way to make you fall asleep. If you sleep well, you won't feel pain anymore after you fall asleep."

The child was no longer breathing, and Shi Bin became more determined. She let Pu Yi in and told Pu Yi to close the doors and windows. Pu Yi was very frightened at the time, and Shi Bin comforted her: "Don't worry, I will plead guilty, and I won't let you." Implicated.”

Later, when she returned to Bincen Pavilion, she confessed her crime to His Majesty. She said that she was willing to die, but she must drag Mr. He into the grave for her daughter, for the daughter of Concubine Qiao, who was not even as good as Xu Te. The child was buried.

"I actually don't know why Your Majesty didn't punish me." Shi Bin closed her eyes lazily, as if she didn't want to talk anymore.

"Your Majesty knows." Yingshu didn't care to sigh and sigh at the moment. She sat slumped, feeling a little swollen in her calves. The sky was getting darker at this time, so she simply stood up and lit the candles in the room a few more times. She saw that on the desk on one side, there was a half-completed picture scroll. The picture was of a healthy, chubby child with a bun and a red coat. He was holding a bamboo dragonfly in his hand and hanging it on a peach blossom. Stepping into the corner full of treetops, there is a woman's figure under the flowering tree. The woman is not wearing a brocade dress, wearing a high bun, and her hair is only wrapped with a cloth scarf.

This feeling and situation are not in a deep palace.

Yingshu walked half a circle in the room, and then sat back on the platform: "At first, the empress did have the idea of ​​dying together, but later she understood that His Majesty would not convict Mrs. He at this time, so he would not punish her either. Your Majesty. Your Majesty has been in the palace for many years and was favored for a time. You should know your Majesty and know that your Majesty always values ​​your heirs. Whether they are princes or princesses, your Majesty will not allow the dispute between the concubines to lead to the innocent murder of princes and princesses.

Although the fifth princess was killed by the empress herself, her original intention and sincerity was that she could not bear to see the fifth princess suffer anymore. The culprit who caused the fifth princess's premature death was actually Mrs. He, and the empress was not the murderer.

Your Majesty should hate Concubine Qiao more than your empress, because Your Majesty understands very well that Concubine Qiao does not only have the option of strangling the little princess. Concubine Qiao kills her daughter because of her unsatisfied greed, and Concubine Jiang, how can she suffer? Even though he was favored, he didn't dare to really harm the prince.

Your Majesty temporarily indulged Mrs. He and tolerated Concubine Qiao because His Highness, the execution of Concubine Qiao would definitely break the heart of the Fifth Highness, and questioning Concubine Qiao would also implicate Mrs. He and even go to Jiangdong to congratulate her. For this reason Considering the overall situation, His Majesty can only indulge them. Since Your Majesty wants to indulge them, he must feel guilty towards the empress. "

Shi Bin just remained silent, as if she was asleep.

Yingshu said again: "The empress has not given up her ambition to live, because Mrs. He is still alive. Of course, the empress is not willing to let go. Although the empress lives here in confinement, she actively cooperates with Dr. Liu's diagnosis and treatment. Even if she has to suffer a lot, she must give up." She was so addicted to Wushi Powder that she could not go out and even close the windows tightly. This was because she had suffered from frequent cold attacks for many years after she stopped taking Wushi Powder and she really could not be exposed to wind or cold.

I guess that addiction cannot be stopped overnight. It is really unbearable, and Imperial Physician Liu will also allow the empress to take a small amount. For example, yesterday, the empress took Wushi Powder with the consent of the medical officer, and her body became hot and hot. Puyi asked for an ice basin to cool down.

Puyi and other palace officials would even cut and pick flower branches every day and arrange the living room here. This should be the responsibility of the empress. Even though the empress was ill, she still had the interest of admiring flowers. "

"Are you laughing at me for pretending?" Shi Bin finally reacted.

However, Yingshu felt that Shi Concubine did not have an irritable temperament: "If I were to change places with the empress, I would not see Mrs. He in all her glory, while I myself would hate to seek death. Since I want to live, of course I would not be miserable. Enduring the desolation, I know why Your Majesty is troubled. It is because there are some things for which Your Majesty needs your Majesty’s cooperation, but the condition proposed by Your Majesty is for Mrs. He to die immediately. Your Majesty is doing it knowing that you cannot do it. I guess , Your Majesty still has something to hide from Your Majesty, but if the stalemate continues like this, it will be harmful to those who are protecting Your Majesty. If Your Majesty trusts me, I can make suggestions and help Your Majesty."

Shi Bin not only opened her eyes, but even sat up: "You are making random guesses. The only one I care about is Wu Niang. She has already died. I am not willing to die like this but I am not afraid of death at all. In this world, I Even if I risk my own life, who else’s safety will make me worry about it!”