After rebirth, I made the princes cry

When Mrs. Lu heard Pei Yu's name, she got angry and covered her forehead with her hands: "I regret it so much. You should stop saying so much."

Mrs. Ren turned her back on guests and filled the cup of tea for Mrs. Lu: "Ah Lu, it's not all because of Nanci's mission that I came today. Yesterday, your natal sister-in-law also came to see me. I know you are willing to listen to what I say. Let me be the lobbyist, and I won’t bother to repeat what she said, but you should be able to guess it.”

"It's nothing more than trying to persuade me to back down and agree to let Di Xiu be elected."

"Let me tell you, now that the matter is over, if you still insist on asking Emperor Xiu not to marry, even if Mrs. Would a noble family dare to marry King Langyi at the risk of being targeted by Chen Junxie? It has become inevitable for Emperor Xiu to enter the palace, but we know in our hearts that His Majesty cannot seriously accept it. When Emperor Xiu enters the harem, he will most likely be betrothed to a certain prince. If you want to choose a son-in-law, you can only choose a son-in-law among several princes. Is Nanci the most suitable to your liking? "

Lu didn't say anything, but the solemn look on her face was reduced. Ren knew her friend's temperament well and knew that her attitude was already shaken. If she didn't persuade her hard, she pointed her smile at Ying Shu: "You are listening. After listening to this for a long time, your ears are about to stand up. It’s time that you can’t hear clearly anymore. Let me ask you, are you willing to be Nanji’s princess?”

"Aunt, did Nanci really tell you that he wanted to marry me as his princess?"

"That's right. Although he is my nephew, it is not up to me and his uncle to decide on this nephew's marriage. If he hadn't asked me to be a lobbyist, I wouldn't have dared to come."

"What a ghost Jinyang. He keeps saying that he treats me as a sister. How can he marry a sister as a princess?" Yingshu snorted.

Ms. Ren smiled so much that her neatly shining teeth were revealed: "Those are what you said when you were still young. You are still in love. You just think that the most intimate relationship in the world is nothing more than nothing." The love between brother and sister is over, and Nanci is enlightened. It seems that you are not enlightened yet, so I ask you, do you not dislike Nanci?"

"Who would dislike brothers?" Yingshu blurted out first, but then felt something was wrong: "Oh, I can't get close to my third cousin and my fifth cousin. It's not my fault. It's because they always imitate their second uncle and put on more makeup than their fourth cousin. My sister is still coy and pretentious. I don’t dislike Nanci, but I have never thought of becoming her princess. Moreover, once I enter the palace, even my father and mother can’t decide on the marriage. Auntie, please don’t force my mother to agree. , even my mother-in-law can’t promise it.”

Yingshu had her own calculations in mind.

In the previous life, Nanci was her best friend, the kind of best friend who shared life and death, but Nanci never expressed his affection for her. They were friends, confidants, and allies. But in this life, why would Nanci be with her? What if Aunt Ren said she wouldn’t marry anyone else? And that day, why did Nanci go to Liufangpu to "catch an adulterer"? Nanci never spied on Pei Yu in his previous life, because if Nanci had always known that Pei Yu had someone in his heart, no matter whether Wang Qing'e went to the appointment or not, he would not have treated it as nothing happened, and would have exposed the fact that Pei Yu had someone in his heart, and spared her the trouble. Marry an inhumane person.

Yingshu couldn't help but have a guess - Nanci should have been reborn too! ! !

But Yingshu was also worried. If there were any reborn princes, they might also notice that Nanci was reborn, and Nanci would become a bright target.

That night, Mrs. Lu came to Xianyueju. It was already the time of Hai. Lu didn’t rest because she was worried, but Yingshu didn’t sleep because she was enjoying life. The mirror hall in Xianyueju was brightly lit, large and small. The maidservants were raising glasses to the moon with their young master, and their laughter spread far and wide, and did not stop at all when Mrs. Lu arrived.

Yingshu did not have Fu's mother to restrain her. Her former Fu's mother was a "veteran" and had also served as Wangdao's Fu's mother. Although she was loyal to the master, she was inevitably a bit rigid and dogmatic. Mrs. Lu did not want her daughter to be subject to too much control. , and Fu's mother was getting old and often suffered from rheumatic joint pain, so Mr. Lu found a good place for Fu's mother and her family, and also bought a house for them. Fu's mother had a son and daughter-in-law to support her, and the whole family was no longer a slave. The maid is naturally happy to be able to make a living under the care of the master's family, and Mrs. Lu will no longer arrange for another Fu mother for Yingshu.

She knew that Yingshu and her maids often had fun and had fun together, but she never thought it was ridiculous or disrespectful. Mrs. Lu had always trusted Yingshu's ability to manage and train the maids, and would never condone the creation of unruly and evil servants.

But today, Mrs. Lu had something very important to discuss with Ying Shu, so she told her maids: "You can still have fun as usual."

Yingshu understood and accompanied her mother out of the Baojing Hall. There was a small canal in Xianyue Juli leading from the smoke pool in the back garden. At the widest point, a pavilion bridge was built on the canal. There were tooth mats placed in the pavilion bridge all year round. By the way, mother and daughter are sitting here, with a lantern hanging on the pavilion bridge. In the shadow of the lantern, Mrs. Lu looks at Ying Shu. The two eyebrows that have not been outlined by Luo Dai have become very stretched. I don't know when, the bright eyes gave birth to a misty, frost-like light and shadow. The childishness of the child finally weakened, and she became a girl. The woman's charm gradually emerged.

Ms. Lu never expected her daughter to grow up quickly, and now she felt even more reluctant and sentimental.

I don't know how to say what's in my heart.

"Auntie, don't be afraid. Your son will not encounter disaster when he enters the palace. No matter which prince he marries in the future, he will not be bullied or humiliated." It was Yingshu who took the initiative to speak the opening remarks.

Ms. Lu turned her face away and lowered her eyelids. She thought that her daughter was so brave, but it was too embarrassing for a mother to cry in front of her daughter.

"The best result I can think of now is that when the reserve position is really stable, His Majesty will grant you a marriage with Nanci. Even if Nanci can take concubines, he will never let you down after having been in love with you for all these years. You are wronged, Emperor Xiu. Marrying a prince as a concubine is not as good as marrying a descendant of the royal family. You must know the importance of children to the royal family. You cannot stop your husband-in-law from having those concubines... You are a royal concubine, and you are better than a concubine. Decent, but not guilty of jealousy."

"Auntie, what Aunt Ren said today is very clear. As a girl, you have to get married. But if you marry a dedicated husband, you can get a lifelong marriage. Among a hundred girls, I'm afraid, No one is so lucky. I know that there are many girls who cannot tolerate their husbands taking concubines. They will not accommodate themselves and have no choice but to divorce after giving birth to children. Nine out of ten of these girls are not married to their parents. Suo Rong believed that they were too willful, too selfish, and did not consider the interests of the family. Therefore, these "unruly" women had no choice but to become a monk and end their lives as Qingdeng Ancient Buddha.

Auntie, I can't stand the loneliness of becoming a monk, nor will I end up in that situation. If my husband spoils his concubine and kills his wife, I will take the initiative to ask for it. No matter it is a divorce or a divorce, I will not be humiliated. Even if my son returns home, I believe that my father and mother will not be unable to accommodate him. We, a family of three, will still live happily. If my husband has taken a concubine, he can still respect his wife, even if the relationship between husband and wife is weak, Yi'er will He will not be sad secretly because of his temperament. He treats me with ruthlessness and justice, and I treat him with ruthlessness and justice.

But if the husband only takes a concubine for the sake of etiquette and rules, as long as the only one he really admires is me, and I happen to admire him, I think I might add some troubles, and it is inevitable that he will be sour and jealous. Sex, because you understand yourself, when you truly love someone, you will inevitably be possessive, but you will not be too willful and will not ruin your life by yourself. "

Little did Lu know that Yingshu had already experienced all the things she was worried about.

In that life, when she was forced into the palace, Yingshu was very resistant to Sikong Beichen. Even though she became a concubine, she only treated her with a cold face. But later, she was gradually moved by Sikong Beichen and had feelings for him, but the emperor There are "three thousand harems", and Yingshu is only one of them. She cannot ask for Sikong Beichen's exclusive favor. She is troubled and depressed about this, and she loses her temper for no reason. Because of Sikong Beichen's connivance, Yingshu really believed it at that time. Although she was not the queen, not even the third lady, but only the head of the nine concubines, she was the only one who received Sikong Beichen's true love.

She had never been complacent, but she had treated Sikong Beichen wholeheartedly and tried her best to help him consolidate his imperial power. Yingshu understood the meaning of love through suffering, and all her efforts were done willingly, and she would never really ask for equal repayment from the other party. Giving, Yingshu will not hate because of love. Later she hated Sikong Beichen, not because she resented Sikong Beichen for not giving her the same love at all.

But, I really don’t love it anymore.

Yingshu understood herself very well. In fact, she was not a purely emotional person, and her love would also change. When she recognized the true face of Sikong Beichen, Yingshu knew that the person she loved was not actually the real Sikong Beichen, but an illusory one. Shadow, that shadow would risk everything for her and regard her as an indispensable person. If that shadow was not born in an imperial family, if it was not born in troubled times, it would definitely be with her for the rest of its life.

Sikong Beichen plays the shadow, but no matter how exquisite his acting skills are, there are times when his flaws are revealed.

The curtain falls, the actor dies, and the shadow becomes disillusioned.

Yingshu didn't remember that drama at all. She quickly forgot about Sikong Beichen and didn't shed a tear for the actor's death, because Nanci... was almost exhausted at that time. It was only when she lost Nanci that Yingshu remembered When Sikong Beichen came, she did something, a crazy thing. She personally led a group of her cronies to crush Sikong Beichen's body and scatter it into ashes - Sikong Beichen died suddenly, and the imperial mausoleum had not been built yet. Well, he didn't get to die.

Hatred out of love?

No, if she still loved Sikong Beichen, she would never hate him like this.

Yingshu wanted to tell her mother: Mom, don’t worry about me. Maybe I was doomed from the day I was born. Although I love love, I will not be carried away by admiration. Love is really not a thing for me. For such an important thing, I can accept the betrayal of my lover, but I cannot accept seeing my relatives and close friends being implicated in disasters. My father passed away, my mother was so sad, Nanci died with hatred, and Tou'er was beheaded in front of me. …I have always been powerless to prevent these tragedies. After I was reborn, I never thought about revenge. What I thought about was how to protect my cherished relatives, confidants, and allies. If I can save you without entering the palace, I will take you to escape to paradise. For me, This is what rebirth means.

But there is no paradise for us to avoid disasters. I can only create a haven of darkness and bright flowers. We all want to be safe. Only when we have peace can we hope for joy.

This is what Ying Shu cannot say.

But Mrs. Lu finally cheered up, and she hugged Ying Shu: "I will ask your father to tell your grandfather that we compromised and agreed to let you enter the palace and be selected, but you cannot become His Majesty's concubine. Father Weng must report Ming, if you enter the palace, you can become a female official. When the crown prince's position is consolidated, your majesty should allow you to return home."

It is almost impossible.

But Wang Lan really couldn't ask the emperor to betroth his granddaughter to a certain prince. There was nothing wrong with his wording.