After rebirth, I made the princes cry

When Sikong Beichen was in the pavilion "high up", he could also see a certain figure "in the distance". He recognized the person next to Ying Shu as Sikong Nanci. This was very dazzling. Sikong Beichen was suddenly distracted. Until he heard Lu Wansu ask him: "Why, hasn't Your Highness read Jia Junhao's "Luo Shui Fu"?"

"Of course I have read it." Sikong Beichen finally recovered his thoughts of wandering to the "distant place" and injected a hint of "soul" into his absent-minded smile: "It's just that I really didn't expect that today's poem can be written with "Luo Luo" "Shui Fu" allusion, I should thank the female young master for reminding me."

"In fact, the last word 'test' in Qushuihui's Liushang Fushi should not have the meaning of competition. During the Shangsi Festival, scholars used poems to describe the spring scenery and express their emotions for the festival, so there is a 'fushi' The purpose is to increase the fun of the festival, but His Highness seems to care too much about winning or losing."

Sikong Beichen was very familiar with this statement.

In his previous life, Mr. Lu also made such remarks, which he found offensive at the time. However, in order to win Mr. Lu's heart, he naturally had to follow Mr. Lu's comments - before the fall of Xiyu, Fan Yang and Lu He King Langya is also from a famous family in the north, but Sikong Beichen is very disgusted that a little girl like Lu dares to judge his mentality - as a boudoir girl, he is pampered and has never had to worry about food and clothing. How much knowledge can he have? ? Just because of his noble birth, he actually has the qualifications to "review", and he really thinks that he has seen a lot of people, and his ignorance is laughable and ridiculous.

"Young Master's words are really convincing! In fact, I don't have to compete in the Qushui Association. In terms of knowledge and talent, I know myself. Of course, I understand that I am not as far as the children of the aristocratic family. Even if I want to compete, I am just trying to show off my strength. However, my father's expectation for me is that I can win the support of scholars and civil servants with my true talents and knowledge. Although it is still difficult to achieve now, I have to make progress.

Therefore, even if I try my best, I still have to try my best, and today I had a conversation with the young master in this mountain pavilion, and I was prompted by the young master. If my poems at the Qushui meeting today can satisfy my father, I will thank you young master again one day. "

After saying that, Sikong Beichen bowed to Lu Wansu, but his frown did not relax, as if a lament was lingering in his throat, which was clearly caused by Lu Wansu's subsequent words.

Lu Wansu really regretted her mistake: "It was me who failed to understand His Highness's situation and misjudged Your Highness's thoughts."

It is common knowledge that the crown prince Sikong Beichen relies solely on the support of His Majesty the Emperor. It is no secret that the crown prince's talents have been questioned by the clans headed by He and Zheng. Although Lu Wansu is a boudoir girl, she She is a highly praised talented woman in Jiankang City, and she is naturally valued by the family, so she cannot be ignorant of the affairs in the court. Lu Wansu did not know the prince's temperament before, and she did not need to understand it, but women are naturally soft. Her heart made her feel pity for the prince who expressed embarrassment and sorrow in front of her. She regretted her rashness and felt that such a prince was completely unlike the good-for-nothing person in the rumors. The prince clearly knew that his situation was worrying and wanted to change it. own situation.

He added a few soft words of comfort and encouragement.

Of course, the princes also participated in last year's Qushui meeting, and it happened to be Fan Yanglu who took the lead in organizing it. Lu Wansu was still impressed by the prince's poems. Although they were not all exquisite, compared to the second and third princes, But she was a winner. When she heard the prince's words today, she felt that it was natural - after all, the second and third princes wanted to compete for the throne, relying on the power of their mother's family, and they would not strive for it like the prince. Their literary talents and military strategies have won the recognition of the nobles of the family, but whether it is Jiangdong He or Changping Zheng, it is foolish to dream to rely on the power of one surname to prosper. How can a future monarch only rely on his mother's clan as his support? Where is the wise ruler and wise ruler?

Unconsciously, the sound of harp and harp came from the far side of Huaxi River. This was the host's signal to the guests visiting the garden that the Liushang Fu test was about to begin.

"Today I interrupted my daughter-in-law's visit to the garden to enjoy the scenery. I was so tired that my daughter-in-law was both giving advice and comforting me. I could not calmly gather inspiration and think about how to respond for a while." Sikong Beichen accompanied Lu Wansu as he came down from the mountain pavilion. While blaming myself.

At this time, he moved closer to Wansu to prevent the steep stone steps on the rockery. If Wansu was not careful, he could always reach out to help Wansu. He was gentle and considerate, but also polite, so that Wansu would not misunderstand him. It's offensive.

But I heard Wansu say: "Today I just wanted to respond to the mood and be a good assistant to Sister Ah Shu."

Because Lu Wansu suddenly mentioned Yingshu, the prince's heart skipped a beat. However, he reached out to support the rocks on the side to stabilize his steps again, and asked casually: "Are the young master and Wang Wuniang very close?"

"Last year at the Qushui Festival, I was fortunate enough to have Sister Ah Shu play an impromptu bamboo flute. It was because of Sister Ah Shu's flute music that I suddenly had feelings and insights."

As soon as Lu Wansu walked down the stone stairs, she saw Ying Shu and her group not far ahead.

"Sister Ah Shu."

The prince heard that Lu Wansu actually raised her voice to say hello to Yingshu, and even quickened her pace to catch up. He had no choice but to follow. It wasn't that he didn't want to see Yingshu, but now that Sikong Nanci was standing next to Yingshu, there was always a feeling in his heart that he couldn't help it. After calming down his anger, Sikong Beichen felt that there were some things that he could no longer hesitate about.

Ying Shu didn't remember much about last year's Qushui meeting. In her impression, her fate with Lu Wansu only started after she was forced into the palace, and there were signs of a "bad relationship" at first, because for a while, the two of them had no relationship. Everyone likes the same scumbag. Sikong Beichen made it clear that he only favored Yingshu. As the queen, Lu Wansu would certainly mind.

But these two women actually have the same temperament.

Yingshu saw that Wansu's character was a true one. She knew that Sikong Beichen had deceived her a lot in the past and had no real feelings for her, but Wansu still put Sikong Beichen first in everything. Her love was not the same. He weakened because he was let down. Even though he was sad and sad, he still tried his best to get along well with Yingshu.

In fact, Wansu was not suitable for the inner court's battlefield where there was no smoke at all. She was too kind and sincere. The helpless intrigues she was forced to fight made her tired. Sikong Beichen's increasingly cold treatment of her made her even more depressed. She became more and more depressed. The thinner she became, the more she blamed herself. She always blamed herself for not being able to share more of Sikong Beichen's worries. She even had to rely on Ying Shu to protect herself.

Wansu eventually became seriously ill, and there was no cure.

Before her death, Wansu entrusted her eldest son to Yingshu to take care of him. She said, "If possible, don't let this child become the prince. I only hope that he can stay away from power and live a quiet life."

But the child was the eldest son and was destined to be involved in the storm of power struggle. Yingshu could not agree to Wansu's only last wish. She could only promise: "I will try my best to prevent Dalang from suffering what Your Majesty once suffered." bitter."

At that time, Ying Shu did not know Sikong Beichen's true identity. Later, she did not anger Sikong Beichen's princes, especially Sikong Xuan. The child also had Wansu's blood in his body, and Ying Shu did not regard him as her own child. Make a promise out loud, but keep it in your heart.

She felt ashamed of Wansu because later on, she was unable to save her child's life. When she died, Sikong Xuan, the young emperor, would also be killed by Tian Shishe, the rebellious minister.

Seeing old friends meet again, Yingshu couldn't help but wonder about Wansu's enthusiasm. Could it be that... Awan was also reborn?

"Sister Ah Shu won't blame me for being presumptuous, right?" When she said this, Lu Wansu and Ying Shu had already arrived at the west embankment of Huaxi. Since they had been "traveling together" for a while, they might as well sit together at this time.

The spring breeze is gentler at this time, passing by the tops of the plum trees, bringing the delicate fragrance of flowers. The woman's smile is gentler than the spring breeze: "I first met my sister at the Qushui party last year. I really wanted to get close to her, but I never looked forward to it. When the time came, I heard that my sister went to Langyi some time ago. I regretted that I might not have the chance to meet her again at the Qushui Club this year. I didn’t know that my sister was here. I thought that I would never miss this opportunity to get close to each other again. .”

Yingshu was not sure of the real reason why Wansu was "intentional", but she felt that it was not important.

Wansu is not her enemy.

"How could it be?" Yingshu also responded with kindness: "Awan is not a man, how could I find it offensive?"

"I originally intended to invite my sister to go to the park with me just now, but I just saw my sister and the two girls from the Lu family together, so I couldn't disturb them."

Wansu then mentioned the piece of music played by Yingshu last year, hoping that Yingshu could give it as a gift.

Yingshu thought of her previous life, when Wansu became Empress Lu, and asked her for the music score. She also thought that Wansu must not have been reborn, otherwise she would probably stay away from Sikong Beichen in this life.

When Wansu was seriously ill, Yingshu went to take care of her. One night late at night, Wansu suffered from angina pectoris. Maybe she had suppressed it for too long. Maybe she had a premonition that she would die soon. That night Wansu told Ying what she was holding back. Shu said it - my mother-in-law didn't want me to marry into the royal family, but I believed your majesty's words at that time. He said that he fell in love with me at first sight, but knew that he was not worthy of me. He was so sincere at that time , I have no doubt about his words. But Ah Shu, when His Majesty deliberately wanted to admit you into the palace later, I understood that it was you who really made His Majesty fall in love at first sight. I asked Your Majesty, is he deceiving me? He said, you are already a queen, what else do you want.

At that time, he seemed to have become a stranger, and the contempt and coldness in his eyes pierced my heart like an awl. In the past few years, I have been unable to understand it, or I simply did not dare to pursue it seriously. I don’t know. How sincere is he to me? I am not greedy. Even if I am not the only person he admires, I hope that even if he is only a little sincere, I will not be considered a failure.

I really miss my parents, but I'm afraid I'll never see them again. I'm glad that Your Majesty doesn't come to see me. I really don't want him to see my embarrassment and weakness. I think even if He is only sincere to me, and his memory of me is that on our wedding day, I was dressed in fine clothes, smiling at him. I also hope that there will be no afterlife, because in fact, I want to forget these personal events.

Ah Shu, tell me, why are some people so heartless and cold-hearted? You don’t even lie to people to the end, but you have to let the people who were deceived suddenly realize? If there must be an afterlife, I would rather be a bird. The heart of a bird should not be so unpredictable, so a bird can stay in both places and not betray its lover because of other things.

I really envy you, Ah Shu, you are really lucky. Even though you have suffered a lot of hardships and misfortunes because of His Majesty, you are the only woman he loves. Half of His Majesty’s heart is for the country and the country, and the other half is for the country. I am really unwilling to be occupied by you. I have thought about it countless times in the past few days. If I had known that he only wanted to use me, I would not be emotional. I still mind it, and I mind being deceived and let down.