After rebirth, I made the princes cry

The red bean represents lovesickness, it is for lovesickness, it is not a rare treasure. But that day, when Yingshu took the skirt from Nanci, she felt heavy. She immediately understood Nanci's expression, and this meant to her She said that it was really not a burden, but she felt guilty and deeply sad. She never knew what Nan Ci was thinking and thought they were just brother and sister, close friends. She even told Nan Ci that she was indeed in love with Sikong Beichen.

He did not hesitate to receive this letter.

Although she always thought that Nanci's engagement was forced by circumstances, and changes might occur in the future, and Nanci might meet his true love, she did not take the engagement seriously.

Everything seemed to happen in a hurry.

But if you think about it carefully, she is actually too slow.

She regarded Nanci as a brother and a confidant, and she decided that Nanci treated her in the same way, and there was no relationship between men and women. Maybe she wasn't really slow, but she didn't want to face it and admit that she had been so cruel to Nanji.

Nanci decided that she was the ghost concubine, so she must be the ghost concubine. This was not compensation, not pity. She could no longer trust others. She had lost her ability to love things, but if the other party was Nanci, she would not be able to trust others. There will be expectations. Before, she felt that she was not afraid of being let down because she would no longer show true love. She didn't mind how other men used her, because the relationship was originally about mutual use.

Only Nanji is different.

There was never any need to care about each other, there was no need to take advantage of each other, and there was no need to worry about betrayal or abandonment. If Nanci wanted to be with her for the rest of his life, she would stay with him for the rest of his life. It would be absurd for her to hesitate.

Wang Yingshu did a lot of ridiculous things in her previous life. First she mistrusted Pei Yu, and for a time she was lucky to have made the right choice in a life-long matter. She deserved to be used and betrayed. From then on, she actually It’s time to understand that she is not a dedicated person. If she were dedicated, she would not just be sad about being separated from Changle, nor would she agree to enter the palace. She would not even beg Pei Yu not to divorce her.

The fact is that she quickly empathized and was easily moved by Sikong Beichen. She settled down in Jiankang Palace just like that. When she first woke up from the dream, her first thought was how to survive. She was not sad, and she was indeed very quick. I just forgot about Sikong Beichen.

Even after Nanci passed away, she actually developed a subtle affection for Sikong Yuehu. Occasionally, she secretly longed for the future, but she was already on the verge of death. She really never thought deeply about why Nanci endured the humiliation and burden. , why did you always stand firmly by her side and become her support, until you ran out of oil and passed away, you still looked at her and smiled and told her - I am relieved now, Yingshu, no one can hurt you. .

She really doesn't deserve love.

It was God who loved her so much that he allowed Nanci and her to be reborn.

The Wang Yingshu of the past is already dead. She died at the sword-fight of Tian Shishe, ending her ridiculous life. Therefore, all the past events should be buried. She originally did not live for the love between men and women, but God gave her the most beautiful life. She should cherish this precious love even more.

"Nanji, am I the only one who calls primrose Hanqing?"

"Do you remember?"

"I didn't remember it at first, but when I came here today, I suddenly remembered it. I lived a carefree life at that time and didn't know the sorrows of the world. In the cold winter season, I was independent. I didn't appreciate plums but preferred a cold leaf. I thought this was unique. My aesthetics are actually very childish, but no matter how ridiculous I am, I have always existed. I am particularly lucky now that I have only said those childish words to you, and you will never laugh at me. "

"Are I really the only one who knows?"

"Eh! You don't know me yet? I seem to be open-minded, but in fact I am very petty. For example, you looked at me at that time and circled around the eldest brother, but you never revealed your true thoughts to the eldest brother. I was afraid The eldest brother thinks that I am naughty, strong, and weird, and always wants to appear smarter and more stable, but I know that you will not think of me, and I can do anything bad with you with confidence and boldness. "

"Now you don't like admiring cold green leaves?"

"I have woken up. I have no particular preference for flowers and plants. When I was a child, I often planted flowers and plants. It was influenced by my father and mother. They took care of every flower and grass in Wuyou Garden with their own hands. I Watching from the side, I feel happy, admiring flowers and leaves, making incense, and even playing the piano and flute, the most important thing is to see who is accompanying me. "

Nanci remembered that the time he spent with Yingshu was not just for mischief. When he went to Yingshu's Xianyue Residence, Yingshu always grabbed him to take care of the flowers and plants in the yard. The two of them read about the vase offerings. Yingshu likes to make incense, and even likes to make rouge and gouache by herself. She also knows that Wang Mao is not interested in these things, and has never asked Wang Mao to be a consultant. She does not avoid him, and sometimes even waits until he is out of class before inviting him to join her "career".

When he built Hanqing Pavilion and planted primulas in his Chunfeng Garden, it was still midsummer and there were no Hanqing leaves to enjoy, but he couldn't wait to tell Yingshu. Yingshu was so excited that she came to meet him two seasons in advance. They agreed that when the cold winter comes, they will definitely come to appreciate the cold green leaves. When appreciating the leaves, they will also leave poems, calligraphy and paintings behind. They will not compare with others and decide the winner between them.

At that time, the young man did not understand the meaning of lovesickness. He only felt that whenever he was invited by Yingshu, he would feel happy in his heart and would never miss an appointment. When he heard about interesting gatherings, he would never forget to invite Yingshu to go with him. Yes, until he attended Pei Yu's wedding as the fifth prince, and realized that from now on Pei Yu would replace him as the man closest to Ying Shu in life, and then listened to Wang Mao's endless congratulations, and he didn't say a word Even before he could say anything, he realized that the relationship between him and Ying Shu was not brother and sister at all.

Now, Ying Shu finally understood his thoughts.

"You have been going to Xisu Mansion often recently. What on earth do you want to discuss with Xinyuehu?" When Nanci asked this, he was stunned for a moment. It was true that he had been confused during this period, and he warned himself that he should not He cared about it, but couldn't control his own mind. He heard the rumors about the sudden frequent contact between Ying Shu and Xinyue Hu, and couldn't help but speculate. He knew Ying Shu's original plan, and after getting rid of Sikong Beichen, he was most optimistic about it. Even if Xinyuehu can replace her, Yingshu's target was originally Concubine Xinsu. Although this has nothing to do with love and is based on gains and losses, does Yingshu still intend to keep him away from power disputes until now? Are you planning to deal with power alone?

"It's about the Northern Han Dynasty." Yingshu decided to reveal the details to Nanci as appropriate: "The eldest brother contacted Mr. Xinsu and guessed that Jiang Tai asked Jiang Mo to use Yu. Maybe he just wanted to temporarily establish diplomatic relations with Da Yu to facilitate Jiang Tai. Taking action to rectify the internal affairs and build up the navy would not only prevent Northern Zhao from attacking Chang'an under the guise of intervening in the Northern Han Dynasty's internal affairs, but also prepare for the invasion of the south.

You and I both know that there are reborn people around Abo. Abo must have known that in his previous life, there was no great minister in the Northern Han Dynasty. Jiang Tai's successful usurpation of the throne happened early, and there is a causal connection with the great minister Jiang Gaofan. Moreover, the Northern Han Dynasty's intention to establish diplomatic relations with Dayu also deviated from the original track. Abo felt that Lord Xinsu's concerns were justified.

To establish diplomatic relations, marriage is the most direct way, with no loss for both parties. However, Jiang Mo already has a wife, and there is absolutely no way he will divorce her. If Jiang Tai's credentials really include a marriage proposal, the negotiations on establishing diplomatic relations will be Caught in a stalemate, Princess Gaoping finds it difficult to take on the important role of marriage, but the only princess who is suitable for marriage and can take on the important role is Princess Qinghe. "

"Is Xinyuehu worried that bad luck will fall on the second sister?"