Rebirth: My girlfriend is a paranoid

The contents of the diary were almost as Su Qianyi imagined.

It is a record of daily life, bits and pieces of daily life, and interactions with friends.

From the description between the lines, Su Qianyi could feel that Xie Shu must have been very happy at that time.

The happiness of teenagers is simple and comfortable.

The previous few articles were all similar daily descriptions, nothing special, but Su Qianyi still read them very seriously.

After reading about four or five articles, she finally saw herself on it.

Moreover, in the subsequent diaries, she appeared more and more often, almost every day.

She could tell from the article that Xie Shu seemed happy every time he communicated with her, and she could also tell from the article that he was nervous and disappointed when he confessed to a girl for the first time.

But he seemed to pick himself up quickly. He was still feeling depressed at the beginning, but he was cheering himself up later. He was always like this no matter how many times he was rejected.

Su Qianyi looked at the diary quietly, looking at the various reasons Xie Shu wrote for being rejected by her. She was fine on the surface, but inside she felt suffocated.

After reading so many articles, Xie Shu has never written a single word about her fault.

He would only blame himself for being too impulsive, or reflect on whether he was rejected because of something he didn't do well. He never thought that it was her fault...

As she watched, Su Qianyi's eyes suddenly stopped on a passage.

"Song Gou asked me today why I like Su Qianyi so much, but I didn't tell him. Although it's not a big deal, I just don't want to say it. I just want to know."

"He actually thinks that I like girls because of their looks. Of course that's not the case. It's just that the girl I like happens to be pretty."

"I don't know if Su Qianyi still remembers that when we first met, she was the one who took the initiative to lead me."

"It was raining heavily, so she pulled me away without any explanation."

"The throbbing of youth may really be at that moment..."

The first time we met, it was raining heavily...

Through the key words recorded in the diary, some of Su Qianyi's memories gradually overlapped with what Xie Shu wrote.

She has not forgotten it, but she has not recalled it for a long time, so this past event has been pushed to the bottom of her memory.

She remembered it was their high school registration day.

Because she got up late and her parents were working and couldn't spare any time, she went to school by herself that day to register.

People of their age group can more or less do it by themselves, and since they don't live on campus, they don't need to buy a lot of daily necessities and move to the dormitory, so it's relatively convenient.

Because it was raining when she went out, she brought an umbrella.

She got up late and arrived at school late. It was almost noon. When she went, there was no one in the school.

The campus was empty. If the walls weren't covered with registration guidance for new students, she would have thought she had remembered it wrong.

She followed the instructions posted on the school wall and found the registration place.

Then before she went upstairs, she met Xie Shu.

Xie Shu was leaning against the wall in a daze, and he was the only one around. When she passed by, he just glanced at her.

Later, she went upstairs to find a teacher to sign up.

The teacher hadn't left yet, and told her that she could go out to eat first. If her home was close, she could go home and rest first. They would make another announcement later when the rain stopped.

The teacher also told her that the rain started suddenly later, and it was still sunny at the beginning. Some people who signed up did not check the weather forecast in advance and did not bring umbrellas.

After a sudden heavy rain, students who originally planned to visit the campus will definitely not be able to visit.

The students who lived on campus also went into their respective dormitories and did not come out. Those who did not live on campus went back with their parents. Even those who did not bring an umbrella and signed up alone, school teachers also helped them contact their parents.

After signing up, she returned the same way. When she went downstairs, she saw Xie Shu still leaning against the wall.

Because the teacher told her that the heavy rain started suddenly, she quickly understood Xie Shu's situation.

Finally, before she left, she walked up to Xie Shu and asked him if he didn't have an umbrella.

The situation was just as she thought, he stayed in school because he didn't have an umbrella.

Moreover, the teacher also contacted his parents for him, but his parents never came.

He said that his parents were too busy at work. One was working away from home, and the other was arranging student registrations at other schools. They really couldn't leave. He said that he would have to wait a little later, and someone should come by the time of lunch at 12 noon. Picked him up.

At that time, none of them had their own mobile phones, so they had no choice but to wait.

So later she asked about the location of his home. After knowing that his home was not far away, she said that they left school together under an umbrella, and the bus they were going to take was at the same stop.

Xie Shu must have refused at that time.

After all, it was the first time they met, so they were not familiar with each other yet.

But she always persisted.

It was almost noon, and everyone else around her had already left. She didn’t know how long Xie Shu had been waiting. She just felt that it wouldn’t be a problem to keep waiting like this. Anyway, the bus was at the same stop, so they just happened to go out together. ah.

So, after Xie Shu said "I'll wait" several times, she directly took his arm and walked out of the eaves.

Xie Shu seemed a little surprised at the time and wanted to pull her hand back, but she didn't let go.

In the end, he was pulled out by her. When he was almost outside, she quickly raised her hand to hold the umbrella, trying to raise it higher.

Xie Shu was taller than her, and it was a bit inconvenient for her to keep raising her hands like that, so Xie Shu, who was next to her, said he would hold the umbrella.

Then......

A single umbrella, the two of them stood next to each other, chatting while walking, and walked towards the school gate step by step.

The rain was really heavy that day, so much so that if you walked on the road with an umbrella, the wind might blow it away. Every step you took would feel like you were stepping into a puddle.

They walked very slowly, and Xie Shu kept holding an umbrella towards her, worried that she would get caught in the rain.

Later, they arrived at the bus stop together, where they sheltered from the rain for a while before leaving in their own cars.

She always thought that she was just doing a favor, but she didn't expect that he would remember it for so long...

Soon, Su Qianyi's eyes became moist again.

She just did one trivial thing, and Xie Shu could still prefer her for so many years.

But then why did he...

Su Qianyi wiped away her tears and continued to read back in the diary...

Later, perhaps because she was approaching her senior year of high school, Xie Shu wrote diaries less frequently, with less content, and she appeared less frequently.

Until the day when the college entrance examination results came out, he only wrote a brief sentence...