Rebirth: My girlfriend is a paranoid

Girls' dormitory.

Ruan Nianxi has been in a daze since the afternoon.

She glanced at her phone from time to time to see if Xie Shu had sent her a message.

But their latest chat history is still in the afternoon...

He said he was busy with something and would contact her in the evening.

But now it's dark...

At noon, he said that he was busy with homework and had no time. In the afternoon, he said that he was busy, but did not say what he was doing specifically...

It's been two days, what has he been doing?

Wasn't he really avoiding her on purpose?

Did he reconcile with Su Qianyi and then no longer want her?

By the way, I almost forgot about them being in the same class. They see each other every day in and out of class...

Ruan Nianxi pursed her lips in discomfort, exited the vx again, put down her phone, and looked at the things on the table again.

Once there are signs of something, Ruan Nianxi cannot control his thoughts and will make all kinds of random guesses.

Suspicion is an important symptom of paranoid patients. Even if the suspicions in their hearts are not true, they will automatically construct some things into a complex, unified, and coordinated thinking framework.

As he thought about it, Ruan Nianxi's heart felt as if it was being cut by a knife, and his breathing began to become unsmooth again.

What, they obviously met first...

Thinking of everything she had spent with Xie Shu in the past few days, the possessive desire in Ruan Nianxi's heart was infinitely magnified. But every time when this desire was about to reach its peak, her mind would magically calm down, and then she would stay rational. .

She can no longer make mistakes in school. If her parents find out, they will take her away from Xie Shu again.

At the same time...she didn't want Xie Shu to know her true appearance. She was afraid that he wouldn't like it and would withdraw from her world without saying a word.

No matter which one it was, she couldn't accept it.

She doesn't have much strength now. Even if she has any ideas, she has to wait until she has strength in the future before she can think about it.

After silently adjusting her mental state, Ruan Nianxi stood up from her seat, walked out of the balcony, and took care of the gardenias she had placed here.

She had no experience in growing flowers and didn't know how to grow them. Yesterday, she saw that the gardenias had withered a lot, and she realized that she could still check information on the Internet. Then she followed the instructions on the Internet and moved the flowers outside where they could be exposed to the sun. The place.

There was only a small handful of gardenias, and she actually didn't need to spend much energy taking care of them. After changing the water, she stood outside looking at them for a while, and then entered the dormitory again.

There was still half an hour until the gate time. None of her roommates had returned yet, so she was alone in the dormitory.

Even though she was used to being alone a lot, she still felt deeply lonely these two days.

I looked at my phone again, but there was still no message.

She lowered her eyes, feeling silently sad.

Put down the phone, sit down again, and continue to be in a daze.

She has been living like this for the past two days...or to be precise, the past few years.

When she had nothing to do, she just sat like this, recalling the past things between her and Xie Shu. She kept recalling, and kept recalling, and she would not stop recalling until she had something to do.

As long as there was nothing else to distract her, she could keep recalling.

After several years of perseverance, now she hasn't seen Xie Shu much for two days, and she is beginning to get used to it. Sure enough, she is too greedy and wants everything.

Just as she was mentally condemning herself, the cell phone on the table rang suddenly, interrupting her thoughts.

Ruan Nianxi turned on her phone and saw a red "1" next to Xie Shu's name.

He finally messaged her!

Ruan Nianxi's depressed mood returned to normal instantly.

She couldn't wait to open the message, and then saw a message with "illustrations and text":

【?Are you bored?

☆One☆person☆lonely☆

?The weather is hot? Go to the playground?

???Join me and visit the playground together? ?

Visit the playground

Sweet little window dd]

Ruan Nianxi stared at the message for a few seconds, and finally realized that Xie Shu was inviting her out.

At this time, all the sense of loss was swept away, replaced by endless joy.

She typed the reply with both hands: [Okay. 】

Xie Shu: [See you on the playground! 】

Ruan Nianxi: [Yeah. 】

After replying to the message, Ruan Nianxi couldn't wait to go out.

She didn't know whether it was because it was approaching the gate time, or because she hadn't spent much time with him in two days, but she was so anxious that she even went downstairs much faster.

Before arriving at the playground, she received another message, again from Xie Shu. He said that he had arrived and was waiting for her at the entrance of the playground. After seeing the message, she quickened her pace again.

As she approached the entrance to the playground, she saw a familiar figure standing under the streetlight over there from a distance.

He stood up straight and faced the playground. He didn't know whether he was looking at the people exercising inside or the couples walking inside...

Ruan Nianxi slowly slowed down her pace, her excited heart was calmed down by her, and then she pretended to have a normal attitude and walked slowly over.

Xie Shu looked at the people in the playground and always paid attention to the direction of the girls' dormitory.

When he turned his head to look over there again, he happened to see Ruan Nianxi walking slowly towards him.

Seeing that she had finally arrived, he turned to face her and took a few steps towards her: "I'm not disturbing you by calling you out so late, right?"

Ruan Nianxi shook his head: "No."

She had nothing to do.

After answering, Ruan Nianxi discovered that Xie Shu had a thick book between his right arms.

But she didn't think much about it, thinking it was some kind of extracurricular book or professional book. She just glanced at it and then looked away.

But the next second, Xie Shu picked up the book and handed it to her.

Ruan Nianxi: "???"

"For you."

"Thank you!"

Xie Shu turned his head and looked into the playground again, and turned his body accordingly: "Let's walk a few laps."

"Ah."

So the two entered the playground together.

On the playground, some people are running, some are walking along the run, there are couples on the lawn, and many people are gathering around to have fun...

Xie Shu glanced sideways at Ruan Nianxi next to him. She was still looking down at the things in her hands.

The three-dimensional book he made has a strap with a bow tie on it. To open the book, you have to untie the strap first.

But now she just held the book and looked at the patterns on it, without opening it.

"What kind of book is this? Why doesn't it have a name?" Ruan Nianxi asked curiously after looking at it for a long time without seeing the name of the book.

Only then did Xie Shu understand what she was doing. He smiled slightly and pointed to the book strap without answering first: "Open it first and take a look."

If he didn't say anything, Ruan Nianxi could only listen to him first and open the book tape.

Then she opened the first page of the book.

As the pages of the book are turned, various paintings appear on the pages...

The lights in the playground were very bright, and Ruan Nianxi could see the "content" in the book clearly. She opened her eyes wide and turned to look at Xie Shu in disbelief.

"Isn't this a photo of us... when we were kids? Why is it in this book?"

Ruan Nianxi looked at the photos of their childhood that stood up from the book and was a little surprised.

She had never been exposed to pop-up books and had no such concept in her mind, so Xie Shu directly told her that he did it.

Hearing this, Ruan Nianxi was even more surprised. She took another look at the "content" in the book. Except for the photo of their childhood in the middle, which looked like it was printed, the rest...

Was it all drawn by him one stroke at a time?

Not only are the three-dimensional images mostly painted, there are also various patterns on the flat pages.

How long will this take?

Suddenly, as if she remembered something, she looked at Xie Shu again and asked him: "Have you been doing this for the past two days?"

"Ah."

It turns out he wasn't avoiding her, he was making a gift for her, and she even suspected him...

There was a sudden burst of self-blame in my heart, but in the end it was completely replaced by a sense of happiness that swept over me.

He made it with his own hands! !

"You are so awesome!" Ruan Nianxi said what she was thinking.

Xie Shu still smiled and said nothing.

The two of them walked slowly along the playground.

Ruan Nianxi looked at the pop-up book in surprise. Under Xie Shu's guidance, she realized that the books could be set up with small traps to hide "content". When those small traps were opened, the various paintings hidden inside were all painted by him. The painting is full of the two of them!

Although Xie Shu's paintings are not of the exquisite realism style, he still painted all the characteristics of him and Ruan Nianxi, so they are easy to recognize.

In the middle of the page, under the photo of the two of them, there are other embellishments. A mini scene stands under the photo. There are two small QQ people on both sides of the small scene that can move left and right. There is no doubt that these two are also them.

He even made a small mechanism that could be pulled and recorded the events of their first contact in the form of pictures. Ruan Nianxi couldn't help but laugh while looking at it.

She has never forgotten the first time she came into contact with Xie Shu.

He was the first person in her memory who stood up to help her, how could she forget?

The more Ruan Nianxi read it, the more she liked it. After carefully reading the contents of the first page, she reluctantly turned the page.

The second page opened, and various pictures stood up again.

There are still small scenes + characters + small mechanisms hiding the "content", but the characters on this page are obviously a bit longer than the ones on the first page...

Although she is still a QQ person, her face is not as round.

On the third page, the characters seemed to grow a little longer and the scene changed, which she found very interesting.

Page 4......

Xie Shu kept looking at her silently without urging her. When he saw her smile, he would also curl up the corners of his mouth.

Due to time constraints, I did not make too many pages for the three-dimensional book thank you statement, only five pages in total.

Five pages is not much, but what he did was very interesting, so Ruan Nianxi read it very slowly.

She finished reading the previous pages and turned to the last page.

As soon as the page was turned, various little hearts stood up as densely as stars in the sky, which made Ruan Nianxi even more shocked.

There isn't much on this page, just a dense love bridge like a sky bridge standing outside, and a small mechanism made into a window shape.

With her previous experience, she skillfully pulled the note next to her and opened the window this time.

"Outside the window", there are blue sky and white clouds, as well as looming mountains in the distance. At the same time, there is a sentence:

"Will you accompany me to see the water-colored mountains and soft red fragrant earth in the future?"

Ruan Nianxi stopped suddenly, and Xie Shu also stopped and turned to look at her.

He wanted to say something, but he watched Ruan Nianxi slowly close the window, then read a book and lowered his head.

What he wanted to say could only be swallowed by him.

Under the light, Ruan Nianxi lowered her head so deeply that Xie Shu couldn't see her expression, let alone what she was thinking at this time.

no respond.

Xie Shu had never expected her reaction.

After thinking about it, he tried to take the initiative to hold Ruan Nianxi's hand, but as soon as he made contact, Ruan Nianxi flinched as if he was frightened.

Her move was very small, but Xie Shu still noticed it.

Helpless, he could only take his hand back.

Take your time.

"There's half a circle left, and it's almost time. I'll take you back to the dormitory when you get there."

As he spoke, he turned back and took the first step, very slowly, giving Ruan Nianxi enough time to recover and allow her to keep up.

But because of his turn, he didn't see Ruan Nianxi's hand that wanted to grab him again...

Xie Shu walked away first, and Ruan Nianxi could only follow.

Soon the two were walking side by side again.

But this time there was no joyful laughter between the two of them, only silence all the way.

Xie Shu didn't want to put any pressure on Ruan Nianxi. He knew that he should give her time to relax.

The journey ahead was so relaxing, and she was probably shocked by the sudden words of a lifelong promise.

Moreover, seeing as she has put away everything and is still holding her tightly, there shouldn't be any big problem.

As he was about to leave the playground, Xie Shu wanted to say a few words to tell her to rest early tonight, but suddenly he felt a slight tug on the corner of his clothes.

He turned around and saw Ruan Nianxi's hand.

She still lowered her head and held the pop-up book tightly in her other hand.

Xie Shu raised his lips and smiled, reaching out to hold her little hand holding the corner of his clothes.

"Let's go, the dormitory is about to close, I'll take you back first." He said warmly.

"Yeah." Ruan Nianxi's voice was like a mosquito, but Xie Shu heard it clearly.

Then the two held hands and left the playground.

On the way to the girls' dormitory, the two of them still didn't say anything, but they seemed to have said a lot...

There were smiles on their lips, and the temperature of their holding hands was getting higher and higher, but no one wanted to let go.

They went from big hands holding small hands to finally interlocking their fingers...

Ruan Nianxi quietly raised her head and glanced at Xie Shu. Seeing that he was also smiling, she pursed her lips and smiled gently.

Such a scene had only appeared in her dreams before, but today, it came true.

On the way back during that half circle, she actually struggled in her heart, because she knew that she was very possessive, and in the future, she didn't know whether she could control it...

However, she was really too greedy for his tenderness.

She couldn't refuse, and he couldn't refuse either.

Therefore, she will not let go in the future.

Xie Shu, there's no point in running.

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Together, the number of words is about the same.

Dear readers, I suddenly learned that a relative passed away in the evening and I will go back to my hometown tomorrow. I may be a little busy these days, so I try not to delay updates. If I don't update on any day, I'm asking for leave.