Mecha Star Wars.

11.February Summary and Thank You List

In the blink of an eye, it's time to report on work again.

Last month's revenue was 238, of which 192 came from subscriptions and 45 from group channels.

If I had to sum up last month in one word, it would be depression.

It wasn’t because my new book was rejected. It was because my friends in the group knew that I was rejected and raised questions. I suddenly realized that I had a lot of problems from the beginning without knowing it and was complacent. My confidence suddenly deflated like a punctured balloon.

I originally thought it was so well written that I couldn’t review it later.

My mentality collapsed and I felt like I was not good at anything, which also affected my typing state on the mecha side.

Now, almost a month has passed, and my mentality has improved. But the lack of confidence is still there.

It’s been a month since I wrote a new article, but I still feel like I can’t continue writing. The original full feeling has been completely cut off.

As for the mechas, the plot about the new planet also felt wrong because of my uncertainty.

I used to think it was pretty good, but now I have doubts no matter how I look at it. Is it really good? Is it really possible?

So I've been working hard to learn writing skills recently. But when I actually put them into practice, I feel very stiff. I feel like I can't fit in, which makes it even more difficult.

Building self-confidence is as difficult as physical recovery. I am still working hard and hope to adjust myself as soon as possible and not be bound by temporary difficulties.

Last month, I finally finished writing another planet. But like I said, due to many uncertainties, I abandoned many plots, and even now I don’t know whether it is better to remove those plots or write them in full.

Things that were clear before have become vague now. I am sinking quickly.

The new planet is the Immortal Cultivation Planet. Or because of uncertainty, many planned plots are not finalized. Is it okay to keep thinking about these in my head? Should I write them? Will they all be rubbish plots...

This state is terrible. I don't know where to find my confidence, and my hard work makes it more difficult for me...

But I haven't given up on my original intention to finish it. Try to overcome yourself, and everything will be fine! Come on!

I won’t talk too much about the unhappy things. I’ll just look more at my children who support me. Maybe my confidence will come back faster.

First of all, I would like to thank Beigushan for the reward. This is my group friend, haha, after criticizing me, he came to comfort me, so cute.

This month, a new player joined the game, and the old players are still supporting me as always. In fact, everyone's encouragement has always been there, thank you all.

Thank you to the following people who voted for the monthly ticket:

How Much Ash Falls

Calm, waveless and as light as water

Yuanyuan Kite

Inch of Fire and Heart

Feng Linger

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Purple rice

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alicezhao

Shibun

Book Friends 20190703211558457

Mengyu Qingxue

Watching the Moon at Jinghu Lake

lingchenchen

Yue Mengxi

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Huangxingsu

omivy

Xuan Mankong

hj9

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Feng Linger

Thanks to all of you guys for your subscription support, my confidence has not completely collapsed.

And to all the guys who voted for me, I swiped the screen more than ten times to get to number 1. Thank you for voting for me every day.

Don’t be greedy and delusional, but be bearish

Yuanyuan Kite

Lights and Hearts

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Lazy coastline

Postman 301

Daiwang

How Much Ash Falls

I love Lingxia

Sorrow 2

Suhui

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Sitting alone in the bamboo forest

alicezhao

Book Friends 20210301106486845302

Book Friends 20230127155239939

Beigu Mountain

Life is finite but endless

Wolf Hehe 25198

If I kiss

Shishan Shibazi

Dark Starry Night

yuedu

Just be happy 1234

Book Friends 20240109154107090

White Dove Whirlwind

Verdandi

ktsl

A flash of wind

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Long's Sky

Hiyoshi

Book Friends 20180507135239235

General Soldier

Dancing in the mist

Feng Ziya

BLACKBOY

Reader 1608311408404893696

James6142

Book Friends 20161224143628691

Fish diving in the deep sea of ​​books

Tadpole tail rot

First encounter first meeting

Feng Shui Bagua

Blue Feather Green Song

Book Friends 20200816105011810

One bite and one glutinous rice ball

Book Friends 20180810054936513

Book Friends 20220723112233872

Small drill wind invincible

After typing the name once, I really felt the power flowing in little by little.

So many people still support me, which should prove that my writing is good, right?

I have to work harder to live up to everyone’s expectations!

I need to recover quickly and can't be so confused anymore.

I hope that by this time next month, I will be fully recovered!

Thank you for your tolerance and support. Bow, love you.

Chen Xiaokun

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