The mage in the city wants to practice Taoism

The fifteenth day of the eighth month of the Guimao year is the Mid-Autumn Festival. This is what is written in the almanac: It is advisable to remove the wall, destroy the wall, and do not take anything else!

In the early morning, Bai Xuanyuan got up early and decided to go home - the home she didn't want to go back to, but after all, during such a festival, what could she do if she didn't go home?

She ran to the high-speed rail station early in the morning. The intercity train tickets were newly released last night. She didn't even think about grabbing the tickets. She even thought about saying that she couldn't buy the tickets, which would give her an excuse not to go home, but She happened to get the ticket.

Carrying the box of mooncakes that had not been sent out last night, Bai Xuanyuan boarded the train. She actually had a lot of ideas about Jiwei's home, but she really didn't have any.

Bai's father is a middle school teacher and his mother is an accountant in a company. It seems that he has a very good family background, but in fact, when Bai Xuanyuan was born, his family background was not very good. At that time, his father's professional title had not been further upgraded, and his mother's company was also in the period of bankruptcy and reorganization.

At that time, there was already an older sister in the family who was in elementary school. The parents actually did not pay enough attention to the second daughter. However, after the family situation improved, a younger brother was born.

The general situation is as follows: the eldest daughter is favored, being the first child of young parents, and is treated as a treasure; the youngest son is also an only child, and is valued. After all, the residual influence of the male mind is still a little one and needs more care.

Although Bai Xuanyuan did not suffer from cold or hunger, he did receive a lot less care. Compared with her sister, her parents have lost the sense of freshness, responsibility, and panic of giving birth to a life for the first time, and instead have a sense of randomness that they think they have taken care of. Compared with her younger brother, her ancestors show obvious preference, and the parents do not know whether they are being coerced. Treated differently, even being asked to tolerate the younger ones.

Before the age of twelve, Bai Xuanyuan was very sensible, well-behaved and quiet, and worked hard and conscientiously in school. Perhaps she already understands deep down in her bones and subconsciously that only by being more sensible and working harder to get good academic results can she attract more attention and care from her parents.

When I was twelve years old, my sister who went to college brought a classmate home. The elder brother has a gentle and friendly attitude, a kind of humble and civilized manner, and a beautiful smile. It's just that when no one else is paying attention or when he is alone, he is depressed and quiet, with a sad "broken feeling" (the word didn't exist at that time, but that's what it meant). Later she found out that the eldest brother's parents had an accident, and her sister brought him back to relax, because she was afraid that he would think wildly by himself.

For a twelve-year-old girl, the rebellious period comes quietly, although she doesn't show it. But the fact is that she has already understood and analyzed the status of her siblings in her family. The result is so unbalanced that she even feels that everyone is unfair to her. She is simply insignificant in the family!

But the eldest brother, my sister's boyfriend, was very fair to the family and brought gifts to everyone, including her. Throughout the holiday, the eldest brother would take their siblings out to play, buying them food, games, and clothes. Every time, the eldest brother would respect her preferences and wishes, which she had never experienced from her relatives. Too much attention and love. The eldest brother once said with a complicated expression that he had wanted his parents to have a younger sister, but he never expected that he would have a younger sister in this way.

The two people, who are nearly ten years apart in age, most like to play together, read books, watch TV, and do small crafts for their hobbies. They both have a quiet temperament. She could feel that the possible future brother-in-law didn't actually like her brother very much. He even disliked his naughty and shameless brother as much as she did. Is this a tacit understanding?

Even after many years, she still remembers that on a windy day, her eldest brother would carry her, who was still very thin, and run in the wind. When it rained, he would take off his coat and put it over her head...

Later, as she grew up, this big brother became her brother-in-law. No matter before her sister got married, after she got married or even after her divorce, she always felt that her sister was not worthy of her brother-in-law at all!

Ten years, how many things has your brother-in-law done in those long days? Most of the living expenses for myself and my younger brother are provided by my brother-in-law. Most of the furniture purchased and replaced at home is made and arranged by my brother-in-law. In addition, commonly used daily necessities and supplies are purchased and delivered to the door at any time. The relatives of the Bai family are happy and happy. He is never absent from his interactions... Even his parents and younger brother completely regard this person as a family member.

But the changes in time and the world are really strange. Bai Shifei got divorced with a decisiveness and speed that was unimaginable to others. It would have been okay if it was just like this. It ended peacefully. Her family and relatives would not understand but would slowly accept it. But seven months after the divorce, Bai Shifei remarried, to a very high-quality "high-quality man." Bai's father directly angrily cursed "betrayal" and "no more shame". The whole family felt ashamed of Xi Mengxiu - except maybe Bai Shefei!

Bai Xuanyuan understands things more clearly. Three years ago, when she was interning at university, she specifically chose Huanhua City in Tanzhou. Her brother-in-law, who was not yet divorced at that time, happily vacated the tenant and allowed her to temporarily live in a property left by her brother-in-law's parents. She was thinking that after making money, they would rent the house to her brother-in-law together.

What Bai Xuanyuan knew better than others was that despite her brother-in-law's obstruction, her sister insisted on working hard for her career during her pregnancy. She went to sign a contract on a thunderstorm day, and her car skidded out of control on the road and hit the guardrail. Although it was a minor accident, the baby was miscarried. It was the little life that my brother-in-law had been waiting for for a long time. He lost his parents early and had no relatives. He longed for children and respected his sister. As a result...

After this incident, my sister and brother-in-law were in a different state, and they would quarrel from time to time. Although they would compromise and appease each other, the relationship between the two people really slowly dissipated.

Bai Shifei got drunk again after work, met Wen Zongyou inexplicably, and was sent home by Wen Zongyou. At first, the two of them had nothing to do with each other, but later, when they had some intersection at work, they got closer. When the two confirmed that they had a crush on each other, Bai Shifei quickly filed for divorce from Xi Mengxiu. The relationship was gone, and Xi Mengxiu was not a person who insisted on getting entangled, so the two divorced almost as quickly as possible.

After that, Xi Mengxiu had no contact with the Bai family. He himself didn't want to have too many interactions and get entangled, because everyone would be embarrassed anyway. Of course, more importantly, he had psychological problems; the Bai family mainly felt guilty and felt shameless to see Xi Mengxiu again.

As for Bai Xuanyuan, she had great fear at that time. The person she had called her brother-in-law for almost ten years seemed to have become a stranger. She seemed to be about to lose a relative who cared for her the most! Bai Xuanyuan, who was supposed to move out of that house, finally made a childish and illogical decision. She wanted to live there. If Xi Mengxiu kicked her out, she would beg him to rent the house to her, so that she could at least keep in touch!

Xi Mengxiu didn't do anything, so she just lived there. Isn't it a little more fettered if she didn't take the initiative to pay the rent? If Xi Mengxiu didn't take the initiative to talk to her about the house, does it prove that he still has feelings for her? After all, they have been together as relatives for ten years?

Unfortunately, over the next two years or so, she tried every means to get close to Xi Mengxiu, but Xi Mengxiu remained unmoved. He was often unreachable or even refused to answer the phone.

On the day she went to see Ren Min for psychological treatment of Xi Mengxiu, she learned for the first time that Xi Mengxiu had a renunciation mentality more than two years ago. Although Ren Min made it clear that he had recovered, Bai Xuanyuan felt a chill that froze his bones!

Because of Shen Litong and Xie Chengyan, she heard that Xi Mengxiu was probably short of money. That day, she collected the money from various accounts - although she didn't have much money, she wanted to give it to Xi Mengxiu, but she was afraid that Xi Mengxiu wouldn't want it.

While struggling and hesitating, she heard the concept of the extraordinary. When she understood that Xi Mengxiu had stepped into the extraordinary, and that from then on she and ordinary people were in two different worlds (no one said it clearly, she understood it herself), she fell into fear and panic again.

Among the people she could have an extraordinary relationship with, apart from Xi Mengxiu, the only one was Ren Min. She asked Ren Min to almost spend all her savings to buy a detailed set of martial arts methods from Baozong - "Taiyi Crossing the Gods" Law"!

And ask Ren Min for advice from time to time. Of course, at the same time, she also told Ren Min everything she knew about Xi Mengxiu (there was nothing she couldn't say), including her changes in mind...

She didn't give up more than two years ago, and she won't give up now. She wants to stand with Xi Mengxiu, even if it's just to get closer!

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Scenes from the past flowed in her heart, and three hours passed unknowingly. Bai Xuanyuan listened to the radio reminder and got out of the car, took a taxi and returned to her original home.