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Seeing Wang Ge's confused eyes, as if he was a little confused by what he just said, Gu Panyan raised his head, looked up at the stars in the sky, and explained:

"Due to some personal reasons, I always speculate on others with malicious intentions, and always think that there are not many good people around me...

Heh, you may think that I am complaining for nothing, or to gain sympathy or something. After all, I am only seventeen or eighteen years old. Talking about human nature at this age will make me look particularly stupid and childish. "

Seeing that Wang Ge didn't speak, she said indifferently, "No matter what you think, I will continue.

Just because of the above reason, I also feel that you are not a good person. You must have some intention against me by taking me to skip school at night. "

"I thought so before, but now you look like this." She suddenly turned her head, looked Wang Ge up and down, raised the corners of her mouth, and outlined a beautiful smile, "I suddenly don't worry anymore."

She didn't say why she wasn't worried anymore, which saved some face for Wang Ge.

‘Even if he has some intentions, so what? ’

‘A man who is so sensitive that his body becomes stiff even if he speaks something in his ear, what bad intentions can he have? ’

Although it’s not very appropriate to say it this way, that’s probably what it means.

"I feel like you're insulting me." Wang Ge's face turned black.

I am so angry. I have obviously achieved my goal, but I am still so angry!

I'd rather you continue to be wary of me!

This is the most serious time that my dignity as a man has been challenged!

"Don't be angry, at least this means you have a great chance of dating me now." Gu Panyan laughed.

Wang Ge closed his mouth and remained silent.

He said to himself, actually, I really don’t want to date you, I just want you to study hard...

Seeing that Wang Ge didn't speak, Gu Panyan didn't care. He looked up at the stars in the sky with a faint smile on his lips: "Actually, I still want to thank you. After all, you let me see so many stars, and …

I haven't been as happy as I am today for a long, long time. "

Wang Ge continued to keep silent.

In this situation, nothing is appropriate.

Now that the girl seems to have opened up, being a quiet listener is the best choice in this situation.

"Let me lean on you."

Gu Panyan leaned her back against him casually. She had already tied up her hair, and her long ponytail hung from Wang Ge's shoulders. A few hair strands tickled his face.

Her hair was black and slender, and it shone faintly in the darkness, making Wang Ge have the urge to hold it in his hand and play with it.

But unfortunately, his body immediately tensed up when Gu Panyan came closer, and the girl's warm and soft body made him a little stiff.

This body is really... Wang Ge sighed in his heart.

"When my grandpa and I lived together, we often watched the stars together at night. He taught me how to recognize the constellations and told me the names of the stars. He said he used this to trick my grandma into getting money."

Gu Panyan put the back of her head on Wang Ge's shoulder, looked up at the sky, and always had a faint smile on her lips, "But I don't remember any of them."

"Is the old man okay?" Wang Ge realized that this 'grandpa' might be a key figure and asked.

"It has been many years since he was laid to rest." Gu Panyan smiled silently, "It is considered the end of his life. The little old man had a good reputation during his lifetime, and he was also very beautiful when he left. Everyone in the village came to see him off."

From the sound of her voice, she didn't seem to be very sad, and she seemed to have already let go.

Wang Ge was silent for a moment, then changed the topic and asked, "Did you go to junior high school in a rural area? It's not easy to get into the No. 1 Middle School in the city from a small place like that. Is it possible that you were a top performer in junior high school?"

"No, not really." Gu Panyan shook his head, "My junior high school was much worse than my high school, and my grades were also ranked last."

After a pause, she continued: "People in small places like that generally have no qualities and are good-looking. They are full of dirty words and will take action whenever they disagree. Violent extortion and fights are common. They have to drop out of school because of various things. Things happen from time to time...

You probably haven't lived in that kind of environment, right? It's like being stuck in a puddle of dirty mud, with naked malice rushing toward you all around you. You have to struggle very hard to avoid being swallowed up by the mud.

I was struggling, but my grandfather passed away at that time. "

Gu Panyan paused, and Wang Ge also fell silent.

"This world is really disgusting." She whispered, and then added, "Then I was too lazy to struggle."

"It was a very dark time."

Wang Ge remained silent and did not speak. Gu Panyan did not care and whispered in a self-deprecating voice, "I have not been swallowed up by the mud, and I can't 'come out of the mud without being stained'. I have become a part of the mud, even It’s the dirtiest, messiest and worst part.”

After saying that, Gu Panyan didn't make a sound for a long time, and Wang Ge also remained silent. For a moment, the world was quiet except for the sound of their breathing.

His mood was slightly complicated.

In fact, he can understand what Gu Panyan said. In his previous life, he was also a child who grew up in rural areas. Rural people are generally busy, have low education levels, and have old ideas. They also lack restraint on their own children and neglect to discipline them. When they were young, they could not see What, its shortcomings began to show up in junior high school.

Problems such as not being taken seriously in the family, lack of love when growing up, neglect of discipline or too strict discipline during education, etc., will breed a lot of hostility in children's hearts.

Some children choose to hold their anger inside, and as they hold it in, they become introverted, quiet, "honest people."

Some children choose to vent their anger and gradually become those little gangsters who do not do their job properly.

In schools in rural and small towns, there are particularly many such students.

Wang Ge also studied in that kind of school, so he naturally understands the feeling of suffocation.

It's just that in his previous life, he believed his parents' lie that 'only by studying hard will you have a future', and he has been studying seriously. Apart from studying well, he is not conspicuous and has never been targeted by those gangsters.

But Gu Panyan is different. Her appearance is destined to attract attention. Children aged fourteen or fifteen are at the age when they are curious about the opposite sex. It is already difficult to survive in that environment, and they are also suffering...

She was only a girl of fourteen or fifteen years old at the time. Her family members had died, and she was surrounded by wolves, leaving her isolated and helpless.

No matter what choice she made at that time, Wang Ge felt it was understandable.

"What did you do then?" Wang Ge asked her, having already thought of words of comfort in his mind.

Gu Panyan said: "I sent all those who have been harassing me to the hospital."

Wang Ge:?

...how to understand this?