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"Psychologist?"

Wang Ge shook his head, "No, it's not a big problem."

He actually knows his own situation very well.

Seeking a psychiatrist is of no use.

He was born with memories of his previous life, rich experiences and a complete outlook on things.

But these cannot be seen, so he has put on a thick disguise since he was born.

To pretend to be a baby, to be held every day, to be fed by others for three meals a day, to sleep or to be in a daze when bored, and even to eliminate excretion by oneself.

This is definitely an unacceptable thing for an adult with a mature mentality, dignity and shame.

So he felt tortured and in great pain.

As a baby, he received a lot of attention. He had to be tense all the time. Most of the time every day except sleeping, he would cry loudly.

Only in the dead of night could he look at the darkness outside the window and be himself for a short while.

At that time, as a newborn baby, what he thought most was: It would be better to just die.

Since you want me to time travel, why do I have to start from the beginning? Can’t I just travel directly to high school or college?

Do you want to find a way to commit suicide? At least you won't suffer so much.

But his body is not developed, and even if he has suicidal thoughts, he does not have the ability to commit suicide.

Banging your head against the wall? Let’s not talk about whether he has a chance to hit. Even if there is a chance, his body has no strength at all, his bones have not developed, and he can’t even stand up. How can he hit?

Bite your tongue and kill yourself? He doesn't even have teeth, so does he have to bite his tongue with his gums?

There was a chance of slitting his wrists, but there was no way his parents would let him have access to a knife.

Human cubs are such weak and powerless creatures.

All he could do was accept the reality and pretend to be a baby numbly.

Over time, he actually had some psychological problems.

Fortunately, as time passed, his body gradually became stronger and he was finally able to take care of himself.

I gradually got used to the disguise, and it gradually got better.

But because he was still under the nose of his parents, he couldn't take off his disguise to save himself, so he could only try not to let his psychological problems expand.

After entering kindergarten, he left his parents and received less attention. He finally had the opportunity to take off his disguise for a short time and silently huddled in a corner to lick his wounds.

But this was regarded as withdrawn, which worried his parents for a while and even called him a psychiatrist.

Helpless, he had no choice but to put on his disguise again, show his innocent smile, and go play with the children of the same age.

This was also an extremely painful thing for him at the time.

Although it was much easier than when I was a baby, the psychological problems gradually expanded.

He began to become irritable and irritable. He would lose his temper without realizing it and could not control it at all.

Looking at the children playing around him, he would want to take something and hit them on the head. It must be very interesting to see their bloody heads.

When I am alone, I become withdrawn, taciturn, my mind is empty, my heart is full of exhaustion, and I have no ideas.

Lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, I thought it would be great if the ceiling could fall down and kill me...

However, Wang Ge is not someone who will sit still and wait for death after all.

He knew very well that if he continued like this, he would suffer from some kind of mental illness.

He didn't want to end up in a mental hospital.

So he started trying to save himself.

Originally, the best way to save yourself is undoubtedly to get rid of the disguise and be your true self.

But when he wanted to do this, he sadly discovered that this disguise could no longer be removed.

Because you have been pretending for so long, you have already formed a habit, even an instinct, and it is difficult to peel it off.

Therefore, he can only temporarily block and forget the adult part of himself, so that he can truly become a child and feel the joy, anger, sorrow and joy of a child.

The disguise cannot be removed, so turn that disguise into your own skin.

In this way, the psychological problems were indeed alleviated, but he himself seemed to be schizophrenic.

Just like what Li Zhimeng said, the child part of him was happily playing with the children, while the blocked adult part looked on and sneered indifferently.

But this was a symptom many years ago.

Now, after so many years of hard work, he has merged the two parts into one.

He has a somewhat weird personality now.

He couldn't tell whether he was naive or mature now.

But it doesn't matter, at least I'm mentally healthy.

It's like a rag doll that has been repaired many times. Although it is full of patches and has some minor flaws, it is still completely repaired.

Overall it's harmless.

However, although Li Zhimeng was talking about symptoms many years ago, Wang Ge was still a little surprised that she could see them in such a short time.

"Have you studied psychology?" Wang Ge asked her.

"No, I'm studying foreign languages." Li Zhimeng said.

Wang Ge was confused: "Then how did you see that there was something wrong with me?"

Li Zhimeng immediately put his hands on his hips, with a proud look on his face: "Of course it's because I'm awesome!"

Wang Ge: "..."

Seeing Wang Ge's speechless look, Li Zhimeng scratched his hair and said with a smile, "Hey, actually it's because I've met a lot of people."

"I grew up in an orphanage and have been running around in the past two years. I have seen too many adults and children."

"A child's eyes will be very clear and full of innocence, but an adult's eyes will be a little cloudy and cold. The older they get, the colder they become. Then they may become clear again as they get older."

"But brother, you are different from others."

Li Zhimeng stretched out his little hand and gestured, "Most of the time, your eyes are the two completely superimposed and expressed together. The remaining small part of the time will be like that of a child, with only innocence in the eyes and no trace at all." The indifference of adults.”

"Well, that was what happened when you were playing with the children just now."

Wang Ge let out a 'tsk' sound, "You are observing so carefully. Could it be that you have fallen in love with me?"

"Stop being narcissistic."

Li Zhimeng hummed, "It's just because your eyes are different from others and you are more curious, so I pay extra attention to you."

"That's it. I thought I was so charming that I charmed you." Wang Ge said casually.

He didn't want to talk about this aspect of the matter. He felt like he was being stripped naked, so he deliberately changed the topic.

"You are indeed very charming, brother."

Li Zhimeng obviously noticed this. She was always considerate and smiled and gave Wang Ge a thumbs up, "This kind of childlike look is a surefire success for older sisters who have rich experience. There is no big sister." Sister can reject someone like you."

"I would call you the big sister killer!"

The shaping of Li Zhimeng has just begun. Don’t be impatient, you will have to do it one by one.