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Chapter 150 I am alone, the best in the world, the best here

"and then?"

Wang Ge had finished eating his barbecue and bibimbap. He wiped his mouth and asked, "Since then, you no longer believe in horoscopes? But this doesn't seem to have much to do with you becoming a common girl now, right?"

"Oh, brother, don't be impatient, just listen to me slowly."

"Okay, you say it, I'll listen."

"Hey, you're so good."

Li Zhimeng said with a smile, and then continued: "At that time, I only had preliminary doubts, and I didn't completely disbelieve in zodiac signs."

"I'm very stupid. You can tell from the fact that I couldn't get into the top ten even though I tried so hard, so I couldn't understand what Yan Yanzi said to me at that time. I could only understand the most understandable part of it. "

"That's the part where she said I was running away."

"But I didn't take it seriously, because the horoscope book said that Capricorns have poor ability to withstand stress and often avoid problems. So I think this is not my problem, it's because Capricorns are like that. , so I continued to escape with peace of mind.”

Li Zhimeng covered his face again: "Ah ah ah, I was really stupid at the time. Looking back now, I feel ashamed. I want to go back in time and kill me at that time."

"Really stupid."

Wang Ge nodded in agreement, and then smiled, "But it's normal for middle school and high school. Who hasn't done a few stupid things in middle school and high school."

Li Zhimeng stuck out his tongue, "Fortunately, I didn't know you, brother, at that time, otherwise I would have been hated by you."

Wang Ge smiled and shook his head but said nothing.

This kind of thing is uncertain, at least the Li Zhimeng he knows now is confident, has high emotional intelligence, loves life, is silly and fun every day, and is full of charm.

He couldn't imagine what it was like for Li Zhimeng to escape from reality with the help of zodiac signs.

Just like he couldn't imagine what that sweet and lovely Yanbao would be like without experiencing school violence.

"I completely stopped believing in horoscopes later, at the end of May."

Li Zhimeng continued: "At that time, because my grades dropped and my personality became a little weird because of my zodiac sign, several of my brothers and sisters, as well as uncles and aunts in the courtyard, were a little worried about me, so I thought Do better in the final exam so that they can rest assured and keep studying hard."

"But, at that time, something happened in the hospital."

There was a hint of disgust in her eyes, "Our dean's son went abroad with the funds provided by the country to our welfare home and donations from well-wishers in society."

"The dean's old habit of getting a heart attack from anger happened again, but his money was also taken away by that bitch, and he didn't even have money for hospitalization."

"Fortunately, we all have poverty subsidies from the state, and a few talented younger brothers and sisters have scholarships. We don't usually spend much, so we saved everything. After scraping together here and there, we finally paid the director a series of expenses for hospitalization. .”

"But the hospital is completely out of money."

Li Zhimeng stretched out his hand to hold his chin, recalling what happened at that time, "We are not short of food and drink, because that part of the money is in the hands of the aunt who specializes in purchasing supplies. Our dean is still more cautious and will not put eggs Put it in a basket.”

"We were still running a kindergarten at that time. The kindergarten was originally for the children in our welfare home. It was an individual kindergarten. There were no tuition fees, no money was made, and the state did not provide subsidies. Our director paid for it to build and finance it himself. I paid the teacher to organize it.”

"Without money, the kindergarten can no longer sustain itself. There is no way to pay wages to kindergarten teachers. Several teachers have left."

"The teacher ran away, and some of the nursing staff in the hospital also ran away. There was not enough manpower in the hospital, and the younger brothers and sisters, as well as the children with congenital diseases and unable to take care of themselves, had to rely on the remaining uncles and aunts to take care of them. Don’t come.”

"This is not the biggest problem. The biggest problem is that after the director fell ill, although the other uncles and aunts had feelings for the orphanage, they were all illiterate and panicked. No one could stand up and stabilize the situation. If the situation is limited, no one can take charge of the overall situation."

Wang Ge listened carefully, nodded slightly, and asked softly: "What happens next?"

Li Zhimeng felt that the atmosphere was a bit heavy, and she didn't like this heavy atmosphere.

So she shook her little head and said with a smile: "After that, of course it will be me, Zhizhi, who shows off my power and turns the tide before the building is about to collapse!"

"Oh?" Hearing her start to act weird again, Wang Ge's eyes showed a smile, "Are you so good?"

"Of course, I'm super powerful, okay!"

She hummed and continued: "At that time, among the people who were still in the orphanage, the younger brothers and sisters than me were ignorant. The older brothers and sisters were basically in the third year of high school and were about to take the college entrance examination. I was afraid of the impact. They dare not tell them this."

"So, there's no one better suited to step up than me."

"Actually, I was very worried at the time. I thought I couldn't do it because I am a Capricorn with very poor ability to withstand stress. I am a little loser who can't even get into the top ten in the exam no matter how hard I try."

"But these are not excuses for me to escape. I can't escape anymore this time."

Li Zhimeng shook his head and said seriously, "No matter how weak my ability to withstand pressure is, I still have to resist. Even if I am really a waste, I will still contribute all my value."

"I didn't go to school during that time. I had a lot to do."

"If there is no one to stand up and take charge of the overall situation, then I will do it; if there is no one to take care of the younger brothers and sisters, I will take care of them; if there is no one to teach in the kindergarten, then I will teach it."

"I also called back some of my brothers and sisters who were studying in college away from home, but it was still very difficult. Many times I was so busy that I couldn't even take care of eating."

"But we still persevered until our director was discharged healthy."

After saying that, she raised her white chin and looked at Wang Ge triumphantly: "How about it, am I good?"

"sharp."

Wang Ge said sincerely.

It was just a few children who stood up when the adults were sick and hospitalized and had no money to maintain the entire orphanage and even a kindergarten.

It's really amazing.

"It was then that I realized that the zodiac signs were all fake."

Li Zhimeng sighed with emotion, and then hummed, "Why are Capricorns so weak to withstand stress? I have endured all this hard work and difficulty. My ability to withstand stress is obviously super strong, okay!"

"Yan Yanzi is right. The reason why I believe in zodiac signs so much is not that the characteristics of the zodiac signs match mine, but that I deliberately cater to those characteristics, so the zodiac signs appear to be accurate."

"It was also at that time that I truly understood what Yan Yanzi said to me."

"If I blindly believe in horoscopes, I will really become what the horoscope book says is a Capricorn who is not good at learning and expressing, cannot accept criticism, and has extremely poor ability to withstand pressure."

Li Zhimeng laughed and told Wang Ge what she gained from this experience:

"After I no longer believed in horoscopes, I finally reconciled with myself and came out of the shadow of my sister's death and my inability to make her happy before she died."

"Yeah, yeah, I'm not a world protagonist who can do whatever I want. I'm a little loser who can't get into the top ten even if I try hard."

"I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't do anything about a lot of things."

"But, brother, being ordinary is not an excuse to escape; being powerless is not a reason to sit back and wait for death."

"Even if I know that no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to get into the top ten, if I am given another chance, I will still try hard."

"Because if you try hard, you still have a chance of success, but if you feel from the bottom of your heart that you can't do it, you really can't do it, just like I believed in horoscopes at the time."

She said seriously: "Not just zodiac signs, but any labels and definitions are like this. They are shackles that restrict our abilities and a guillotine that kills our infinite possibilities."

"So I have to be confident. I don't want to be defined by anyone. Today I am a sweet girl, and tomorrow I am a cool sister. I have unlimited possibilities. I am a versatile Zhiwei!"

"I am not the protagonist of the world, but I am the protagonist of my life!"

"I am alone, the best in the world, the best here!"