God vs. Lone Star, you and I are a pair

"No one in our family believed that my sister would suffer from postpartum depression. I still remember that when my sister found out she was pregnant, she touched her belly with her hand and smiled so tenderly. She was so looking forward to the arrival of the child. Moreover, my brother-in-law said to my sister She is very caring, and there is no problem with mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, so she will not jump if anyone jumps from the building."

"I want to know why, one year after your sister's accident, you began to change, from a diligent student to a gold digger in the eyes of everyone."

Xie Qingqing gritted his teeth, as if he had made up his mind. He ran back to the bedroom and took out a locked notebook from the bottom of the closet. The cover was the most popular Huanzhugege at the end of the last century.

"One year after my sister passed away, my mother has been in poor health, and my brother-in-law is busy at work. He has no parents. He suggested that my mother come to C City to help take care of my little nephew, and let the child distract her from the loss of her daughter. My mother and I were packing things in my hometown, and I came across this in my room. This was my sister’s old diary. I flipped through it and found that there was something in the back. It should be about her newly-pregnant relationship with my mother. The relationship eased and I left it when I went home for a month."

Qin Fang took the diary. The diary was almost 20 years old. The entire paper was a little yellowed. The neat and immature notes recorded the girl's thoughts and common idle moans in adolescence. These contents are approximately dozens of pages, occupying two-thirds of the entire diary. Qin Fang browsed quickly and turned to the last two pages.

The handwriting can show the shadow of his youth, but it is more calm.

"Today I felt him (her) move for the first time, as if a small finger gently poked me through my belly. I thought my feeling was wrong, but at night he moved again, I still like girls, Junhong didn’t say it, but I think he might like boys more, and that’s fine, both boys and girls are fine, as long as they are healthy.”

"Looking through the diary I wrote in the past, I saw how ignorant I was at that time. I thought I could dominate and decide many things. After more than ten or twenty years, I discovered that peace and stability are happiness, and simple meals are more sweet. It's a pity that , it took me 20 years to understand this truth.”

"He moved again, and he has become more and more naughty recently. Almost every time I lie in bed before going to bed, I can feel him poking me with his finger. Junhong was very excited and asked me to put the phone on my belly, saying that he wanted the child to listen. Listen to daddy’s voice.”

"The chicken soup made by my mother is so delicious. In the dark days before, I would always think of my mother's cooking. My mother's hair has started to turn gray. She said that when I give birth to a child, she will give me different dishes every day. Stew, it’s great to have a mother, it’s great to be a mother.”

"I had a nightmare last night, and I received a call again today. I feel very irritable. I hate my original decision so much, but I feel lucky. Because of that, I met Junhong. Junhong said that everything will be with him in the future, but I I really don’t know what to say.”

"My godmother said that she was very happy that I had a child and was going to be a grandmother. I am very grateful to her but also very afraid of her. I am grateful that she taught me so many things when I was young and allowed me to come from a small place. Country bumpkin became a better version of myself in the eyes of others, which taught me how to show different strengths to different people and how to show weakness. More importantly, I got to know Junhong because of it. However, now, I find it difficult If I withdraw, they won't give me a chance. Just like my godmother once said, she is not doing charity, she needs to repay. But I really don't know if this price is something I can bear."

The diary ended abruptly here. Qin Fang knocked on the notebook and said to Xie Qingqing: "You found something wrong based on this? But how did you get into that circle."

"My sister's baby was born half a month prematurely. My brother-in-law said that on the first day after giving birth, he overheard my sister on the phone, saying, no, I absolutely cannot do this. This will make it difficult for Junhong to do it. At that time, he just thought that someone might be trying to seduce people into the company through my sister's connections. Later, he told me that at that time, the company where he was a technical executive was facing asset liquidation and was preparing to merge and go public, but it was an internal secret. He suspected that my sister’s death was related to this matter.”

"But he has no evidence."

"Yes, my sister was born prematurely the next day. I broke my leg and needed an operation. My mother couldn't leave. My brother-in-law didn't pay attention to it. Half a year later, he found that his computer had been tampered with. However, the password was on the day my sister and I confirmed our relationship, and only the two of them knew it, but my sister usually wouldn’t look through his work computer.”

"Is there something missing?"

Xie Qingqing shook his head and said, "No, nothing is missing. The key things are all encrypted again, unless they are taken away with the computer."

Qin Fang crossed his legs: "So you and your brother-in-law had doubts about your sister's godmother, so you went into the tiger's den to be a spy yourself? How did you get in?"

“The reason why my sister was deemed to have committed suicide due to postpartum depression was because of the testimony of a psychiatrist. My sister saw him half a month before giving birth and on the fifth day after giving birth. He said that my sister was prone to depression. "