Honkai Impact: Capturing the Little Herrschers starting with Sirin

Chapter 1643 The Only Right to Choose

Maybe Bai Mo should be thankful that his pupils are red.

In this way, her red eyes no longer looked so miserable.

She took a deep breath.

She calmed herself down and suppressed her emotions that were on the verge of collapse.

Because she suddenly realized that everything she was sincere about was so insignificant to her destined destination.

Those memories and bonds that she cared about, protected, and pursued, which took 50,000 years to come into being.

As for the ending that was destined at her birth, as for the "Him" in front of her, and as for the world, it was truly redundant and meaningless.

Is it ridiculous?

Angry?

What you call everything, what you call all, is insignificant.

It is not needed and does not have to exist.

If your destiny is to return here, then these unnecessary feelings will become a burden to be abandoned.

Because He doesn’t need it.

The world doesn't need it either.

So...what are you guarding?

Why are you sad?

Or...for you at this moment, who should you blame?

Kevin?

It was Kevin who brought me here, and He really didn't give me a choice.

But didn’t I make the same choice?

Even though she knew that if she chose to reject Kevin, he would use tough measures to bring about the current situation, she did make her own choice at that time.

So, blame “Him” in front of you.

But for "Him", it was just telling himself the truth.

A truth that does not require Him to expend any emotion.

"Are you here, sad?"

“He” doesn’t understand, just as “He” cannot understand overly complicated emotions.

"He" didn't understand why Bai Mo was sad.

but……

"Sorry……"

But “He” apologized to himself.

This made Bai Mo's almost dead heart beat.

"why?"

She didn't understand and slowly raised her head.

"To you, this sorry is tantamount to apologizing to yourself, right?"

"But that would be weird, wouldn't it?"

"Just like what you said just now, it shouldn't be like this."

Perhaps he had realized that he could not change anything, so in the end, Bai Mo wanted to appear stronger.

So although her voice was full of bitterness, it was also much calmer than before.

"Ah."

But in response to Bai Mo's weak and casual question, "He" nodded and spoke very seriously:

"I can't understand it, and I don't know. But, just say sorry to the sad me like this."

"Or... hug the wounded heart like this."

He raised his hands, and the arms that were hugging Bai Mo slowed down, but he patted her behind again.

It's like comforting a wounded child.

"How long has it been?" "He" leaned over to Bai Mo's ear and whispered softly.

"I didn't take a second look at myself."

“Not giving myself a hug.”

"I don't know why I am sad at this moment, but I know that my heart is crying."

"I don't want to, so if you don't want to...let your heart decide the future."

"..."

Bai Mo was stunned.

She looked at the person hugging her in disbelief.

"Would you like to let me choose?"

Although those words may be difficult to understand because "He" and "She" are not distinguished from each other.

But Bai Mo still understood.

"Ah."

“He” nodded.

"But before that..."

Standing up, "He" held Bai Mo's face and gently placed his forehead against Bai Mo's forehead.

"I want you to take a look at this."

"I am in there..."

At this point, “He” suddenly paused.

A faint smile slowly emerged on the dull face.

"In it, there are choices that we made together."

This was probably the first time that “He” reorganized the language and appeared as two different people between himself and Bai Mo.

"When you know everything and feel tired... and want to leave."

"OK."

Looking up, for the first time, a childlike understanding wavered in “His” gaze, which had always been dim and without any emotion.

"So... stop crying."

"Finally, now, I leave the final choice to myself."

"That is..."

The slender fingers slowly touched Bai Mo's heart, and "Him"'s dull expression moved slightly, and the corners of his mouth curled up into an imperceptible, yet plain and gentle smile.

"you."

"..."

"Do I... choose for myself?"

Bai Mo never thought that he would get this right.

When she came here, when she saw "Him" in front of her, and even when Kevin appeared, Bai Mo knew that she had no choice.

She always knew.

So when she knew everything, when she realized that her existence was really dispensable, she controlled her emotions.

Because crying, making a fuss, or resisting are all meaningless.

Her end had already stood before her eyes.

Just one step left.

And this last step should not be decided by her herself.

After all, she has always been the wanderer who follows others, like a fallen leaf in the sea, drifting with the flow.

I have never really chosen anything and I don’t have any opinions of my own.

Whether it's Alicia, Mei, or Kevin.

Or the old man who came later, Kiana, Einstein Tesla, Theresa.

She was used to leaving the right to choose to the people around her, and was also used to keeping silent when making choices and following their footsteps.

But now, she has such a choice.

A truly life-defining choice.

And this choice comes from "Him".

From oneself.

"Really, can I?"

"I can choose to leave, I can choose to return to that ordinary life, I can go back to being the Bai Mo who knows nothing."

"Yes, of course." Without any hesitation, "He" nodded.

But at the same time, a little white light appeared between “His” eyebrows.

That was what "He" wanted to show Bai Mo.

From now on, if Bai Mo chooses to escape, no one will stop her.

She truly had the right to choose once, and only once, before the final step across countless civilizations.

"Thank you."