Quick Transmutation: She was driven into madness after being transformed into cannon fodder

He never cared about how Yang Shixing was doing on weekdays. He always said all kinds of things about Qingge and being cruel in front of Yang Shixing.

He talked too much, and Yang Shixing began to visit him less often. When he was ignorant before, he also felt that his mother was cruel.

Looking back later, I realized that this was not the case at all. My mother was very kind-hearted.

Hua Zhaoer was so bad that her mother even let her son go and found someone else to adopt her son, including his other brothers and sisters, and her mother took care of them one by one.

If the mother was really as bad and ruthless as the father said, there would be no need to worry about these children.

In order to make an excuse that he was not unfilial and did not abandon his biological father, Yang Shixing chose to join the army when he was fifteen years old.

Hua Qingge had no objection to him joining the army, but ordered that no one should take special care of him.

Yang Chen had been imprisoned by her for so many years, and she felt that it was enough. After all, he was Yang Wei's father. She couldn't really kill him, so she ordered Yang Chen and his women to be released.

Relegated several people to civilian status.

It's a pity that several people have been locked up for so long that they don't know what to do when they come out.

In addition, several people are used to enjoying themselves. Even if they are locked up, they have no shortage of food and drink. They only need to take care of themselves. Now that they are out and asked to work to support themselves, several people cannot adapt.

Especially Yang Chen and Hua Zhaoer. They have tortured each other for so many years, and their bodies have long been disabled by each other. Now they both have no martial arts skills, and their health is not good, so they can't do physical work.

Yang Chen had always hated Hua Zhaoer and didn't want to care about her at all, so he just abandoned her.

Although Hua Zhaoer also hated Yang Chen, she only relied on Yang Chen now. She begged Yang Chen not to abandon her.

However, her pleading did not win Yang Chen's heart. He became even more disgusted with her and threw her away ruthlessly.

Hua Zhaoer was in poor health and could not do anything. At first, she seriously wanted to find a job to support herself, but she was all rejected.

Finally became a beggar.

Many years later, when Hua Zhaoer was begging, she found someone squatting down and putting a couple of silver coins in front of her, and two buns in front of her. She quickly kowtowed to thank him.

The man asked her to get up, there was no need for this.

When she raised her head and saw clearly that the person in front of her was a fifteen or sixteen year old boy, her tears fell unconsciously and she quickly covered her face with her dirty hair.

When she looked up again, the boy had left, and this time she couldn't hold back anymore and started crying.

Because she just recognized that the person who gave her the money was her biological son.

Compared with Hua Zhaoer, Yang Chen is not much better.

Yang Chen was disabled from martial arts and suffered serious sequelae. He was also in poor health. At first, he could still copy books and write for others to make some money.

Later, he was robbed and his limbs were broken. He could not do anything but lie on the bed.

All the women around him also left him.

Just when he was about to starve to death, Yang Wei found him and saved his life.

Yang Wei said that although you are sorry for your mother, you are my father after all, so I have the responsibility to support you. In the future, I will have someone take care of you and ensure your monthly living.

Now that Yang Wei was married, it was impossible to take him back, so she bought a small yard and hired a deaf-mute old man to take care of Yang Chen.

Yang Chen lies in bed every day. The old man cannot speak or read. Whether he is hungry or has diarrhea, the old man does not know.

He just feeds him three meals on time every day and cleans his stains once or twice. Other than that, he hardly sees the old man.

For Yang Chen, this was simply worse than life. As time went by, he really had the idea of ​​committing suicide, but was stopped by Yang Wei who came to see him.

Yang Wei advised him not to think too hard. He still had his own daughter and would not ignore him.

Yang Chen asked Yang Wei to find more people to take care of him. Yang Wei refused, saying that she was married and her husband's family did not let her take care of money. She was saving money to support Yang Chen.

Can Yang Chen believe this? You must not believe it. Yang Wei is still a princess no matter what, and her half-sister is still the crown princess. Her mother-in-law only dares to take care of her because she doesn't want to live.

If Yang Chen doesn't believe it, what can he do? He can't do anything. He can only lie like this every day, living a life worse than death.

Sometimes he still wonders if Hua Qingge wouldn't hate him if he wasn't with Hua Zhaoer.

Perhaps he was thinking too much, but one night, Yang Chen really had a dream. He dreamed that Hua Zhaoer had entered the palace and died long ago, but Hua Qingge had never entered the palace.

Hua's family members also died, but they died to protect him and Hua Qingge. At that time, he vowed to take revenge and treat Hua Qingge well.

In the end, he found many women, and those women bullied Hua Qingge. He also asked Hua Qingge to be more generous and not worry so much.

Later, when Emperor Xuan fell, he fought with Qin Mo for many years. Qin Mo died of illness, so he took the opportunity to fight and successfully became the emperor. Hua Qingge also became his queen.

Just as he was thinking, how wonderful it would be if this were true.

He fell into another dream. In the dream, Hua Qingge entered the palace, and the Hua family was killed by his arrogance. He had not been able to save the Hua family in time.

Later, when people went to rescue Hua Qingge, news of Hua Qingge's death came.

He didn't feel sad for a few days, and gradually let go with Hua Zhaoer's comfort.

A few years later, in order to force Qin Mo to surrender, he kidnapped his son. He saw Hua Qingge and took her back.

But in his heart, he looked down on Hua Qingge and felt that Hua Qingge was unclean, so when Hua Qingge had a conflict with Hua Zhaoer, he stood by Hua Zhaoer's side.

Later, he and Hua Zhaoer arranged for Hua Qingge to poison Qin Mo, and Hua Qingge made him promise to let Qin Mo's subordinates and family go.

He agreed for the throne, but later went back on his promise and killed many people around Qin Mo.

Hua Qingge also committed suicide because of this incident.

When the dream progressed to this point, Yang Chen suddenly woke up from his dream.

He realized that this was not his dream, but real. He had really killed Hua's family in his two lives, and seriously injured Hua Qingge in his second life.

In other words, he had failed Hua Qingge in two lifetimes, completely forgetting about their original relationship, and he still despised her.

What right does he have to dislike her?

Yang Chen knew that Hua Qingge would not come to see him, so he tentatively mentioned the matter when Yang Wei came to see him, and Yang Wei promised to tell Hua Qingge.

However, he waited for several days but failed to wait for Hua Qingge. Just when he was desperate and wanted to commit suicide again, Hua Qingge appeared.

He asked her if she remembered the events of her previous two lives.

Hua Qingge didn't know what Yang Chen meant by two lives. She only said that she only remembered that he broke his word and deceived her.

He asked, how can he forgive him?

She said, I no longer hate you.

Because hating someone means she cares about that person. She no longer cares about him, so there is no question of whether she hates him or not.

From that day on, Yang Chen was not committing suicide. He just lay like this every day, often staring at the beams in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.