Rebirth: Starting from refusing to get married

Chapter 147 Past and Present Life (Additional update for the leader)

Fengcheng, Han Palace, Shen Jiayi's house.

As Shen Jiayi became more excited, the atmosphere at the table became less harmonious.

The parents of the Shen family were even more confused, and the two elders looked at each other.

Lin Yu was a little helpless and glanced at Shen Jiayi, wondering what the fuss was about. She obviously understood the meaning.

But what the hell is not accepting it?

Lin Yu felt that no one could be so narcissistic that one rebirth could reverse the defeat of the previous life, and Shen Jiayi would like him.

Please, this is not an idol drama, this is real life, real life.

So, he looked at Shen Jiayi impatiently, "What do you want?"

Shen Jiayi lost her mind and then thought, yes, what do you want?

After a while, he shook his head.

"Sorry, I'm a little emotional. Let's eat."

The Shen family's parents also echoed, "Yes, let's eat, eat, eat..."

Dong Wenhua picked up some food for Lin Yu, "Xiao Yu'er, I made this, try it."

Lin Yu smiled and said, "Thank you, mother!"

Although the atmosphere was not lively, it was completely different from just now.

The whole family finished their dinner with their own thoughts.

After dinner, living room.

Everyone sat and chatted together while the nanny cleared the table.

The atmosphere gradually became harmonious and laughter continued.

At this time, Shen Jiayi turned to Lin Yu next to him and said.

"Xiao Yu'er, come with me to the study. I have some technical issues and I want to ask for advice."

Lin Yu was stunned for a moment, thinking that the other party was going to lift the lid again, which was really annoying.

But I'm not going to avoid it, just lift it. If not, Shen Jiayi won't give up.

It just so happened that I also had a lot of doubts that I had not solved yet, so I wanted to see what the other party wanted to do.

Nod immediately.

"Ok!"

"Godmother, godfather, I'll go for a while."

"well!"

Lin Yu followed Shen Jiayi, and the two of them walked up to the second floor and entered the study.

After Lin Yu came in, Shen Jiayi closed the door.

The moment he closed the door, Lin Yu felt some inexplicable emotions in his heart.

Shen Jiayi pulled over two computer chairs, one for each person, and sat opposite each other.

The two looked at each other. This time was different. Lin Yu's words at the dinner table were equivalent to telling Shen Jiayi, I know you are back.

Therefore, this time when they looked at each other, the amount of information was too large. Some things could not be hidden, and some things emerged from the pot again because Shen Jiayi wanted to lift the lid.

"you…"

“䱱…”

"I…"

"I…"

"Speak first!"

Shen Jiayi looked at Lin Yu with a smile, "Do you know?"

Lin Yu nodded, "I may be a little stupid, I only figured out the taste recently."

"Then you still treat me like that?" Shen Jiayi suddenly started to feel sad.

Lin Yu stared at Shen Jiayi and said in a stern tone.

"You broke the rules first and agreed to be a stranger. Look at what you do!"

"I...I want to take care of you...I really just want to be good to you!" Shen Jiayi's voice weakened.

"No need! I'm living a good life!" Lin Yu's words were full of determination.

In human society, there are often irreparable and irreversible things.

Some things, because after that point in time, all apologies and regrets will become meaningless.

What Lin Yu said was not wrong.

But from Shen Jiayi's perspective, it's not necessarily right.

Therefore, there is no absolute right or wrong in things in the world. They just represent different interests. In other words, they look at problems from different angles.

At this time, Shen Jiayi's tears began to fall.

"After all, you still hate me, right?" Shen Jiayi looked at Lin Yu with tearful eyes.

Lin Yu was distracted, thinking about Shen Jiayi's words.

Hate?

Maybe, if a woman who has been in love for so many years has no self in her heart from beginning to end, and says she doesn't care at all, that's a saint.

But if he wants to hate her, Lin Yu feels that Shen Jiayi is similar to himself and is also a pitiful person.

"Actually, I hate myself more. After many years of marriage, I learned that there is still someone like Wang Yu in your heart. I should have divorced you by then. I should no longer have expectations and wait so hard. So many years. I said it on the day of divorce. If I don’t hate you, I probably don’t hate you.”

Lin Yu said with certainty.

"No, you still hate me, and you should. Otherwise, you wouldn't do this to me." Shen Jiayi said sobbingly.

Lin Yu was silent, thinking to herself, she could just say yes. If she didn't say anything, she was just deceiving herself.

But if you keep holding on to hatred, then there is no point in being reborn.

What can be gained from long-lasting hatred? It’s still the same sentence. If you are sure that you can’t get the other person’s love, you should turn around and leave as soon as possible.

Good for everyone.

"Lin Yu, I'm sorry!"

After Shen Jiayi finished speaking, she covered her mouth with both hands, not daring to cry loudly for fear that the Shen family's parents would hear her.

Human emotions are complex, the most complex things in the world, and sometimes the simplest things.

Why do people in high positions seem so cold and inhumane.

It's not vicious.

Because there are more important things, he needs to remain absolutely calm and does not want his emotions and feelings to influence him.

There is also a kind of person who is pure and kind at heart, but becomes more and more indifferent as time passes.

Everyone knows the specific reasons.

And Lin Yu felt very uncomfortable when Shen Jiayi said, "I'm sorry."

forgive?

There is nothing to forgive, the same as resentment.

How can years of grievance be offset by a simple apology?

Lin Yu then said, "There is no need to apologize. From a certain perspective, you are not wrong, but you should not use me as a shield. I am like a tool for you to use as a cash machine for others."

"Lin Yu...I'm sorry..."

"No need!" Lin Yu said truthfully.

"Lin Yu, why are you doing this to me, why? I don't ask you to forgive me, I just want to express my apology. Wuwu..."

Shen Jiayi finally spoke up and started crying.

"Let the past be past. In this life, you and I will live well and cherish each other's lives. And let's just be strangers!" Lin Yu explained why she didn't need her apology.

It seemed that the other party couldn't listen and was still sobbing.

"Shen Jiayi, okay, stop crying. We are all pitiful people. Do you think you are wronged more than me?"

Shen Jiayi, who had never shed tears in front of Lin Yu, was crying non-stop, and Lin Yu was very annoyed.

Lin Yu thought there was no point in crying at this time, but Shen Jiayi didn't think so.

Shen Jiayi wiped her tears.

He looked at Lin Yu seriously and said, "Lin Yu, I came after you and asked for your forgiveness."

Lin Yu looked at each other seriously.

".Chasing?" Shen Jiayi was asked doubtfully.

Shen Jiayi nodded and showed a miserable smile, which made Lin Yu feel a little bit creepy.

"I jumped from where you jumped. I was dressed very beautifully that day!"

Lin Yu felt sour in his heart and the corners of his eyes turned red unconsciously. He would not doubt Shen Jiayi's words.

...Except for Wang Yu’s matter.

Unconsciously, two lines of clear tears streaked down his face, and Lin Yu looked at her with hazy eyes.

"You're such a fucking fool!"

Lin Yu thought to himself, wouldn't it be better for you to recognize Wang Yu's face and live a good life? "

Shen Jiayi smiled sadly, this sentence revealed a lot of information.

Then he said, "You are a fool too! We all are."

Afterwards, both of them fell silent.

Lin Yu lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Why?"

In fact, a trace of fantasy from his previous life flashed through his mind, but he immediately rejected it.

There is only one answer to this outcome: die for love.

But Lin Yu would not think so in a whimsical way. If he had, he would have happily carried out important events in his life.

The children are all in kindergarten.

She wouldn't change her heart just because she died unexpectedly.

Lin Yu remained calm and concluded that this was absolutely impossible.

"After I learned the news that you were gone, I thought it was me. You and I have been with each other for many years. Only after our divorce did I realize that you had taken away my peace of mind. So, I lived like a year, feeling very anxious every day and sleeping at night. He couldn't, and ended up suffering from severe depression."

Lin Yu lowered his head and listened quietly.

"I have searched all over the country for famous psychiatrists, and the results obtained after hypnosis are almost the same."

Lin Yu remained unmoved.

"The person I love is not Wang Yu!"

At this time, Lin Yu raised his head, looked at Shen Jiayi, and shouted loudly.

"Then it's even more impossible to be me!"

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