Mr. Yan, Madam Bai Yueguang has also returned to China.

"Nuan Nuan, I didn't lie to you..."

"You obviously like me, but you lie to me that you don't like me." Yan Jiayi looked at him with a calm expression, "You obviously care about me, but you pretend not to care about me! You obviously want to hug me, but you still push me away, Yu Zeqiu, are not you tired?"

Yu Zeqiu's eyes darkened, "Nuan Nuan, have you heard something?"

Yan Jiayi wiped the tears from her eyes and looked away, "What do you think? What will I hear?"

"No matter what you hear, don't believe it."

Yan Jiayi's heart was full of bitterness, "Then continue to live in the world you weave for me with lies? I am no longer the child who needs your protection everywhere. I am a person. I have my own thoughts and my own thoughts." Feelings, at least you have to give me the right to choose, right? "

"Warm..."

"Brother." Yan Jiayi looked at him, tears falling from the corners of her eyes. She took a deep breath, her voice hoarse, "Are you really... going to die?"

Seeing her in pain, Yu Zeqiu felt a dull pain in his heart.

He had worked hard for so long, but he just didn't want her to bear all this.

But in the end, there is still no way to escape.

Yu Zeqiu's silence shattered the last hope in Yan Jiayi's heart.

She closed her eyes in pain, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and stopped looking at him. "You obviously had so many opportunities to tell me, why didn't you say it?"

Yu Zeqiu came back to his senses and said without a trace of emotion in his voice, "Say it doesn't change anything, it's just that one more person is sad."

Yan Jiayi laughed, "Don't you want me to be sad? But do you know how painful it is for me to watch you and Pang Miao being together when you push me away again and again?"

"I know." Yu Zeqiu looked at her distressedly, "But the pain is temporary. You have done a good job. You should not come back. Zhao Muyuan is a very good boy. He can take good care of you. In the future, you will gradually fall in love with him.”

"You arranged everything so well." Yan Jiayi smiled mockingly, "You withdraw from my world little by little, and I slowly fall in love with him, and then I can accept your love calmly. Dead?"

Yan Jiayi clenched her palms, "But do you know how important you are to me? Even if there is no love between a man and a woman, you are still my favorite brother!"

"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry." Yu Zeqiu looked at her apologetically, "But I can't find a better way than this."

"So, now, do you still think that the relationship between us is a mistake?"

Yu Zeqiu stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks, "Nuan Nuan, there is no right or wrong in feelings. It's just that all this should never have happened. It's my fault. I shouldn't be so greedy and treat you so wrong." I shouldn’t let you notice if I think about it.”

Yan Jiayi dodged his hand and didn't answer.

"I'll walk you home."

Yan Jiayi had long lost her appetite for food. She stood up and said, "I don't want to go home."

Yu Zeqiu was silent for a moment, "Then I'll book the nearest flight for you, and you go back to school first."

Yan Jiayi looked at him deeply and turned away angrily.

The sky outside had darkened. Yan Jiayi carried her suitcase into the guest room. The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. She became angrier and aggrieved. Thinking of his physical condition, she couldn't help but feel sad.

Various emotions were mixed together, and she curled up into a ball.

"Dong dong dong" there was a knock on the door, and Yan Jiayi didn't want to pay attention to it.

Yu Zeqiu knocked on the door again, but still no one responded. He tried pushing the door, but it was unlocked.

Seeing Yan Jiayi huddled on the bed and hugging herself into a ball, Yu Zeqiu took a deep breath and walked to the bed. He touched Yan Jiayi's arm. Yan Jiayi turned her back and didn't want to pay attention to him.

"Nuan Nuan, it's all my fault, can you stop crying?"

Listening to his low and gentle voice, it had been a long time since he had coaxed her like this.

But I still don’t want to pay attention to him.

Yu Zeqiu hesitated for a moment, rubbed the top of her hair, and said softly: "I won't take you home or help you book a flight. You can be wherever you want, okay?"

Hearing this, Yan Jiayi raised her head and glanced at him. Her wet eyes were painful to see.

The next second, before Yu Zeqiu could react, Yan Jiayi had already thrown him down on the bed. Yu Zeqiu was a little dizzy. He looked at the ceiling and calmed down, "Nuan Nuan?"

Yan Jiayi looked at him seriously, "Say you like me."

Yu Zeqiu held her arm and said, "You get up first."

Yan Jiayi shook her head, "I want you to say that you like me."

"Nuan Nuan." Yu Zeqiu looked at her helplessly, "You get up first, okay?"

Yan Jiayi held his shoulders and said, "I want to hear what you have to say."

Yu Zeqiu struggled for a while, but unfortunately Yan Jiayi used too much strength, and he didn't have much strength to begin with, "Nuan Nuan, there is no point in saying this now."

"Why is it meaningless? Even now, you still dare not admit it. Do you like me?"

The eyes of the two people were entangled, with thousands of words in their mouths.

Yu Zeqiu reached out and wanted to touch her cheek, but in the end he pressed her shoulder and pushed her, "Nuan Nuan, let's sit down and talk."

"You won't even say you like me, so what else is there to talk about?" Yan Jiayi looked at him disappointedly, "I don't want to hear a word of what you want to talk about! Yu Zeqiu, do you think I sat there for more than ten After a short flight and coming back in the heavy snow, do you want you to push me away again? "

Warm tears fell on his cheeks, as if burning a hole in his heart, and the cold wind howled.

"I'm telling you, I won't do what you want." Yan Jiayi's voice was sour, "Because no matter how hard I try, I still can't forget you!"

Yan Jiayi's voice was filled with tears, "Yu Zeqiu, you are a coward! I hate you, I hate you!"

Yu Zeqiu suddenly turned over and pressed her under him.

Yan Jiayi felt the world was spinning for a while, and Yu Zeqiu's breathing was a little rapid. Looking at her, Yan Jiayi met his eyes and even forgot to breathe.

"Yan Jiayi, I like you, more than you think, and earlier than you know!" Yu Zeqiu's body was trembling a little, and his voice was trembling as he looked at her eyebrows.

Yu Zeqiu looked at her with red eyes, "If you want to listen, I can say countless love words to you, and then what? Do you want you to accompany me and count down to death?"

"elder brother……"

"I can selfishly enjoy the happiness you bring me and leave this world without leaving any regrets. Then what? Let you live in pain with these memories?"

Yu Zeqiu looked at her with painful eyes, "I am indeed a coward, because I knew from the beginning that I was not qualified to like you! I shouldn't like you! But I still can't help but fall in love with you. Do you know, like How much I suffer every minute and every second of your life!”