Ultra: Wear as Beria at the beginning and raise Ged

Situ Changyue leaned against a tree with no leaves.

It snowed yesterday, and it was still snowing now. A lot of snow had accumulated on the ground, it was so thick that it even covered his shoes. There were trampled footprints everywhere on the snow, large and small, one after another.

Looking around, there are many people here, in pairs, clinging to each other, holding hands, hugging, kissing or kissing.

This is the school's famous dating destination for couples. There is a small frozen lake. Through the frozen lake, you can vaguely see a few small fish playing under the ice. There are small houses with chickens, ducks and geese, and Lots of rocking lounge chairs, a few swings, and surrounded by tons of trees.

Although there are no bright green leaves on the trees at this time, snowflakes have accumulated on them, giving them a silvery appearance.

The snowflakes falling from the sky are like creating a landscape for those lovers who always exude joy and happiness. Pieces of snowflakes fell on their heads, dyeing their hair white, as if blessing them to grow old.

Pieces of snowflakes fell on Situ Xiaoming's hands and melted in the warm palms. The water should be warmer than the snow, why did he feel so cold.

Behind the tree he was leaning against was a couple, both of whom he knew well.

The boy's name is Li Changyu and the girl's name is Liu Wenya.

One is his brother, the other is his crush, and he is the bridge between them.

Liu Wenya was his classmate in junior high school. Because of their youthful ignorance and passionate yearning, the two fell in love while studying. Liu Wenya pursued him, but he always used indifference to wrap himself up and isolate her in his own room. World outside.

However, who can not like a girl who is so good and like fire?

He likes it too, but he can't, he can't delay the other person. So they have no beginning, only an end.

He pushed her to Li Changyu, personally helped them connect, created opportunities, and pushed the girl he liked to his good brother. He knew what kind of person Li Changyu was, and he believed that Li Changyu could take good care of her and Liu Wenya.

Situ Changyue leaned against the tree and listened to their laughter and laughter. It sounded very sweet and happy.

As Situ Changyue listened, he felt his heart angina, psychological and physical pain, and felt as if his heart had been torn into pieces. It was the cold weather in the twelfth month of winter, but he was sweating a lot, and the legs supporting his body were a little weak. His left hand was tightly clasping the bark of the tree to prevent himself from slipping. Tears flowed from my eyes and fell down my cheeks. I could clearly feel the traces of tears falling in the cold weather. Looking at the ladder covered with white snow in front of me, I had difficulty breathing.

It was his own choice and there was nothing to regret.

He took out the medicine from his pocket, opened the medicine bottle and poured out several pills. The weather was a little cold, his hands were a little stiff and shivering from the cold, and some pills fell on the snow and were submerged in the snow.

He didn't count how much he poured out and stuffed it directly into his mouth. He has been taking medicine all year round and no longer needs the help of warm water. He can swallow it directly. The bitter taste filled his entire taste buds, making him cry.

He wiped his face and cursed in his mind. He was so old, why was he still afraid of suffering?

He twisted the medicine bottle in his hand, put it in his pocket, and took out the next bottle of medicine.

After taking the medicine, I still felt some pain in my heart, which spread to my limbs, and I felt that my body was being corroded by pain. He leaned against the tree and listened for a while, then turned around and left. The deep and shallow footprints were left on the snow and disappeared into the small forest.

Liu Wenya looked sideways at Situ Xiaoming's staggering steps, as if he would fall into the snow at any time. She looked at him being drowned, her eyes full of care and love, and her face was already full of tears.

She cried and asked the man next to her, "Is there really no other way?"

Li Changyu looked at the retreating figure, his voice was a little low, "I have seen everything I can see, I have thought of all the ways I can think of, and there is nothing left."

Situ Changyue didn't last long enough to get home. He collapsed on the way and in the snow. Several classmates took him to the school doctor and then to the hospital.

As soon as Situ Changyue opened his eyes, what he saw was the dazzling white as usual. The white was so white that it made people feel panicked, and the white was like the last elegy.

At this time, he had already put on an oxygen mask, with various tubes inserted into his body. The ECG and blood pressure monitor next to him was working diligently, making a beeping sound from time to time, and he could see various values ​​at a glance. All very abnormal.

A woman with many wrinkles on her face looked at the pale Situ Changyue on the bed with a worried expression and said, "Yueyue, how do you feel now? Are you still in pain?"

Situ Changyue looked at his mother next to him, tears streaming down his eyes. "Mom, it hurts." His voice was trembling, full of grievance and sadness.

The woman on the side also had tears in her eyes. She carefully avoided the tubes, endured the sobs in her mouth, patted his body, and said, "Mom, coax him, pat him, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt."

Situ Changyue felt a little aggrieved and sad in his heart. He hated his own body, which made it difficult for him to feel the warmth and love like ordinary people.

As his mood swings increased, his heart gradually became overwhelmed and began to protest. His heart ached more and more, but he also felt more and more aggrieved and uncomfortable. Even if he faints from pain again, he still wants to really vent.

The woman protected him very carefully. She knew very well what her son was thinking and did not stop him. However, her heart was unavoidably filled with grief.

This is his child.

Situ Changyue leaned hard into the woman's arms, crying loudly regardless of the pain in his heart, and shed tears, as if he wanted to make up for all the tears he had not shed in twenty years.

Situ Changyue woke up two days later after fainting from pain. In addition to his mother, his father, brother, and younger brother were sitting next to him.

He woke up now, feeling the pain in his body and the burden on his heart. He knew that his life might be coming to an end.

The room is very warm, the air conditioner and heating are turned on very high, it's as warm as summer.

"Yueyue, you're awake."

"Brother, how do you feel?"

Situ Changyue felt the pain in his body, smiled at them, and said, "It's not bad."

But everyone present had sadness and pain on their faces when they heard this answer. Even his father, who was as reliable and steady as a mountain, shed tears.

Situ Changyue tilted his head slightly, looked at his mother and said, "Mom, it's very warm in the house. I want to eat ice cream."

The woman's hands were shaking after hearing his words, and she held back the sound of crying and said, "Wait a moment, mom will buy it for you right now." After saying this, she told the others and was about to go out. After opening the door, she ran away again. When he came back, he looked at the pale Situ Changyue and said, "You must wait for mom. Mom will be back soon."

Situ Changyue smiled, with a broken sense of beauty, like a lily that was about to wither and bloom into its last beauty. He said weakly: "I will wait for my mother to come back."

The woman said again, "We must wait." Then she left.