Hu Lele seems to be full of confidence, but behind it is a lot of sadness and helplessness. His eyes were as firm as stone, as if they could penetrate all difficulties, but deep inside, there was a sea of ​​confusion. In this society full of competition and pressure, he often feels like a lost ship unable to find a way forward.

Whenever he looks at his friends around him, such as Li Maoyi, Li Weijie and others, who have made remarkable achievements in their careers, there will always be an indescribable feeling of depression and shame in his heart. Their success seemed to hold up a mirror, reflecting his own failures and shortcomings. He understood that the reason why they were so successful was because they had courage, wisdom and opportunities that he did not have.

Hu Lele often muttered that it didn't matter if he didn't do the work that paid a salary of several thousand yuan, but what could he do? His heart was filled with struggle and anxiety. He knows that this job, although poorly paid, is his only source of livelihood at the moment. He dare not give up easily, because once he loses this job, his life will fall into an even more embarrassing situation.

The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and the feeling of futility and decadence in his heart became stronger. He felt like an orphan abandoned by the world, no one cared about him. In front of everyone, he seemed to be a fool, a poor man who could not integrate into society and adapt to the times.

He didn't dare to think about it anymore. Every thought was like a sharp arrow, piercing deeply into his heart. His heart was filled with a suffocating feeling, as if there was an invisible weight that made him unable to breathe.

Outside the window, the city's neon lights flash, reflecting the bustling world. But Hu Lele's world seems to be forever fixed in this small world. He remembered that Li Qi, who had worked hard with him, was now a successful person making millions a year. Whenever he thought of this, Hu Lele felt an unspeakable sense of loss and shame in his heart.

He also had dreams and pursuits, but the cruelty of reality made him fall again and again. He tried to get rid of this kind of life, but the helplessness in reality was like an insurmountable mountain, leaving him no chance. Every day life is full of challenges. He seems to be fighting against fate, but the balance of victory has never tilted towards him.

Hu Lele's eyes flashed with confusion and unwillingness. He didn't understand why fate was so unfair. He thought of his childhood dreams, and those vows and promises he had made, but now, he couldn't even guarantee the most basic life. He couldn't help but ask himself, is this his life? Will he sink forever like this?

Hu Lele is an ordinary and hard-working office worker. He is busy at work every day and always looks forward to the relaxation and freedom when he gets off work. However, every time he steps into the house, that expectation is instantly shattered. Facing Ren Jiao's unreasonableness and arrogance, his mood became extremely heavy, as if he was carrying a huge boulder that he could not unload.

Ren Jiao was once the brightest star in Hu Lele's heart. Their acquaintance was full of sweetness and romance. At that time, Ren Jiao was gentle, considerate and considerate. However, as time passed, Hu Lele found that Ren Jiao became more and more unreasonable and unreasonable. When she comes home from get off work every day, she always picks on his clothes, criticizes his work, and even makes comments about his friends. In Ren Jiao's eyes, Hu Lele seemed to never meet her expectations.

Hu Lele began to doubt his choice and whether marrying Ren Jiao was really the biggest mistake in his life. He recalled the moment when he proposed, and the firmness and confidence in his heart were now gone. Whenever night falls, he will always sit alone by the window, staring at the starry sky outside the window, feeling full of confusion and helplessness.

However, life is always full of variables. Hu Lele began to try to communicate with Ren Jiao, hoping that she could understand his difficulties and return to the gentle and considerate her. He tried to change himself and try his best to meet Ren Jiao's needs while sticking to his own bottom line.

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