On the day we broke up, Mr. Chi was very hungry

"Then, after tomorrow, I will take you to the opera. Ayu, you have a good rest first." Lan Xun promised him that he would go to the opera with him. She agreed to all the requests he made at this moment.

Because he couldn't stop his trembling body, her body also trembled, and the ominous premonition in her heart became stronger and stronger.

I'm afraid he won't live much longer.

Lu Yu rested his head on Lan Xun's shoulder, stretched out a hand and slowly touched one side of her face, and his long and thin fingers traced her skin like a dead tree branch.

His movements were trembling, and he touched her face with great reluctance, his eyes were extremely nostalgic, she was so beautiful and beautiful Lan Xun.

She is the most beautiful woman he has ever seen, and she is the most beautiful scenery in his eyes. She is the only love of his life.

She is Xun'er, his favorite woman.

But he was about to leave her. He couldn't grow old together with her, couldn't spend four seasons with her, and he wanted to leave alone.

In fact, I don't want to leave. In fact, I really want to stay. I really want to stay in this bright and warm world and see her happy.

Lu Yu felt panic at the thought of going to that cold and dark place, and the panic made his body tremble even more.

He hugged Lan Xun tighter.

"Xun'er..." Lu Yu touched his beloved girl with his fingers and murmured weakly, "Xun'er, you are so beautiful."

Lan Xun touched his cold and thin fingertips, his nose felt sore, "...A Yu is also handsome."

"No, I'm old."

"Who said that? You're not old. You're young, you're not old."

"Xun'er, I can feel it myself. I'm getting older..." Lu Yu's voice was hoarse and weak.

Since becoming ill, he has clearly felt that his skin has changed from tight to loose, and he has become resistant to the mirror.

He has not dared to look in the mirror for a long time.

He didn't dare to look at his thinning face, the shrinking and sagging skin on his face, or the person in the mirror who felt strange to him.

Especially in the past two days, he felt obvious and strange changes in his body, which could not stop the trend of loss.

Volume and collagen seem to be losing rapidly, the skin is getting looser, drooping and has no elasticity, and the fingers are wrinkled as if they have shrunk.

With this incurable disease, the final appearance of aging makes people feel terrible. The frontal bones and cheekbones are prominent, the eye sockets are sunken, and the face is like a skull.

At this moment, he imagined that he would be like that in the future and he was very scared. He shivered all over and had no courage to face the unrecognizable version of himself again.

No one can accept that in the prime of life, the body is dry and stiff, and the person is already extremely old.

Lu Yu's body was shaking as if she was cold. Lan Xun pulled the quilt to cover her. He hugged her arm tightly, afraid that she would leave and that he would die soon.

"Xun'er, it's so cold inside that coffin. There's ventilation everywhere, and there are holes everywhere. A lot of wind blew in, and it made me feel so cold..."

"It's not cold, Ah Yu. If you cover him a little thicker, it won't be cold." Lan Xun immediately covered him with another blanket.

In fact, there is sunshine outside today, and the bright light shines on the earth. The humidity and temperature are both suitable, and normal people won't feel too cold.

Lu Yu said it was cold, so she could only help him keep warm as much as possible, hugging him sideways, and the two of them lay half on the bedside.

Lu Yu's thin cheeks, cheekbones with slightly protruding cheekbones, lack of fat accumulation, and white skin under the light are like a piece of white paper without a trace of blood.

His original amber eyes lost their luster, and his lips trembled, "Xun'er, in that dream, I saw me lying in the coffin, and you were standing outside the coffin crying. You cried so sadly... I asked you to cry. What, but you didn’t say anything.”

Lan Xun felt sad and said sadly, "Ayu, don't talk about that dream anymore, it's just a dream.

Lu Yu was still murmuring, "Xun'er, that dream I had was actually not a dream, it was real, right?

I dreamed, my funeral... I saw my funeral in my dream.

I lay quietly in the coffin alone, and many people came to see me. Some people cried for me, some pitied me, and some said in their hearts that it was such a pity to die so young. "

He babbled about that terrible dream, which made Lan Xun's hair stand on end and his scalp became cold.

She touched his thin, cool fingers, feeling worried and scared, and comforted her softly, "Ayu, stop talking about dreams. Dreams are false, and dreams are the opposite."

He didn't make a sound, and the room felt lifeless for a moment.

I thought he was asleep, and just about to get up, I moved my limbs when I suddenly heard a faint voice coming from beside me, which conveyed the vicissitudes of life, but also mixed with expectation and joy.

"Xun'er, it's been a long time since I sang to you..."

Lan Xun was startled, then sat back on the bed and responded with a gentle voice, "Yes, I haven't sung for a long time, and the folk songs sung by Ayu are very beautiful."

Lu Yu was silent, then suddenly burst into weak laughter, "I haven't sung for a long time, and I can't sing anymore."

"Ayu can sing..." When it comes to singing folk songs, Lan Xun can't help but think of the day when he and Lu Yu had a blind date.

The five-star hotel square and the brilliant fountain are so beautiful.

The two of them sat on the guardrail of the fountain and talked about the bride price, making friends, and the songs they liked to listen to.

Then, she listened to him singing a folk song happily a cappella, each line ending with ouch, but she laughed so much that her stomach hurt.

"Ayu, what song do you want to sing? What song do you want to listen to? Let's go to the audio-visual room and listen to folk songs, okay?" Lan Xun thought that Lu Yu now wanted to listen to music, sing, and relax.

But Lu Yu shook his head. He still held one of her hands and continued to chat, and gradually became quiet.

Lan Xun didn't sleep well last night. He and Chi Yuhan were doing bad things in the back of the car. They were doing it very intensely and exhausted their energy.

She also felt sleepy and fell asleep for a while.

I felt hazy and in a trance, feeling like I had entered a very dark place, probably a dream. I dreamed that Lu Yu was lying in a coffin, and many people were crying around him outside.

She was also among the crying crowd.

She saw Lu Yu in the coffin with his eyes closed and his face gray, but his mouth was moving as if he was saying something, but she couldn't hear a single syllable he uttered.

Across the transparent crystal coffin, she cried and asked:

"Ayu, are you still alive?"

"Ayu, do you have much more to say?"

"Ayu, are you cold?"

"Ayu, are you hungry?"

"Ayu, do you want to see Shanshan again..."

Lu Yu never opened his eyes and kept them closed. He could no longer hear or see everything. He is insulated from the sounds and world outside.

He was just lying in the coffin quietly, and his son suddenly cried loudly, "Dad, wake up..."

Lan Xun was so startled that his whole body jumped, and he woke up from his dream instantly. He broke out in a cold sweat and quickly reached out to touch Lu Yu next to him.

His chest was still warm.

Lan Xun took a long breath, caressed his frightened and violently beating chest, and gently got out of bed.

She walked out of the room and received a call from Chi Yuhan.

His voice was cold, like winter snow blowing against his ears, "I'm so sorry! Miss Lan. I have a business trip tomorrow and don't have time to attend the dinner..."

He didn't want to attend the Lu family's recognition banquet.