On the day we broke up, Mr. Chi was very hungry

Chi Yuhan got out of the car and just lit a cigarette with a lighter, trying to sort out his mood.

But before he took a puff, he suddenly threw away the cigarette, lowered his head, opened his mouth in great pain, and then vomited loudly.

Pedestrians passing by were all shocked.

Could that handsome man be suffering from morning sickness?

In the car, Lan Xun saw that he was vomiting so much. He was originally feeling sick in his stomach and felt a little bit pregnant, but he was so shocked by his preemptive morning sickness that he couldn't vomit.

He stared blankly at Chi Yuhan, who bent over and lowered his head, holding his knees with both hands, vomiting until his face turned pale and he couldn't breathe.

He vomited out all the food he had for dinner. Lan Xun got out of the car and gave him a bottle of mineral water.

Chi Yuhan took the mouthwash and looked at her with melancholy eyes, but hesitated to speak.

Xunxun was pregnant, and he was tortured by morning sickness. He was not like a man, but the vomiting was comparable to that of a pregnant woman.

All the emotions towards her seemed to be covered up by the thrilling morning sickness, and the doubts and unhappiness about the box of condoms were slowly suppressed.

Chi Duhan was unhappy because Lan Xun said that she bought the condoms.

Does that mean that Lan Xun once had the idea of ​​​​taking the initiative to have close contact with Lu Yu?

He suppressed his unhappy emotions and shook his head. It was all over, everything that happened to her and Lu Yu was over.

Not to mention that Lu Yu had confessed that he was afraid of women and did not dare to touch them, even if they had really slept together...he would accept it.

Accept with peace of mind everything that has happened to Xunxun.

He warned himself not to think about those things anymore. After the painful separation, Xunxun could come back, still be with her, and be pregnant with his child, which was already a very luxurious happiness.

Chi Yuhan rinsed his mouth with a bottle of mineral water, faced the wind to let the smell dissipate, and looked far ahead at the gorgeous and charming night scene with neon lights flashing in front of him.

"Ahan..." Lan Xun stood quietly behind his shoulder, one meter away. Seeing that he had been absentminded for a long time, he finally couldn't help but wake up.

"Here." Chi Yuhan came back to look at her, turned around and walked over, stretched out his long arms, took her into his arms, and walked together to the car parked on the roadside.

Let's forget about condoms.

The old things are not mentioned again, and the future is uncertain. But at this moment, I am happy and calm, with Xunxun and my child in my hands.

This is Chi Yuhan's current mentality.

No matter what unpleasant things happened between him and Lan Xun, he could solve it on his own.

Lan Xun speculated that he had adjusted his mood, but his heart was not at peace either.

Back to the road house, I got rid of the box of condoms, burned them and buried them in the backyard.

It was late at night and the lights were on in the study.

Lan Xun sat at the table and read the suicide note written by Lu Yu:

"...Xun'er, I'm sorry for you. We're just a couple. I'll leave first. I'll leave you with a child that you have to work hard to raise.

Lan Xun, my wife, I have to leave, I really have to leave.

I don't want to leave, I can't bear to leave you, I can't let go of Shanshan, and I can't let go of the children.

I want to grow old with you, but God has not given me a healthy body. I wanted to raise my children, but God didn't give me the chance. I can't see them growing up.

I know that my disease is incurable, and it is a miracle that I have lived as long as I can.

I look in the mirror every day and see that the person in the mirror has sagging skin, more wrinkles, and is getting older every day.

Gradually, I will become more and more dry and old. Even I don’t recognize myself. My face is wrinkled and as dry as orange peel, and I look like a strange old man. Just thinking about it makes me very scared, very afraid of that day coming.

How can my old face be worthy of you who are as beautiful as a flower?

I know it's time for me to leave, and I don't want to drag you down anymore.

I have a wife and children in this life, which is short and happy.

I'm lucky to have met you. Lan Xun, thank you for your company and making my life so rich and colorful.

Xun'er, my wife, my only wife.

I really can’t bear to leave you. Before I leave, I want to confess two things to you. Please forgive me.

The first thing is that when I said I liked Weiwei, it was actually a lie. I deceived you.

After I found out that I was sick, I knew that my body was failing. I struggled painfully and struggled with myself for a long time.

I said a lot of unpleasant things to you and did some violent things to you. I wanted to drive you away and I wanted you to leave me.

Xun'er, you don't know how uncomfortable and painful I feel.

I've never liked Weiwei.

I just feel very guilty because my forgetfulness caused irreparable mistakes. I feel deeply guilty and blame myself for her unexpected death.

She is not my Bai Yueguang, nor is she the person I like.

I never liked any woman before I met you.

Before marrying you, I had never been in contact with a woman, held hands, or kissed her.

Xun'er, you are the first person I fall in love with, and the last person I fall in love with.

After I got married, I had Xun'er, and I didn't cheat... not even once. Xun'er, I've never touched a woman either.

The second thing is to repeat some of the above.

Xun'er, I have only held your hand and kissed your lips in my life, and that's it. I have never touched your body.

That time, when you were drunk, I lied to you while you were confused and unconscious... and we slept.

Actually we didn't sleep, not even once.

Xun'er, you know how much I long for and want to be one with you.

I have always dreamed of having you, but I have woken up from beautiful dreams countless times, feeling empty and uncomfortable. Looking at you sleeping next to me, I hugged you, but I didn't dare to move or touch you.

When we first started, you could still let me kiss you, but then you became very resistant. If I wanted to kiss you, you would dodge.

I know clearly that you married me out of anger and to vent your anger. I understand, you don't like me, you love him deeply, but what should you do? I like you, I really like you, love you so much.

I met on the way, I only like one woman in my life, I have only held one woman's hand, and that is you, Lan Xun.

My beloved wife, my baby.

After I leave, you want to be happy, you want to be happy.

Xun'er, I love you.

Kiss you goodbye!

my sweetheart.

I will always love your encounters on the road, moonlit night·study

Postscript: This is the first time I have written a suicide note, and it is also the first time I have written a suicide note while admiring the moon. On this bright moonlit night, I recall every detail of how Xun'er and I met, and how we became husband and wife..."

Lan Xun closed Lu Yu's suicide note and couldn't help but recall the scene when the two got married:

Wearing a white wedding dress and veil, she sat on the edge of the bed. Lu Yu knelt down on one knee and put on her glass slippers reverently.

She stood under the solemn ceremony stage, Lu Yu's eyes were affectionate, and she said "I do" in a clear voice. He solemnly and carefully put on the ring for her...

Before the age of eighteen, Lan Xun had longed for, fantasized about, and had such a dream. In the dream, I looked like a princess in a white wedding dress, beautiful and dreamy, waiting for the prince to come.

After turning eighteen, Lan Xun met Chi Yuhan. He was that prince, noble, elegant and cold.

Eight years after turning eighteen, Lan Xun married Lu Yu. It turns out that he is the prince who marries her.

Lan Xun sat silently in the study, in a daze.

Until, the call rang——