Chen Wan did not hide, but suddenly pushed him away. His dry lips opened again and again, and his eyes fixedly looked at him, "Suisui, do you blame me?"

Why blame him?

Blame him for saving him from the rain that day, or blame him for forcing himself to stay with him.

Or he hurts the loved ones around him by any means necessary.

It's my fault that he doesn't speak and doesn't discuss anything with me.

He even used hypnosis to erase his memory, and then took him to this strange city on his own initiative.

It's all so ridiculous.

Qi Sui didn't know what to say. Looking at the fine luster in his pupils, his heart sank into an unextricable state again and again.

Chen Wan chuckled, seemingly mocking himself, just like he asked him a few days ago, "Suisui, do you love me?"

"..."

Qi Sui trembled all over.

Chen Wan could clearly feel his pulse beating faster and faster, his heart beating like thunder, as if he was resisting every beat.

"Chen Wan, why do you ask this question?"

Qi Sui's breathing was slightly suffocated, and his heart was complicated with mixed feelings.

"Don't you want me to tell you? I'll tell you what I've been thinking about these days."

"I was wondering, when I brought you back from Sanqing Village, imprisoned you without hesitation, and even did so many wrong things without your consent. Do you also blame me in your heart?

You don't love me, I know. I don't know my feelings either.

I killed your father and brother, how can you love your enemy? This is a dead end, a dead end that cannot be solved, no matter what, it cannot be solved, right? "

What he said was so confusing that Qi Sui failed to understand what he meant.

Just tell him.

"Chen Wan, I didn't blame you. If I blamed you, I wouldn't be able to be with you properly. Don't think too much about it, okay?"

Chen Wan looked at him, with a faint arc on his lips.

It seems like a decision that has been made for a long time.

He told everything about his life experience more than 20 years ago, and every word that came out of his lips was filled with indescribable hatred.

He hates.

He suffers.

He suffered.

The world only knows that gods are dedicated to good, and with faith and piety, they save all sentient beings.

But they will also have selfish desires and ugly evil thoughts. When the evil thoughts are magnified, they will devour their original hearts and lose their original divinity.

The gods will peel off the evil thoughts from the body, throw them into the pure fire and temper them, and turn them into a wisp of wind on the horizon and dissipate in the world.

But the evil thoughts about Chen Wu lingered in the world for a long time, so the gods had no choice but to throw him into the human world and endure thousands of calamities.

This is a dead end, a punishment from the gods that cannot be solved.

Chen Wan's personality was destined to be born, and his misfortunes were also recorded in the immortal book. He was a lonely star surrounded by bad luck, and he was alone.

"It's me. I overestimated my abilities. I knew this was my fate, but I tried to break it. I don't believe in God, but reality told me again and again that it was me...it was me, wishful thinking."

"I thought at first that as long as I proved that I had the ability to love, I would have the confidence to change my life. But I was wrong, I can't prove it."

"Actually, I don't know if I love you or not. I only know that to love someone, you have to be nice to them, so I am willing to listen to what you say, and I will change anything you don't like."

"But maybe you really don't love me."

Chen Wan's limbs were numb and frozen. He was half-kneeling on the ground and didn't even dare to look at the person in front of him.

He told himself countless times that everything depends on man-made efforts.

But the facts were in front of him, telling him that he was wrong.

pain.

Extreme pain.

Qi Sui's heart felt uncomfortable, thinking of some possibility, tears fell down, one drop at a time, sliding down his cheeks and into the slender neck line.

Then it turned into a freezing coldness.

"Chen Wan, what are you talking about...I don't understand."

"Chen Wan, don't you not believe in God? Don't you not believe in fate? Then tell me, what are you doing? What are you doing!"

Qi Sui collapsed and jerked his hand away from his, gasping for breath in a disordered manner.

God, which God...

Where did Chen Wang's evil thoughts come from?

Qisui's figure swayed, and he held on to things around him to steady himself, and his vision became blurry.

Chen Wan looked at him, his brows furrowed tightly, but there was no strange emotion on his face.

However, Qi Sui could feel the turbulent waves under the calm lake.

Like a sharp little hammer, it struck hard on his heart.

One by one, his skin and bones were peeled off, leaving him bleeding and dying.

"I don't believe in God. God can't give me everything I want."

"But, Suisui."

"I also made a wish to the gods, praying for the person I love to be by my side. But the gods said that I was destined to be evil, and I should suffer hardships in my life."

"I live in too much pain, really too much pain."

"You said, let's elope. I thought if we elope, you will be happy."

"But I was wrong again..."

When Chen Wan saw Li Huaicheng for the first time, he knew that the person coming was evil. He was not a fool and he quickly guessed his identity.

This means that sooner or later, what he did back then will be exposed to the light of day.

He is not afraid of death.

But what should Qisui do?

Qisui was forcibly tied to him, doomed to have constant entanglements, and destined to be implicated by him.

But Chen Wan didn’t want to.

It shouldn't be like this, they shouldn't be like this.

It's him who deserves to go to hell, not Qisui.

Chen Wan was in too much pain.

That sense of suffocation was like a sudden tide, dragging him from the sunny beach into the whirlpool hidden in the deep sea.

His struggle could not bring him any hope, but a deeper and deeper abyss.

Qi Sui looked at him, stubbornly wiping the tears from his face with the back of his hand, looking at him with red eyes.

"So Chen Wan, tell me what you want to do? Do you want to die?"

"Chen Wan, what about me? What should I do? I'm alone, what should I do!"

"You brought me here. You said you would listen to me and treat me well. What do you want me to do! I ask you, what do you want me to do!"

Chen Wan's whole body hurt, but he couldn't tell where it hurt.

He stepped forward and locked the person firmly in his arms.

Qi Sui struggled and beat him randomly, landing vicious fists one after another.

The crying grew louder and louder, almost piercing his eardrums.

"Chen Wan, let me ask you, what should I do? What are you thinking? They have no evidence. If they had evidence, they would have arrested you long ago! They have no evidence!"

"What world, what law, these are not important! Do you want to surrender? I won't let you go, I won't let you go!"

"Chen Wan, you speak, you speak! Promise me, you won't go! You said, you don't have this idea, you won't go, you speak..."

Qi Sui cried more and more fiercely, until it became difficult to breathe after crying. All the accumulated emotions bit Chen Wan's shoulder.

The teeth bite deeper and deeper, mixing with the wetness and saltiness of tears, and overflowing with bloody sweetness.

Chen Wan seemed to feel no pain.

Let him bite it without saying a word.

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