【Original God】I am looking for the flesh and blood of love in time and space

abandon.

Wandering.

betray.

In his life, he was never stable.

Whatever he grasps, fate will rob him of; whatever he values, it will be vain; whatever he desires, it will fall into disgrace.

He cannot get what he wants, what he seeks cannot be traced, and what he hopes cannot be fulfilled, so he has to stay out of it, he has to be okay with things, and he has to have everything empty.

Drifting and scattered, he finally put his life back together again, and he didn't know how many more ups and downs he would experience.

He self-righteously avoided warmth. He thought he would no longer fall into the vicious cycle of gain and loss. He thought he could escape the strong joy and sorrow, but he didn't expect that there was still beauty, and it took the initiative to run towards him.

No.

Not running towards him.

She seemed to have come for this world, but when she was spreading her love, a little bit of it leaked onto him. There was no way he would be able to express his happiness just because of this little bit of charity.

He only dared to guard his sincerity in the darkness, stared at the person standing in the halo, and then made a silent and despicable request——

Come close to me, take the initiative to come close to me, then pull me up and tell me firmly——

You have a love that belongs to me.

Before that, he didn't dare to act rashly, for fear that he would be contaminated by a piece of happiness that was not his own.

-

"Yo, you really know how to do it."

The wanderer crossed his chest and shrugged the tip of his nose.

The aroma of ordinary food, probably boiled rice porridge.

"Of course, I've lived alone for a long time."

Zhaixia Cha turned his head proudly:

"When I learn other dishes, I can also cook three meals a day for my sister!"

"Huh?" The wanderer sat next to the tea in the village, "Why do you like that woman so much because she looks good-looking?"

"What do you know?" Zhaixia Cha glanced at the wanderer and continued to stare at his rice porridge, "My sister is good to me. After my mother left, only my sister was good to me."

"If you go with your sister, even if you are sold, it will be much better than the past."

"How do you know there won't be worse days?"

"I just know," Zhai Xiacha said in a stubborn tone, "there won't be any worse days than the past."

Zhaixiacha suddenly smiled proudly:

"And my sister won't sell me out. My sister is soft-hearted and she also likes me."

"......whispering sound."

When the wanderer spoke again, he felt a little sour for no reason:

"Your sister has a big heart. She likes and loves everything."

"That's better than liking nothing, loving nothing - only loving yourself."

"Sister is better than that kind of person——"

"Hey, kid!" The wanderer said as he looked at Zhaixia Cha. A streak of bright red flowed out from under his nose. He no longer cared about whether it was clean or not. He directly stretched out his hand to hold Zhaixia Cha's chin, letting the blood stain it. the palm of his hand.

"Don't raise your head, lower it. Didn't anyone teach you?"

Wanderer pinched Zhai Xiacha's face, forcefully stopping the kid from raising his head, and pulled his face down, even deforming it a little.

"Tsk, it's really dirty. Wipe it yourself."

The wanderer took out a square towel and threw it into Zhaixiacha's hand. He frowned and looked at his hand, rubbing it on the ground with some disgust.

"When I had nosebleeds since I was little, they would always tell me to lie on my back."

While wiping tea under the village, his chin was not restrained by the wanderer's grip. Instead, he hung his head obediently and kept wiping it with a handkerchief.

"Since childhood?"

The Wanderer frowned.

This brought back some bad memories for him, and he wanted to ask what was going on, but he saw this kid waving his hands indifferently.

It's crazy to even think about caring about this heartless brat.

The wanderer glanced at the pot, and then caused a gust of wind to save the porridge that was almost dry.

"I'm going to deliver food to your sister who is lying in bed," the wanderer packed a meal. Feeling something was wrong, he muttered in a low voice, "Why aren't you up yet?"

"I'll go as well."

Zhai Xiacha finally stopped the nosebleed. When he saw the wanderer getting up, he followed him and wanted to go in.

The wanderer glanced at Zhaixia Cha:

"Please clean up your face first, otherwise your soft-hearted sister should worry."

Although Zhaixia Cha felt a bit like tea in front of the girl, he probably knew that he looked a little scary now, so he did not follow her in, but chose to wash his face obediently.

The wanderer put the food aside and looked up at the girl's bed——

Still asleep?

It seemed that the previous days had really wronged her and exhausted her.

The wanderer gathered his clothes and walked towards the bed——

Therefore, healthy and regular three meals a day are also necessary.

It's more important than just letting her sleep in.

"Hey," the wanderer sat down next to the girl, his tone was stiff, but the movement of reaching out to brush her hair was gentle, "get up - the sun is going to shine on your butt -"

No response.

The wanderer only felt his eyelids twitching, which affected his heartbeat that was panicking due to uneasiness.

"Hey!"

The wanderer no longer cared about the gentleness of his movements. He grabbed the girl's shoulders, shook her hard, and even straightened the girl's body lying on her side——

And breathing.

The wanderer breathed a sigh of relief, but then raised it again.

Because he opened the girl's eyes, only to find that those beautiful blue eyes were out of focus at this time.

-

The familiar dizziness, the familiar black space, the familiar feeling of flying in mid-air despite standing clearly on the ground.

The girl nodded calmly.

Very good, time to travel again.

Regarding the time-traveling that comes from time to time, the girl said that she is adaptable, but if possible, she should come less often.

After all, every time she travels through time, the stamina is too much for her.

Not only did she feel dizzy as if her memory had been forcibly opened, but what had a greater impact on her was the events she had experienced personally in the past.

She is a very empathetic person, and other people's things can make her feel distressed, let alone things she has experienced personally.

That kind of huge mental consumption is a big burden for the girl - because she doesn't even understand the meaning of going back to the past. Her struggles have proven that she can't change anything.

anything.

But even if the girl is unwilling, she is powerless and helpless at this time.

What kind of "history" will...this time?

She has never been able to figure out the opportunity and pattern of her return to the past. She always feels that it is an extremely arbitrary process——

Ah, it’s not like I have no clue at all.

Maybe it has something to do with the people around me?

The girl was walking aimlessly in a somewhat arrogant manner. When this suspicion occurred, a familiar white circle appeared in front of her eyes.

Forget it, I can’t resist anyway.

Just go and have some fun.